Chapter 157: Mind Attack (1)
When entering the city of Luzhou, Wu Shaogang let out a long breath. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Fucheng gave him a familiar and intimate feeling.
After meeting Lu Wende, Li Tingzhi sent a housekeeper to send a letter, suggesting that Wu Shaogang visit Jia Nidao, but Wu Shaogang did not adopt this suggestion, as far as the current situation is concerned, he really does not want to have much to do with Jia Nidao, because of the history books, his impression of Jia Nidao in his heart is not very good, so he doesn't want to get involved in any relationship, after all, the relationship between Li Tingzhi and Jia Nidao is not ordinary, relying on this relationship to maintain a fragile balance, it is still calm in a short time.
Wu Shaogang also knows that if he doesn't meet Jia Nidao when he arrives in the capital, he will definitely leave some bad impressions, which is not conducive to his future development, since Lu Wende knows that he has come to the capital, then Jia Nidao must also know, it is said that officialdom should not do things like this, especially Wu Shaogang, who has crossed over, has rich experience, but Wu Shaogang did not overcome his inner feelings, and reason retreated at this moment.
There is one more thing, that is, Hao Jing followed Wu Shaogang to Luzhou Mansion this time, this matter is secretly operated, except for Li Tingzhi and Wu Shaogang, the rest of the people do not know, Hao Jing came to Luzhou Mansion City, touched the bottom line of Jia Nidao, presumably after the news spreads, Jia Nidao will be furious, if he goes to see Jia Nidao at this moment, Wu Shaogang cannot talk about Hao Jing's affairs, after he is exposed, then the contradiction will reach its peak.
What Wu Shaogang needs to do now is to continue to strengthen his own strength, so that he is qualified to compete with Jia Yidao, Lu Wende and others in just a few years.
Wu Shaogang, who has crossed over, still adheres to his own principles many times, he knows that he can't do everything perfectly, he can achieve his goal, there will always be some things wrong, setbacks and failures will always exist, but as long as he doesn't feel guilty or regret in his heart, it's enough.
It took less than three months to leave Luzhou Mansion and go to the capital, but Wu Shaogang felt that it was a long time.
It is already the height of summer, not far from the autumn harvest, and on the way back, Wu Shaogang is thinking about the autumn harvest, this time the autumn harvest is life and death for him and the entire Tongchuan Fu Road.
Thanks to God's care, the weather is still good, the wind and rain are smooth, and there are no disasters, in Wu Shaogang's opinion, if there is no major accident, there should be no problem with this year's harvest.
On the way back, everyone's mood is good, Zheng Tongwu and others are extra careful, their focus is to guard the carriage that will never lift the curtain, to prevent anyone from approaching, with the approach of Luzhou City, their mood is becoming more and more relaxed, the happiest in the team is Wu Lin, finally left the capital, followed the young master to Luzhou City, although it is difficult to compare Luzhou City and the capital, the capital is too prosperous, but can be by the side of the young master and his wife, Wu Lin only feels down-to-earth.
Wu Shaogang returned directly to the mansion, and the carriage entered the military camp outside the mansion.
Li Hanwei, Qingniang and Yuhuan in the house are naturally the most happy and excited, although the identities of Qingniang and Yuhuan have not yet been completely clarified, but sooner or later they will be Wu Shaogang's concubines, and Wu Shaogang is their man.
To say that from the capital to Tongchuan Fu Road, Li Hanwei and others were not able to really and completely settle down, first stayed in Hezhou for a period of time, and then the imperial court quelled Liu Quan's rebellion, before moving to Luzhou Fucheng, and Wu Shaogang was not at home during the Spring Festival.
After all, Wu Shaogang is a member of the imperial court, and besides, men need to focus on their careers.
But women are women, and what I hope is that men can be by their side every day.
Seeing the housekeeper Wu Lin follow to Luzhou Fucheng, Li Hanwei is also happy, since leaving the capital, this family has been her labor, as a girl from a scholar family, old, almost no such things, managing a family is still difficult, fortunately in this family is relatively simple, not too many things, Qingniang and Yuhuan can help, but women manage everything, the disadvantages are obvious, Wu Lin is here, can take on a lot of family management matters.
This meal was the happiest for Li Hanwei and the others, because they found that Wu Shaogang's mood was significantly better, when Wu Shaogang returned home before, his emotions had always been a little depressed, but this time it was different, I felt that it was completely let go, as if many knots in my heart had been completely untied.
Although she doesn't understand the things in the court, the careful Li Hanwei can still accurately feel her husband's emotions.
Wu Shaogang, who had never eaten or drunk at home, actually picked up his wine glass with a smile on his face.
Wu Shaogang, who crossed through, has an extremely profound feeling for home, no matter what kind of ability a man has, he must have a warm home, home is indeed a harbor, a place where men can replenish energy, of course, he also knows that the current era is a little different, after all, this is a completely patriarchal society, women have almost no social status, they are dependent on men to live, there are no women in the court, women are not seen in the merchants, and most women are husbands and children. They are all at home.
Wu Shaogang still believes that the role of virtuous internal help is infinite.
When entering the bedroom, looking at Li Hanwei, who looked very shy, Wu Shaogang's heart suddenly moved, he thought of Hao Jing's affairs, the comfort after returning home, the pleasure of achieving the goal, so that his emotions were completely relaxed, through many years, Wu Shaogang has been working hard, never relaxed, his nerves are very tight, as if the whole world is his opponent, or an enemy, today this feeling of relaxation, he is the first time to experience.
In fact, before the crossing, Wu Shaogang often has such feelings, open-minded, no desire, comfortable life, after the crossing Wu Shaogang, has a clear goal, because this goal is too strong, must make unremitting efforts, must be strict with themselves, in order to hope to achieve.
It is this kind of relaxation that Wu Shaogang suddenly experienced a realm that he had never felt before, in fact, after relaxing, he felt that he had seen more far-reaching, and he thought of that sentence: Tolerance is great and desireless, a person who has achieved great things, it is impossible to always tighten himself tightly, without the slightest time to relax, even an iron man is unbearable, only when he reaches the realm of the unity of heaven and man, can he truly reach the peak.
"Madam, tell me how you would feel if this man always stayed at home, lived a quiet life, loved husband and wife, and faced with the scene of father's love and filial piety."
"Of course the slave family is willing."
Li Hanwei almost didn't hesitate, and said her feelings casually.
Maybe I think it's inappropriate to say this, after all, my husband can't always stay at home, Li Hanwei hurriedly added.
"The slave family means the love of husband and wife, and the official is a member of the court, and it is impossible to always stay at home."
Wu Shaogang looked at Li Hanwei and said with a smile.
"What Madame said is true, in fact, I also want to live such a life, I think most people think so, no one is born with the idea of working hard and being able to live a comfortable life, that is unwanted, but unfortunately this kind of life, can only be thought."
"The meaning of the official, the slave family doesn't understand, the slave family thinks the current life is very good."
"Madam, you don't feel it personally, you grew up in the family of the gentry since you were a child, and you have never suffered from difficulties in life, let alone work hard to survive, many people from poor families are born to think about how to live well, for example, me, the previous family background is not very good, and for example, Qingniang, when I was young, the family background was definitely not very good, but some people can succeed in their efforts, and some people are in a lifetime of hardship no matter what they do."
"The slave family understands what the official means, but the slave family can't feel this."
"Madame doesn't have to feel this, I'll just talk about it."
Lying on the bed, looking at Li Hanwei who fell asleep with a satisfied smile, Wu Shaogang thought of the struggle through the past few years, he was promoted step by step from a lowest-level sergeant, and now he has become a feudal official, with a wife and family, in the eyes of outsiders, it can be described as a success, but such an aura, such comfort, how long can it be maintained, according to the pace of historical development, that is, after more than ten years, the Southern Song Dynasty court will be destroyed by the Dayuan court, and the entire south will be plunged into a monstrous war.
No matter how the history books evaluate it, the Great Yuan Dynasty in history was discriminatory against the Han people, and the suppression of the Han people was also ruthless, and Kublai Khan, who left his name in history, did not have such a big mind, at least he could not tolerate the Han people, and could not treat the Han people as equals with the Mongols and the Semu people.
Gently brushing away the hair on Li Hanwei's face, Wu Shaogang's heart burst out with a raging fire, not to mention such a lofty goal, at least he needs to protect his family, so that his parents, wife, children, brothers and sisters can live carefree for a lifetime, this is a man's responsibility, and it is impossible to shirk the responsibility.
No one is born great, it is the grinding of reality that makes men rise, and the motivation for a man to set grand goals may come from the small things around him, even the inconspicuous little things.
At this moment, Wu Shaogang finally fully figured out why he had just crossed over, and after returning home, he would build a mansion and care about the lives of his family, in fact, from that time, the grand goal in his mind had been established step by step, and the clear goal at the time of crossing was also in actual life, and gradually began to improve. (To be continued.) )