Chapter 161: POV: Chen Pei'er Crystal Mirror (Part I)
After the spring love, it was already the third pole of the sun, Chen Peier slowly opened her eyes, but saw that Miaoyin had already been dressed and pleased, holding a string of prayer beads in her hand, and she didn't know what she was talking about. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Chen Pei'er laughed dumbly, and couldn't help but laugh at ***** Ni's ugly appearance just now, and now she is solemn, why is she so condescending? ”
Miaoyin ignored Chen Peier's ridicule, and just slowly spoke a scripture and finished reading, Chen Peier listened attentively, and only then did she know that it was a passage of "Lengyan Sutra". After Miaoyin finished reading the scriptures, he said slowly: "The so-called 'wine and meat pass through the intestines, and the Buddha sits in his heart', this **** body is all hue, Sakyamuni has a saying, such as I used to cut off the body for King Gore. When I am here, there is no self, no one, no beings, and no longevity. Why? When I was broken up in the past, if I was like others and all living beings, I should be hated. I don't have any appearance today, so how can I be ****? ”
Chen Pei'er was silent, with her intelligence, it was naturally not difficult to understand this scripture, but the words and deeds before and after Miaoyin were very different, which was indeed surprising. She looked at Miaoyin's face as white as mutton fat jade, and looked at her lips that kept opening and closing and reciting scriptures silently, and couldn't help but begin to question whether the ecstasy just now was a dream or a reality.
In the past, Zhuang Zhoumeng was a butterfly, a lifelike butterfly, and he was self-proclaimed! I don't know how to do it. Oh Ran Jue, then Yu Ran Zhou also. I don't know that Zhou's dream is a butterfly, and a butterfly's dream is Zhou's?
Now she also has such confusions and questions, this body and spirit, this reality and fantasy, this life and transcendence, who is true and who is false, who is fabricated, who is eternal?
Or is there no eternity in this world, and everything is just a handful of ashes?
Chen Pei'er was silent for a while, and said slowly, "Are you leaving?" ”
Miao Yin lowered his eyebrows and lowered his head: "People outside the square, the four seas are home, there is no one else, how can I say it?" ”
"And can I still see you?"
"There is a fateful law, everywhere is seen, the mountains, rocks, grass and trees are me, the white clouds and bright moon are me, and the smoke and rain of Wushan are me; There is no law, you can't see it, you can't see your hand, you can't see your lips. ”
Chen Pei'er slowly put on her clothes, although the room was burning with raging floor heating, and she was covered with a layer of undershirts, but she suddenly felt a little cold, this kind of cold is not the physical cold from the outside in, but the inner cold from the inside out, this kind of cold is not the cold of the frost falling all over the ground overnight, but the cold of the yellow flowers withering after thousands of years.
It's cold, it's really cold.
Miao Yin slowly stood up, her eyes full of compassion and pity, she gently imprinted a kiss mark on Chen Pei'er's forehead, and then slowly walked out of the room. When she opened the door, she accidentally let in some cold wind, which made Chen Peier shiver.
Her figure left a slanting shadow in the midday sunlight, which slowly shortened as she moved, and finally faded from sight.
Chen Pei'er sat on the embroidery pier, watching the smaller body wrapped in the blue sea drift away, and suddenly her eyes were full of tears.
What was she crying for?
She didn't know it herself.
It seems that a century has passed, and it seems that only a blink of an eye has passed, and Chen Peier's face has returned to that look full of courage and perseverance, as if the sadness and infatuation are just an illusion. She stretched shallowly, and then shouted loudly: "Angelica Angelica, Angelica Angelica!" ”
Bai Zhi is a good girl, she knows how to appear in the right place, and she knows how to hide in the inappropriate place. You'll never know where she's hiding when you don't need her, but she'll bring you what you need most when you need her most.
Angelica carried a wooden plate made of pear with fine and delicate moire carvings, and a small celadon bowl containing a bowl of soup. Chen Pei'er moved her nose and asked, it was the taste of bird's nest porridge.
"Miss, this bowl of porridge contains millet, red dates, and barley, which is the most nourishing for yin and kidneys, you drink it quickly, it's good for your body." Bai Zhi gently put the plate on the table of Huanghuali's warped head, and then picked up the porcelain spoon placed on the side of the small bowl: "Do you want me to feed you?" ”
"No, you don't." Chen Pei'er is feeling hungry in her stomach, which is a manifestation of too much physical exertion, and the arrival of Angelica Angelica can be called timely rain. She gave the latter a grateful look, picked up the spoon, and took a bite gracefully, even when she was hungry, she still maintained the elegance and style of an official eunuch and an official wife, this way of behaving was with her at birth, so even at the end of her life, she would not give up this posture.
There was a layer of oily skin floating on the top layer of bird's nest porridge, and she saw her own appearance through the reflection of this bright layer of oil.
is still so glamorous, still powdery, still gentle and demure with infinite majesty, but she feels that something is missing.
"I need someone, someone to walk with me." Chen Peier muttered to herself.
Come back, come back, come back.
After all, women are too fragile, too unreliable, too ethereal, and I need the arms of a man, a man like you, as magnificent as the mountains, as vast as the sea, and as unpredictable as the universe.
She chewed a pitted jujube, and big tears suddenly flowed from her eyes and slowly went down her cheeks, wetting the tablecloth embroidered by Shu and wetting her heart.
"Oh, miss, are you alright?" Bai Zhi asked with concern, "Do you miss the young master?" I have good news here! ”
"What's the good news?" Chen Peier didn't expect Bai Zhi to say that there was news of Xianggong, and she couldn't help but be overjoyed, all the previous sentimentality and worries were thrown out of the clouds, even if it was the shadow of Miaoyin, she didn't know where to hide, and she could no longer occupy her heart.
"Say a thousand, say ten thousand, it's best to have a man like Xianggong." Chen Peier thought so, and wiped the tears from her face with a handkerchief.
Bai Zhi's eyes rolled slightly, and she asked slyly, "I brought you good news, how can you thank me?" ”
"Reward you with a beating! Little hooves! Chen Pei'er glanced at Bai Zhi, and said loudly with a little anger: "Quick, quickly bring the surprise to the old lady, whether it is a family letter or a gift, whether he wants money or people, quickly bring it to the old lady!" This noble lady, who prides herself on being elegant and noble, unconsciously used the word "old lady", which was only used when she was most excited and excited, which showed her excited heart at this time. (To be continued.) )