At the end of the day's worrying suffering, he dragged his tired body back to his own small courtyard, where smoke had risen and the virtuous southern woman was preparing dinner.

After hesitating at the door for a while, Lin Kedi stretched out his hand to push open the courtyard door and walked in, the woman who was busy working by the stove looked back, the smile on her face bloomed like a daisy, she pulled up her apron and wiped her hands: "I'm back." ”

Lin Kedi nodded expressionlessly: "Well, you are busy first, and I will tell you something later." ”

At the moment of the great enemy, he is really not in a good mood, don't say that the war is imminent, he doesn't have the heart to increase his feelings with his family, even if he does, the uncertain future of life and death also makes him unable to let go of the big stone in his heart.

Soon, the home-cooked meal of three dishes and one soup was served under the control of the ordinary-looking but extremely virtuous woman.

The only son, who looked like a nerd, walked out of the room, still holding a book in his hand and turning left.

"Fu'er, let's watch after eating!" For his seventeen-year-old son, Lin Kedi has always been very tolerant, and there were a few children, but they all died.

Lin Kedi, who wanted his son to pass the imperial examination and become a literati, was a rough man, but he was very envious of those literati who could make the generals die without a place to bury themselves by using their mouths in the court, so he didn't want his son to follow the path he had walked.

Lin Fu, who was very indifferent to his father's feelings, was reading a book and eating at the same time, and he didn't even have the mind to pay attention to his rough father.

The woman was a little embarrassed and said with a smile: "Why did the husband mobilize the crowd to go to Changsha Mansion to pick us up this time, is there anything important to say?" ”

Lin Kedi was stunned, his brows furrowed and stretched, obviously thinking in his heart how to tell this bad wife who had been with him for nearly twenty years.

Lin Fu, who was staring at the books but looking at his father with his spare eyes, said coldly: "If you have anything to say, just say it, hide it like a guest." ”

Lin Kedi was a little embarrassed, opened his mouth, and wanted to reprimand, but the words came to his lips, but he didn't say anything after all.

His wife, Yu, scolded angrily: "Fu'er, shut up, how can you talk to your father like this." ”

Lin Fu didn't hide his dissatisfaction at all, stood up and looked at his father, who already had gray hair on his temples but was only in his thirties: "I don't have a father who won't come home for three or five years." Mother, you eat slowly, I'm full. ”

Yu shouted at Lin Fu's departing back: "Transform into a son." ”

Lin Kedi waved his hand and pulled his daughter-in-law to sit down: "Okay, this child has suffered a lot over the years, don't embarrass him." It's me, the unqualified father, no wonder the child has resentment in his heart. Sit down, I have something very important to tell you. ”

There was a rare serious look on her husband's face, and Yu had no choice but to sit down obediently.

After Lin Kedi breathed a sigh of relief, he said while holding the dishes with a strong hometown flavor with chopsticks: "This time I called you over, it was the intention of the commander. When you meet, you will have to leave, and someone will come out, and maybe, after a while, they will send a sum of money to the family. You don't have to take care of this money, just accept it, and the army will take care of your mother and son's future life.

After going back, take care of Fu'er, this child has been wronged a lot over the years, and it is indeed difficult for him.

I."

When he said this, he couldn't say any more.

First, his voice became choked unconsciously, and second, there was a hand that was not gentle, covering his bearded lips.

"But what's the danger?" Yu asked anxiously: "If it's really too dangerous, let's go to Changsha, it's a big deal, let's not do it." ”

Lin Kedi's rough big hand held the hand that was two sizes smaller than his hand but had become thick because of farming: "Don't talk nonsense, I have been a soldier for more than ten years, how can I leave at this critical moment of life and death."

Fu'er has never had any concept of a father since she was born and sensible, and I hope that after I die on the battlefield, Fu'er will one day figure it out and can take my grandson to my mound to burn some paper money. ”

So he said: "Husband, don't say those discouraged words, promise me to go back alive." ”

Lin Kedi smiled bitterly: "I may be able to agree to other things, but this matter, the husband can't do it." Whether the Tatar son is willing to let her husband go back is still unknown. ”

He didn't even know if the corpse could go back, let alone go back alive.

There are quite a few right guards in Datong, but there are also many enemies to face. This time the Tatars poured out of the nest, which was really a big test for the soldiers on the border of Datong.

No one can guarantee that they will return to their hometown alive, and the only guarantee they can guarantee is to kill more enemies on the battlefield.

Only if the enemy dies more, the own people will die less.

These rough men, who have been accustomed to holding knives instead of pens since they were young, only know some of the simplest and most practical truths. But when the enemy came, they were able to draw their swords without hesitation. Victory or defeat is a battle between men after all.

The tone was full of death, but it brought infinite fear to his wife and children.

He could have concealed it, and even prevented the army from taking his wife and children. But he didn't choose this, firstly, because he hadn't seen his son and wife for a long time, and secondly, he wanted to take the last opportunity to tell the son who hated him for more than ten years that you are not a bad seed.

The choice between the small family and everyone is often the most difficult, especially for the martial artist who is a tenacious among Link's enemies.

However, he was not allowed to be cautious in the face of the big right and wrong, so what he said to his wife was almost his last words.

The husband and wife are together because of the words of the matchmaker of their parents, and the relationship between them is not very deep, Lin Kedi is also a man, and he also likes those girls with good faces and big breast******s, but even if she doesn't like the woman in front of her, she also gives birth to children for herself.

After getting the military salary, he also visited the kiln with an attitude of trying new things, but what Link couldn't let go of in his heart was still the home that he had always rejected but couldn't forget.

Unconsciously, tears flowed silently from the seven-foot man's eyes.

Yu carefully wiped the tears from his face for him: "Husband, don't worry, the concubine will take good care of Fu'er." ”

Lin Kedi wiped a handful on his face casually: "It's a good day for a family reunion, don't say these depressing words, Lao Tzuji people have their own natural appearance, how can they die on the battlefield." Come, sit down and eat. ”

There was sadness in Yu's eyes that couldn't be hidden, and she didn't even know what to do after the pillar of the family was gone.

Lin Kedi said while drinking the not-so-good Northland soju: "Don't tell Fu'er about this just now. ”

Yu nodded vigorously: "Don't worry, the concubine is measured." ”

After Lin Kedi nodded, he kept stuffing food into his mouth.

The spicy taste traveled from the taste buds on his tongue to his throat, and finally into his stomach and into his heart, and he was still gobbling it up.

Maybe this is the last time in this life to be able to sit at home and eat so quietly, maybe this is the last time in this life to eat a meal made by this woman I don't love, maybe, there will never be a future in the future.

Lin Fu, who had been pretending to be reading a book in the room, actually pricked up his ears at any time, and when he heard his father, who had always been strict, say those words to his mother, his tears flowed uncontrollably.

The side dishes on the table were swept away by Link Kedi, and at the end, he found that his wife didn't use chopsticks much.

After embarrassingly squeezing out a smile that was more ugly than crying, Lin Kedi went into the stove room, scrambled an egg that was not a precious dish, and walked out with the dish, his face was black and gray.

Yu Shi was distressed and wiped his face, but he forcibly sat down in his position: "This is the first time that my husband has gone down to the kitchen, you can taste it and see how it tastes." ”

In desperation, Yu had no choice but to pick up an egg with chopsticks and put it in his mouth.

When I got married, I felt that she was just a somewhat delicate woman, and she looked so beautiful at this moment, which Lin Kedi had not discovered before.

He just held his chin and watched her eat eggs with chopsticks and chopsticks, time seemed to freeze, and he didn't notice the embarrassment on his wife's face.

The dishes were cleaned, and even the last bit of grease was wrapped in rice grains and filled into Yu's mouth. The rice is the hometown rice produced by the Dongting Lakeside of Hu Guangcheng's political envoy, and it was carried all the way by this woman who was not used to eating pasta.

"I'm leaving soon, tomorrow there should be someone from Jinyiwei to send you back, and if you have anything to do after you go back, you can directly use the waist card given to you by Jinyiwei to find someone from Changsha Qianhusu to help. If I do not die, I will return to see you. Link looked at the slippery saucer and said contentedly.

Yu nodded vigorously, and his eyes never left Linke's face.

The two sides were silent for a long time, and Lin Kedi finally stood up and said, "Rest early!" I collected a lot of books, and I didn't know if it was useful or not, so I took it with Fu'er when I left. ”

"Why don't you go in and see the kids?" Yu reluctantly grabbed the edge of his armor.

Lin Kedi paused, thought for a while and shook his head: "Forget it, it's just to add to his troubles, don't disturb him reading." I'm gone, you rest early. ”

After speaking, the general of the Datong right guard, who controlled tens of thousands of horses, strode out of the courtyard.

The back is not sluggish, but full of determination, it is for the hundreds of millions of people of the Ming Dynasty to fight on the battlefield, he feels that it is worth it.

It's just that he didn't know until he died, the plate of eggs he cooked for the first time and was eaten by his wife, in fact, there was no salt, not long after he left, a crazy young man ran out of the small yard, chased three miles into the wind, and burst into tears, but after all, he didn't catch up with the high-grade Ming war horse he rode.

There are some things that are done when people are not there and when people are doing them, which are really two different things.