Chapter 20: Loneliness and Laughter

Wendi took Xinyu and rode around on the grassland, as if he had returned to the years when he didn't know how to worry. At that time, there was the protection of her father Liu Hexin, and there was no interference from any troubles at that time. You can laugh all over the world, be willful, be naughty, and don't have any worries, how pure that happiness is.

Because I know love, I have more resentment; Because there is something to ask for, there is a bitterness that cannot be asked. At that time, Wendi was very confident, but when his confidence finally disappeared, only a few tears were left.

lost his father, no lover, and guarded Siqinghai alone, life was a little lonely, there was not much joy, but fortunately, there was not much sadness. It's just that I still can't let go of the feelings that have been sealed in the dust for more than ten years in my heart, so there is another woman in the world.

The horses galloped on the grassland, and their hearts flew with the galloping of the horses' hooves, and all sorrows and resentments disappeared with the wind. After a short time, the two had already walked far away, and when Wen Di was about to go back, he heard Xinyu shouting: "Auntie, look, there are flowers in front, you take me over quickly, I want to see the flowers." ”

Wen Di heard the sound and looked in the direction of his little finger, and sure enough, he saw a bright color that was very clear against the background of withered yellow.

"It's really a novelty that flowers are blooming in such a cold weather, so I'll take you to see it." Wen Yixiao immediately rode forward.

When I came closer, it turned out to be just a tomb with many small flowers planted on it. The three of them were sweeping the fallen leaves in front of the grave, and they looked meticulous, as if they were doing a very sacred thing.

"The tomb of my best friend Sagali, Wei Zengli. This is the tomb of the Valkyrie. Xinyu read according to the tombstone, and then said in surprise.

"Miss Sa, you have been with Wei Zeng for so many years, and you have been born and died so many times, what do you think of the last word best friend? Are you satisfied, or are you complaining? If it were me, I wouldn't forgive him. Wendy lifted his head, holding back the tears.

"I don't know what the relationship between the two of them and Miss Sa is, and they also came here to visit in this spring season." A man with a long scar on his face stepped forward and asked, this man was the commander of the brute who guarded Sagargary's tomb.

"I met Miss Sa once, and we have shared hardships, so we can be regarded as friends. It's just that I didn't know where she was buried, so I never came. This time, I was attracted by these flowers, so I walked over, but I didn't expect it to be the tomb of the deceased. Did you pick all these flowers? Wendy said.

"We didn't pick it, it was picked by Lord Mad a few days ago and planted here, hoping that Miss Sa can see the beautiful spring light. It's just that it's leeward here, and the sun is shining brightly these days, and these flowers haven't frozen to death for a while. The barbarian commander said.

"A few days ago, he went out to do something, and he didn't come back for a day, but he didn't expect it to be just to do it. This person usually doesn't say anything, everything is hidden in his heart, and all kinds of thoughts are really hateful. When I went to Siqinghai, I left without saying hello. Now it's secretly another person, doing these things. What's the use of that? People are dead, and it's too late to do anything. Wen Di listened, and his heart first gave birth to a trace of emotion, then turned into sadness, and finally turned into a wisp of resentment. I don't know if I'm sorry for Sagargie or if I'm sorry for myself.

"'Life is helpless, but I have perseverance; It's not how ruthless my heart is, it's just that I can't guess the end, and I leave what I think is the best for you. If you can do it all over again, be sure to listen to what you have in your heart. These are the words that the madman said at Miss Sa's grave a few days ago, and I think the madman is also struggling in his heart. The barbarian commander replied.

"What if there is a struggle, what should I do in the end, I just give in for Miss Sa. The end of the world is close at hand, and it is better to never see each other in this life. Wendy said.

"Auntie is right, it's all the bad guy's fault. You just take me out of here and never come back again. With the two of us, we can still live well. Xinyu pouted on the side.

"Little girl, what do you know? How can there be such a thing as running away from home during the Chinese New Year? What's more, I promised to protect my family, how could I leave halfway? My generation of heroines is also very faithful. Wen Di heard Xinyu say that he would leave Yishan forever and never see Wei Zeng again, and he was very reluctant in his heart. Although Wei Zeng didn't have a word of love in his mouth, his gestures contained a heart, and he gave up all this to choose loneliness, how could this be done?

"I knew you couldn't bear that bad guy, so you were bullied by him, and I ignored you." Xinyu said a word, and then ran away.

Wendi didn't know what his heart was thinking, and sat in front of Sagart's tomb in a daze. The barbarian commander also left with interest, and now she was the only one in front of the grave decorated with small flowers.

Wen Di was thinking in his heart, if there was no Feng Liansheng, if there was no Li Weizhen, he fell in love with Wei Zeng as soon as they met, and finally achieved positive results, what would be the situation?

may be the two of them who travel the rivers and lakes hand in hand, and become a world-famous heroic couple; may guard Siqinghai, give birth to three sons and four daughters, and live a small life of fun; Maybe Wei Zeng has been fighting for hegemony for more than ten years, and she has also been accompanied by her, and he has shared all the honor and disgrace. In short, no matter what the outcome, the word loneliness will never enter her heart and become eternal.

Is life happy now? In fact, it is also very happy, but it is lonely in the dead of night and sleepless. It is reluctant to leave, and it will be painful to lose, just because the bond cannot be parted. But in any case, Wendy understands that loneliness is hard to leave her heart.

The world passed, the sun set in the west, and the evening breeze gusted, bringing a deep chill. Wendi got up to say goodbye to Sagaret, mounted his red horse and beckoned Xinyu to go back.

"Auntie, although those three people look a little scary, they are all good people. They said that I was so beautiful, if I had better martial arts, I would definitely be chosen as a Valkyrie in Yaodong. Auntie, will you hand over your martial arts to me when you go back? Xinyu said.

"Okay, I'll teach you when I go back." Wendi said nonchalantly.

After a day of playing, Xinyu has opened his heart to Wendi and said a lot of children's words to Wendi. Wen Yi listened and laughed, but his heart, like the sunset, was gradually about to fall into the night.

The horses walked slowly, and finally returned to the valley. Wen Di dismounted and was about to bring Xinyu back to Wei Zeng, but Wei Zeng had already come to her door.

"Was it a fun day? After being busy for so long, I can finally relax for a while. Wei Zeng saw Wen Di coming, greeted him and said with a smile.

"It's okay, I'm in a good mood to look around, and I went to Miss Sa's tomb to pay respects by the way. What are you coming to me for? Are you afraid that I will lose my child? Wendy replied.

"Of course not. I am also very happy that this kid doesn't pay attention to anyone, and I can be close to you. The second senior brother brought back some New Year's goods from outside the mountain, and I saw that you didn't go to get them, so I brought them to you. Wei Zeng said and handed a few paper bags in his hand to Wen Di.

"I was going to go too, but I met this little guy and I didn't make it. It's good that you can remember me, and you think you'll plant flowers for me in the future. Wen Di took the paper bag and said with a smile, with a little bit of misery and a little bit of complaint.

"Flowers, I can only plant them for Miss Sa, because that's an apology. I used to apologize to you, but now that apology is gone. Because of a happy life, there will be no regrets mixed with it. Wei Zeng replied.

"How do you do that? You have always been so stubborn, for the sake of one person, you can ignore other people, have expectations for you, what else can you have but regret? Wendy said, swinging his head over.

"I know what you mean, I wouldn't have known how to answer you before. But since that hunt, I've seen something that has made me understand life better. I can confidently say that life can be left without regrets. Wei Zeng said.

But how can you do it? I'd like to hear it. Wendy replied with interest.

"What does it feel like to be sorry? It's pain, it's loneliness, it's powerlessness. As long as there is no pain, as long as there is no loneliness, as long as everything can be done, there will be no regrets. After that hunt, the hunger and estrangement in everyone's hearts disappeared, and the hatred of the times, the endless fear, these are all obstacles between us and the Zhantu people. Working together, and then sharing the results together, all barriers disappear, heart to heart, no disputes of interest, this is the greatest blessing. Wei Zeng said.

"That's right, these days, helping the people in the village to make a living, every effort, every harvest, when I feel very happy. But some things are destined not to be obtained, and when you are alone, you are also very lonely. Wendy said.

"What do you want in your heart? As long as you work hard, you can definitely get it. Wei Zeng replied.

"I want to get your heart, can you give it to me? You will certainly not abandon your wife and children, and accept me, no matter how much you say, it will be in vain. Wendy said.

"If it's just that simple, there's nothing wrong with that. I will think about you and make you happy. Not verbally, but in practice for you to obtain. I will not give up my wife and children, but I will also find a way to eliminate the loneliness in your heart. Wei Zeng said.

"How to eliminate? Is it the word 'best friend' at the end? But in reality it didn't work. Wendy said with a sarcastic smile.

"Everything will be useful. I returned to Wucheng more than ten years ago, and I thought I would never see you again. Si Qinghai saw you and Zheng Duxing together, I thought you had walked out of the past and lived a happy life again. It wasn't until I met you again and knew that you had lived alone in Siqinghai for more than ten years that I knew how deep your love for me was. From the moment I saw you again in Mobei, I already had a consideration in my heart.

"After more than ten years of exploration, I have worked hard, struggled, and been brilliant and glorious. But at the end of the day, I lost everything, and I wasn't who I used to be. Look at this village, when you first arrived, there were only a few sheds made of tree branches, and everyone did not have enough to eat and wear. Now it has become such a weather, and there are houses everywhere that can shelter from the wind and rain, and everyone can have a relaxed and happy New Year. That's what we've done together.

"What marriage is, it is the union of two people, it is to hand over hope to the next generation and create a better future together. Nowadays, we are working hard for the future of the people in the village, and we cannot say that we are not working together, but we are fighting for their future in order to create a happy land. Everything that exists here is the result of our hearts and minds, and with all this, why should we be lonely? Wei Zeng said.

"There seems to be some truth to what you say. Everything here is the result of the joint efforts of you and me, and it is also our child. Wendi looked around the village, in the twilight, the smoke curled up, everyone laughed and talked about the New Year, there really shouldn't be loneliness here.

"Wendi, we are all worldly people, so we must observe all the rituals of the world. But that doesn't stop us from pursuing, love that doesn't belong to this worldly world. I will always have a place for you in my heart, just like you have not been able to forget me for more than ten years. It's just the result of our love, not a child, but a piece of paradise. Wei Zeng said.

"It's funny. Watching this village develop day by day, in fact, it is difficult for me to give up. Perhaps, as you said, as long as this place is made into a paradise, all loneliness will cease to exist. Okay, it's not too early, you can go back with Xinyu. Wendi seemed to untie the knot in his heart and said with a calm smile.

"Xinyu seems to be very compatible with you, maybe with you, she can live a happier life." Wei Zeng said.

"These girls have a weird temper, but it's not very difficult to get along with, we all had a good time playing today." Wen Di looked at Xinyu, who was bored and fiddling with withered grass on the side, and said with a sincere smile.

"If you're willing, why don't you let Xinyu live with you. She had a knot in her heart for me, and her face was full of displeasure when she saw me. That's not good, life should be happy. Maybe she'll be happier with you. Wei Zeng said.

"You're willing to give her to me, it's a bit heavy." Windy quipped.

"So you're willing. Xinyu, come here, let me ask you, would you like to be with your Aunt Liu? Wei Zeng beckoned Xinyu to come to him and said.

"As long as I don't have anything with you, I'm willing to do it with anyone. I'm going to learn martial arts from my aunt, so it's just right to stay here. Xinyu walked up to the two of them, hid behind Wen Di and said unceremoniously to Wei Zeng.

"If you want, just stay. But you have to be obedient, or I'll punish you." Wei Zeng pretended to be stern and said.

"Don't scare the child, she's actually fine." Wendy said.

Wei Zeng and Wen Di said a few more words and left. Since then, Shin Yubian and Wendi have lived in everything. The quiet life is full of laughter, and there is less loneliness during the New Year's holidays. (To be continued.) )