Chapter 118: The Love I Want

Peng Yue was hugged tightly by Xueqi, and complex emotions surged in his heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info He had an urge in his heart to push Xue Qi away and immediately brush his sleeves away, but he couldn't do anything that was slightly rude to Xue Qi. Just now in a hurry to shake off all the things on the table, Peng Yue already regretted it a little, thinking about Xue Qi's aggrieved and tearful appearance just now, Peng Yue couldn't bear to make any radical moves.

"My lord, don't you go...", Xue Qi's hand did not let go, she was still lying on Peng Yue's back and sobbing softly, "My lord, I was wrong, don't be angry..."

At this time, Xueqi was clinging to Peng Yue's body, and she was wearing little at this time, and the elastic softness on her chest made Peng Yue's back feel strange. But he wasn't in the mood to savor this feeling at this time, so he just turned around, gently put his hand on Xueqi's shoulder, looked at her quietly, and said softly, "You're not wrong, I'm wrong, I shouldn't... I'm sorry to throw a tantrum at you..."

"No...", Xue Qi lowered her head and just wept silently, "Don't say that... I feel so uncomfortable now, I regret it so much, why did I want to..."

"Alright... Don't say it...", Peng Yue gently wiped away her tears for Xueqi, "Actually, we should all calm down, we should calm down first..."

Xue Qi looked at Peng Yue and wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.

"Let's sit down first, sit down first and calm down...", Peng Yue hesitated and took Xue Qi's hand and pulled her to the table. But the ground next to the table had been smashed all over the ground by Peng Yue, and he couldn't get off his feet anymore.

Peng Yue looked at Xue Qi with some embarrassment, but Xue Qi smiled comfortingly at Peng Yue, "It's okay, I'll clean up after I go back, let's sit there first...", Xue Qi said, and then moved a stool to the very clean and spacious place next to the couch, and Peng Yue also moved a stool in the back and followed.

Sitting down, Peng Yue sighed, and said slowly to Xueqi, "Xueqi, I'm really sorry just now, I'm really... There's really no reason to lose your temper with you, but I don't know why... Didn't control myself..."

"Your Excellency... You really don't have to apologize to me...", Xue Qi raised her head and smiled at Peng Yue, her smile at this time was very sincere, "Actually... I'm happy in my heart now, my lord is like that, it means... It means that adults have me in their hearts, right? Xue Qi clasped his hands together at this time, and felt that the hand he had just held was still warm, although his hand was indeed a little cold just now...

"Uh...", Peng Yue didn't expect Xue Qi to puncture this layer of window paper so bluntly, although this is already a very clear fact, "Maybe you said... That's right... Actually, I didn't even realize when it started..."

Faced with Peng Yue's vague answer, Xue Qi seemed to have received a promise, and was overjoyed, "My lord, I'm waiting for your words... I've been waiting for a long time..."

"Really?" , Peng Yue smiled a little bitterly, "But what I did just now... I don't look like a man..."

"Why... Don't say that, adults...", Xue Qi's eyes looked a little gloomy at this time, "Actually, it's all my fault, but... But adults, you have to believe me, I really don't have any feelings for Yan Shifan, I told you, we just use each other's relationship, since I came to this Lishui Temple, I don't believe in men anymore, I know Yan Shifan's true thoughts, I also know him... What is he..."

"You don't have to explain it to me, I understand your distress and know your thoughts...", Peng Yue glanced to the side and looked out the window in a daze, "Everything has advantages and disadvantages, the Yan family is extremely powerful, you choose to rely on him, naturally it can ensure that you can gain a smooth foothold and not be bullied, but if you want to get out of the way, it is not that you are a weak woman... I can handle it..."

"My lord, actually...", Xue Qi's eyes flashed with expectation, she wanted to tell Peng Yue that as long as Peng Yue was willing to come forward to protect herself, then she would no longer be in a passive position. But how could she take the initiative to say this kind of thing, especially when Peng Yue just watched Yan Shifan leave from her, Xue Qi still decided to wait until Peng Yue had a vague expression of meaning, but Peng Yue stopped talking and didn't say anything more.

"My lord, although I no longer trust men easily after entering Yeosu Temple, let alone like men easily, but... But I'm sincere to adults, I really admire you and like you...", Xue Qi leaned forward and stared at herself tightly in Peng Yue's eyes, as if only in this way could she prove her existence, "My lord, you have to believe me, I really just use Yan Shifan, or a transaction... I'll admit that at first, I wanted to help Yan Shifan deceive my lord, but... But then my sister kept persuading me, and I was in constant contact with adults... I was impressed by adults, and I gradually fell in love with adults, and my lord, I really gave you a heart now..."

"I know... Xueqi, your heart for me... I can relate to... But...", Peng Yue looked at Xue Qi and bumped into her eyes full of sincerity and affection, but Peng Yue avoided it again, "But I'm just... I just want a pure feeling, I don't want so many impurities in love, two people are together because they love each other, for no other reason, and they are not bound by anything, do you understand? ”

"I... I don't really understand...", Xue Qi shook her head, for Peng Yue's "modern avant-garde view of love", and so many "decorations of modern words", Xue Qi is indeed incomprehensible, just like Peng Yue still can't fully understand the ancients' view of marriage and love, "but... But my lord, you just said, two people are together because they love each other, I really like adults, and I give my heart to adults, and adults just said, you... You have affection for me, right? ”

"No... It's not just that...", Peng Yue sighed, he didn't know how to explain this to Xue Qi, "I mean, my ideal relationship... I don't want to mix some other factors, you need to be cautious, after all, it is a matter of supporting each other for a lifetime, it is a matter that only belongs to two people, and not to treat each other as something else... I mean... You must always keep each other in your heart, and do not allow anyone or anything to destroy it..."

Xue Qi'e frowned slightly, looking at Peng Yue with some doubts, and gradually, her eyes became more and more blurred, more and more moist, "My lord, are you... Concerned about my humble past, disgusted with me... The unbearable past..."

"Huh? No no... You must not misunderstand...", Peng Yue saw Xue Qi's tone choked, those big eyes were watery, as if he was about to stop flowing wantonly, and hurriedly waved his hand to explain, "You haven't met me in your past life, how can I ask you for things in the past?" I just wanted to say... You are not a tool, but a living person, one of the most important subjects in a relationship... That is to say, if you are my girlfriend, you must not share it with others, in love, you only belong to me, I only belong to you, understand? ”

"Girlfriend?" Xue Qi obviously didn't understand this word, and the expression on her face showed that she was pondering what Peng Yue had just said, "What do you mean... You can't accept who I am? ”

Xue Qi's words suddenly stunned Peng Yue, so Xue Qi's words seemed to really enter his heart. In fact, subconsciously, Peng Yue resisted this relationship at first, and a large part of the reason was Xueqi's identity. Peng Yue never thought of having three wives and four concubines like the ancients, so it was impossible for him not to care about the identity of the other party, because his other half was going to go through his life with him, and he was not like some ancient concubines, just because he was beautiful and acted as his tool to vent his desires.

What he wants is a person who loves himself and the person he really loves, and runs an ordinary and beautiful life with her. So his choice is very cautious, he doesn't blindly pick on a white lotus that can't have any dirt, and he doesn't care what the other party's past is, because he once had a relationship, and his love is so fierce and unforgettable...

But if the other party is a Qinglou woman, before, when he knew her, until he confessed to each other, and even watched her usher in the send-off with his own eyes, Peng Yue's heart could not have any feelings, and he could not turn a blind eye, so he would lose his temper just now, and he would not be able to control his emotions...

"Why don't you speak? Is it because... What do I really think about you? Looking at Peng Yue's slightly empty eyes, Xue Qi's shoulders trembled slightly, she tried her best to suppress herself from crying, she was so afraid that her conjecture was true, but now it seems that her conjecture is indeed true...

"I... I'll admit it, when I saw Yan Shifan come out of your room just now... I'm angry..."

"You... You really still care...", Xue Qi couldn't help hiding her face and sobbing anymore when she heard Peng Yue's words, "It's a pity that I can see the right person, but I can't pick the right person... You are indeed a good man in a million, but you don't belong to me..."

"I can see the right person, but I can't pick the right person...", is it really Xueqi who admires someone she shouldn't admire, and she likes someone she shouldn't like?

"Xueqi, don't cry... I...", Xue Qi cried more and more, Peng Yue had no idea, and all his thoughts were left behind, "It's normal for me to be angry, imagine which man wouldn't be angry when he saw that kind of scene?" The reason why I'm angry is because I care about you in my heart, I like you, I..."

Hearing Peng Yue say this, Xue Qi's crying voice gradually weakened, only to see her slowly raise her head and look at Peng Yue with two sobs, "My lord, I don't have the slightest intention of blaming you in my heart, I know that you are a good man, you are different from other men, you believe in love, believe in love, and the love in your eyes... It's so sacred, so noble, but... But Xue Qi is a humble person, the moment I stepped into Lishui Courtyard, the word love, for me, is ridiculously extravagant, I am not worthy of the love of adults, and I don't do adult things...", Xue Qi said, her long eyelashes fell, and tears flowed down her cheeks again.

"Xueqi, I'm not as good as you say, don't be so inferior, you're really a good girl, I... I really like you...", Peng Yue stood up and walked to Xueqi's side. Seeing Xue Qi sad like this, Peng Yue was simply upset, but he really didn't know what to say to comfort Xue Qi.

"My lord, it's really my honor for Xue Qi to be liked by you...", Xue Qi wiped her tears, straightened up, and stood opposite Peng Yue, "My lord, the concubine is presumptuous, I want to ask the adult shamelessly, if the concubine says goodbye to everything she has now and follows the adult wholeheartedly, will the adult dislike the concubine?" ”