Peng Yue asked a little nervously, and Xue Qi was even more surprised when she heard it, because she didn't expect Peng Yue to ask such a question to herself. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I saw that her face suddenly turned pale, and her lips kept moving, as if she was trying to suppress and restrain her feelings, and the panic that flashed in her eyes showed that she seemed to remember something frightening, and suddenly, her eyes were already red...

Peng Yue didn't expect Xue Qi to have such a big reaction, he subconsciously looked at Jiaowa, but saw that she was also frowning, and shook his head lightly at himself, wanting to say something, but finally remained silent and lowered his head.

Peng Yue also looked embarrassed at this time, but the words had already been spoken, and he couldn't take them back, so he had to say, "Miss Xueqi, if... If you don't want to say it, forget it..."

"No...", Xue Qi bit her lip lightly and glanced to the side, but tears flowed down her cheeks uncontrollably, "Since you want to hear it, then I'll talk to you..."

In fact, Xue Qi was extremely reluctant to recall this past, and the reason why she was a little emotional was because of Peng Yue's sentence "Wan'er fell into the dust because of helplessness, and stuck to the bottom line, and has always been a clean person..." stimulated herself. First, Peng Yue favored Gu Wan'er, who was Qingqi, which made Xueqi, who had always had an inferiority complex about her identity, feel even more uncomfortable, and secondly, Xueqi didn't want Peng Yue to misunderstand that she came to the dust out of her own heart.

But now that Peng Yue really asked, Xue Qi seemed embarrassed. "If you don't say it, this matter is a pimple in his heart after all, he asked me like this, maybe it means that he still cares about me in his heart...", Xue Qi thought in her heart, but she still felt a wave of bitter emotions coming...

Peng Yue saw that Xue Qi was already in tears at this time, so he couldn't bear to ask, "Miss Xueqi, you really don't have to say it, it's me who is abrupt, I shouldn't ask you..."

"No... I'm going to tell you right now...", Xue Qi turned her face and wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "I want you to know that most people have their own sadness and helplessness, and they have... It's not just Miss Gu Wan'er who has a reason to be pitied..."

"Yes, if the family has no worries about food and clothing, who would want to come to this place...", Jiaowa smiled miserably, and became sad.

"Girl, are you here because of the hardships at home?" When Peng Yue saw Jiaowa talking, he thought about diverting the topic, but unexpectedly, it also attracted a burst of excitement from Jiaowa.

"I don't know!" , Jiaowa's eyes lit up, and she said categorically, "I've always been in this Lishui Courtyard, and I don't know anything else!" ”

"Huh?" , this time it was Peng Yue who was surprised, but he quickly thought of a possibility: It is estimated that this Jiaowa is the same as Wei Xiaobao, which **or** and the guest were born illegally, it is indeed involuntarily...

"Why did the adults ask about Jiao Wa's coming...", Xue Qi looked at Jiao Wa and sighed lightly, "My sister was still young when she came here, and she may not be able to remember things..."

"Why don't you remember?" Jiaowa sniffed, and her eyes also brought out a chill, "I always remember, I remember very clearly, the person who brought me here was so ruthless, so ruthless, I cried so badly that he didn't even look back...", as he spoke, tears flowed from Jiaowa's eyes that were still cold.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it...", Xue Qi gently hugged Jiao Wa, and whispered to Peng Yue, "Adults are in a high position, maybe they don't know the suffering of this people, many families can't live their lives, and they are... There's no way around it..."

After listening to Xue Qi and Jiaowa's somewhat vague answers, Peng Yue could roughly guess what the situation was: it is likely that Jiaowa was sold to this Lishui Courtyard by her biological father since she was a child, no wonder she would answer like that at that time, maybe a woman like Jiaowa who had the same experience did not have any gratitude for her biological father to give life, right?

At this time, I looked at Jiao Wa, who was lying in Xueqi's arms and sobbing, like a wronged child. Peng Yue realized that he had really made a big mistake, he shouldn't have asked this kind of question to the Qinglou woman, thinking that most of them had an unfortunate encounter behind them, right? And not everyone is like Gu Wan'er, who has a gentle temperament and is inextricably linked with herself, so she doesn't shy away from saying it and listening to herself. Thinking that he had asked Xue Qi just now, Peng Yue didn't dare to speak, so he had to bow his head silently, pretending that nothing had happened...

"Why, Master Peng, the trouble you caused is now silent?" , Xueqi looked at Peng Yue, who was a little discouraged, mockingly, "Provoked the tears of the little sister, but didn't even say a word of comfort?" ”

"I... It's not that I don't want to say...", Peng Yue hesitated, looking embarrassed and embarrassed, "I'm afraid that after I say it, something will be wrong and make you sad, so... I don't dare to say it..."

"If adults can be so considerate, Sister Jiaowa won't blame you...", Xue Qi squeezed out a smile to Peng Yue, "Actually, it's all what has happened, even if adults don't mention it, we will be sad to think about it..."

"But... But maybe if I don't mention it, you won't remember...", Peng Yue lowered his head and said softly.

"How so... In fact, if you don't mention it, we ourselves often think about it, like a nightmare, and often wake up in the middle of the night..."The expression on Xue Qi's face at this time was very indifferent, and she spoke very calmly, but Peng Yue seemed to feel her turbulent heart, "In fact, sometimes I often dream, dream of the days when I was not in Lishui Courtyard, dream of the days when I was still a clean person...", suddenly, Xue Qi's voice was a little choked, and she couldn't go on.

"Huh? You used to be a cleaner too? Peng Yue blurted out with some doubts.

"yes... But I'm not in Chunxuefang, and I'm not as famous as Gu Wan'er now...", Xue Qiqiao's face was slightly sideways, but her eyes were still wet, "It's very similar, I also sold myself into it, but I was completely for myself..."

Xue Qi turned her face and smiled sadly at Peng Yue, her eyes flashing with indescribable sadness, "My father is addicted to gambling, and... Luck is always bad, I'm afraid that one day he will be used as gambling money to those gamblers, so I secretly ran out and entered this party, do adults think this story is very cheesy? I think so, but it's true..."

Peng Yue listened to Xue Qi's story, and couldn't help but feel a little sad, it turned out that behind every beautiful affair was really a tragic story, "Then what? ”

"And then?" , Xue Qi sighed lightly, the faint smile on her face had completely disappeared, "Later, I found out that I was very naïve, Qingqi was not as easy to do as I imagined... Although I don't have to look like them, but if I only have appearance, then I can't do it..."

"At that time, I was still young, so those sisters took good care of me, and some sisters would take the initiative to teach me something and tell me how to make the guests happy, and it was at that time that I really appreciated how precious this kind of sisterhood is, and I really felt warm in my heart...", Xue Qi said while looking at the Jiao Wa next to her, and the hands of the two unconsciously shook together, "Later, I practiced my skills hard, read poetry and books, and finally made a small success in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and established myself in the Qing Dynasty, and my fame gradually spread..."

"Then how did you get to this Yeosuin again?" , Peng Yue asked a little impatiently.

"Why? I don't know why... I never thought that one day I would come to this Yeosu-in...", Xue Qi lowered her eyes, and her gaze was a little distracted, "I've been in Fengyue for a long time, and I've seen all kinds of people... Gradually, I wanted to get out of this way as soon as possible, but how could I redeem myself with my little savings, and where would I go after redeeming myself? You can't go back to my gambling father, can you? So I want to find a good partner as soon as possible, and let him help me get out of my nationality, and then I will go with him..."

In fact, Xue Qi's thoughts, Peng Yue can probably understand. For example, Chen Yuanyuan in the Qin Huai Bayan in the late Ming Dynasty, even though he was famous in the south of the Yangtze River, many literati fell for him, but she also wanted to marry Mao Xiang in her good years and get out of the dust as soon as possible, but later missed the opportunity for various reasons. Imagine as a woman, who wants to greet people with a smile every day and serve a group of people they don't like at all?

"Did you find it at last?"

"Found it... It's a pity that what I found was a wolf-hearted thing! Xue Qi said this, her hands were clenched, tightly protected in front of her chest, and her eyes were also a little unprecedentedly angry, "At that time, I was only blamed for being blind in a hurry, and I wanted to leave quickly, but I didn't expect to entrust myself to someone who shouldn't have been entrusted..."

"What's wrong with that guy?" , Peng Yue didn't expect Xue Qi to be so angry when he mentioned this.

"What's wrong? Beastly! Pigs and dogs are not as good! Jiaowa saw that Xueqi was choked up, so she helped on the side, "My sister saw that he looked like a person at the time, and he treated his sister well, so my sister wanted to go with him, and even the money for leaving the country was taken out by my sister to make up most of her savings for him, but he... But he doesn't know how to cherish! Abandoned my sister and didn't say it, and... I also sold my sister to this Yeosuin in private! That's when I met my sister..."

When Peng Yue heard this, he suddenly felt that this plot was familiar, as if the heroine of that story was named Du Shi Niang...

Xue Qi's mood had recovered a little at this time, looked at Peng Yue, and said quietly, "I really wanted to go with him at that time, in order to break off the old life, I made a lot of small fans, and inscribed a poem on it: In the past, Zhangtai danced with a thin waist, and let you climb and break tender branches." From now on, it will be written in Danqingli, and the east wind will not be allowed to shake again. And I gave it to many of my guests, and I made my heart clear to them, but in the end I didn't get anything in return..."

"It's so damnable!" , Peng Yue slapped the table, and he also looked angry, "Miss Xueqi, what is this person's name, where is he now, do you still know?" If you know, tell me now, and I'll get this bastard out! ”

"The kindness of adults, I understand it...", Xue Qi greeted Peng Yue, but she couldn't laugh, "It's not necessary now, he is a broken family in the capital, I was before... I've already found someone to cripple him... Don't you think... Am I too ruthless? ”

"No... I didn't think so...", Peng Yue's tone weakened suddenly when he heard Xue Qi say this, "He deserves this kind of retribution, if it were me, I wouldn't spare him..."

"Why does that adult's expression look unnatural...", Xue Qi stared at Peng Yue and smiled suddenly, "Do you want to ask me, why did Yan Shifan become my benefactor?" ”

"Huh? Oh...", Peng Yue was broken by Xue Qi's thoughts, and his eyes were a little flustered for a while, "This kind of thing... I still don't ask..."

In fact, when Fang Cai Xueqi mentioned that she begged Yan Shifan, the first reaction that jumped to Peng Yue's mind was why did she want to find Yan Shifan? Then I thought about why she wanted Yan Shifan to be her benefactor? Although Peng Yue has been suppressing his emotions, but in this case, Peng Yue really can't deceive himself, this is a natural and uncontrolled process, Peng Yue admitted that he really had the feeling of snorting dry vinegar just now...

"It doesn't matter, as long as you want to know, I can tell you...", Xue Qi looked at Peng Yue's eyes, warm and affectionate, and there seemed to be endless thoughts hidden in them...

In the past, Zhangtai danced with a thin waist, and let you climb and fold tender branches. From now on, it will be written in Danqingli, and the east wind will not be allowed to shake again... Peng Yue seemed to see the fan of the inscription poem, the paper wings swayed gently, and there was still a fragrance between the retraction and release. The silver grate and the cup of qiong juice are gone, but unfortunately the beauty has passed away, and only the wine slowly flows, soaking the fan surface of the ink fragrance.

Where should she be at the moment? She should have danced in front of her, she should have played and chanted here, but at this moment she was drifting away with a person, their backs were lonely and beautiful, I hope that the person who took her away could wish her a happiness, but in a trance, Peng Yue hoped that one of the backs belonged to her...

Splashing wine drops and singing fan words, making flowers smoke the fragrance of dance clothes, and a spring tears say desolate...