Chapter 31: "The Source of Fire"
"If you die and go to the Yellow Springs Hell, have you ever thought about how to explain to your son? Aren't you afraid that he will ask you, why don't you avenge him, why did you come here in a daze? ”
Mrs. Han's body trembled suddenly, and she turned her head to look at Yun Luan in disbelief. She was a little excited, and grabbed her hand. "Four...... Fourth Miss, how do you know I once had a son? ”
Yun Luan grabbed the back of her hand with her backhand, and her voice was calm to the extreme: "My mother once told me, she said that if the child hadn't died, he should be about the same age as me, right?" ”
"Mother also said that you were almost pregnant at that time, and mother still had the intention to let me and your son have a baby. If he hadn't died, our childhood sweethearts would have grown up, and we should have been able to achieve a good marriage. ”
Yun Luan's words, word by word, were like a hammer, hitting Mrs. Han's heart fiercely, and the tears that she had been holding back in her eyes could no longer be controlled. The emotions she had been tense all the time completely collapsed with Yun Luan's words. "Ah...... My baby...... My poor son. ”
"Fourth Miss, my heart hurts? The one I would rather die is me, and I would rather trade my life for the chance of my son being born into this world. He is so small, so innocent, why would God be so cruel and rob him of his right to come into this world? ”
"I'm not reconciled, I've been dreaming every night all these years, and I've dreamed of him many times, reincarnated in my belly again. In my dream, I gave birth to him peacefully, and he called my mother obediently and shared many interesting stories with me. ”
"Those dreams, really good, so good, that I don't want to wake up at all. Every time I wake up, looking at the cold bed, looking at the empty room, I want to die. Over the years, if it weren't for these dreams, I wouldn't have survived until now......" She howled and cried as she told her the pain in her heart that she couldn't confide in. Those days were really bitter, and no one could understand the loneliness and grief in her heart. Now, it seems that the door has suddenly been opened, and it seems that her pain is finally able to be understood, and she will never be alone again. Yun Luan took Mrs. Han into her arms, didn't say anything, and quietly listened to her hysterically tell about the pain in her heart. The other people around all fell silent, and no one dared to interrupt Mrs. Han's grief at this time-Mother Zhou had already cried into a tearful person, and Yun Tian's eyes were already extremely red. The butler looked at Madame, so desperate and haggard, he turned his head away. It turned out that when the general and those concubines were enjoying the gentle countryside night and night, the lady was in her sleep, thinking about the dead child. How cruel, a woman has given everything for the general, but that man has no intention of repenting until now, and he is like an emotionless beast who has lost his conscience. Yun Luan's hand patted her shoulder very gently, and whispered comfortingly. "It's all right, it's all over...... I think he'll be back. I once dreamed of a young man, and that young man looked a little like Mrs. Han. When he smiled at me, he showed a pair of sweet dimples. It's beautiful, and it's my favorite type. ”
Mrs. Han was stunned, and turned her head to look at Yun Luan in some surprise. "Do you really dream of him too? Still dreaming of his youthful appearance? ”
Yun Luan's face was not red and his heart was not beating, and he nodded extremely calmly: "Well, I have dreamed more than once." When I have a chance in the future, I'll tell you about him in detail, okay? ”
Mrs. Han held Yunluan tightly and nodded hurriedly: "Okay, I'll talk about it later." Fourth Miss, I really thought that you and my son would have such a fate. ”
Thinking of the general's wife, she did mention the matter of baby kissing to her, and she couldn't help but smile with satisfaction on her face. Yun leaned to the side and looked at it in a daze, his eyes were full of confusion, when did Xiao Si dream of Mrs. Han's son? Why didn't she hear Xiao Si talk about this? Mrs. Han's son has never been born, how can Xiao Si confirm that the boy she dreamed of is Mrs. Han's son? Yun Tian was a little confused, puzzled, the authenticity of Xiao Si's words just now, looking at Xiao Si's serious and sincere appearance, it didn't look like a lie. Could it be that there is really such a mysterious thing in this world? But no matter what, because of Yun Luan's remarks, Mrs. Han's heart to die was completely dispelled, and she was very eager for Yun Luan, as if she was her daughter-in-law. Yun Luan didn't care, and gently coaxed Mrs. Han. Mother Zhou's eyes were full of gratitude to Yun Luan, Miss Yun Si was really amazing, and her simple words actually made Mrs. regain her desire for life. There was light in Madame's eyes, it was the light of hope, it was the faith to continue to live. Yun Luan asked Zhou's mother to help Mrs. Han up, she dodged the letter of resignation in Mrs. Han's hand, without blinking her eyes, and tore up the letter of resignation without hesitation. Mrs. Han's face turned pale: "Fourth Miss, why did you tear up this letter of resignation?" ”
Yun Luan threw the torn pieces into the air. The blowing north wind blew those pieces of paper, and those pieces of paper danced with the wind under the howling of the north wind. She pursed the corners of her lips, smiled coldly, and a little cold glint burst out from her eyes: "What Vice General Han should give to Mrs. Han should not be a letter of resignation, but a letter of release." The General's Mansion will not recognize this thing of resignation, and the marriage contract between you and Vice General Han was still the matchmaker of your father. Since it is the matchmaker of his father's protection, Vice General Han is not qualified at all to give you a letter of resignation. ”
"At the beginning, this Han Mansion was given to Vice General Han by my father, and when I sent it, my father said that if Vice General Han failed his wife one day, the General's Mansion had full power to take back this mansion. That being the case, this letter of resignation has no effect at all. Mother Zhou, you help Mrs. go back to the main courtyard to rest, and leave the rest to me......" Mrs. Han frowned, she didn't want to implicate Yunluan, she was a girl who hadn't left the boudoir yet, how could she take care of the affairs of these adults? She was afraid that Yun Luan would suffer a loss in the face of Han Dang. So she held Yun Luan's hand tightly and didn't let go: "Fourth Miss, Han Dang is just a selfish and shameless person, you are a little girl facing him, I'm afraid you are not his opponent." This matter is still left to me, and I will never have any thoughts of suicide because of his words. ”
"That doctor is right, I'm not afraid of death, am I still afraid of him Handang? People who have died once can get out of everything. Since he can be so ruthless to me, I naturally don't have to care about the relationship between husband and wife. He made me feel bad, and I suffered for half a lifetime, and I naturally couldn't let him be satisfied and at ease. ”