Chapter Twenty-Six: Feelings
The moon is dark and the wind is high at night, and the good day is at this time. I couldn't help but get a little excited. About a thousand steps away from the gazebo, I counted every step I took, and felt so light that I felt like I was about to fly. We didn't look back at each other, we didn't communicate, we just walked along the path, and I didn't know where to go. The night was surprisingly quiet, as if we were the only ones in this huge palace, and suddenly, the footsteps behind me slowly blurred, and I suddenly turned back.
Looking at Wu Meiniang not far away, she could look so dazzling in this dark night, she stopped there, looking at me with a look full of pity, I began to speed up my pace to meet her face, like a hungry wolf, her eyes shining. So beautiful! It's really addictive! Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, or maybe it was the urge to suppress my heart's desperate desires, and I cradled her into my arms like crazy.
In an instant, a heart-warming heat wave spread throughout the body, and a strong body fragrance hit the brain. She didn't resist, she was like a girl, and I was more like her lover. It's just that this feeling fills me with doubts after countless inner struggles. Is it because the emperor snubbed her? Is it because of my compliments on her? Is it really that I'm too handsome......
I started to get scared, I was a little flustered, I didn't seem to really understand, what was I doing? Thinking about it day and night, when this moment really happened, I didn't believe it. If it weren't for the beauty I was holding in my arms, I would have thought it was a dream.
I let go of my hands and looked at her affectionately, my voice mixed with too much incomprehension: "Is this really good?" ”
She seemed to be pretending to be calm, or rather mocking: "Could it be that Gongzi is afraid?" Her tone was so calm, but it pierced me like a knife. Is it really what she says? Am I really scared?
"Afraid?" I chuckled. But he really couldn't find any reason to answer her. I looked closely at the woman in front of me, and I knew from the beginning that she was very possessive, not to mention her role in history. It's just this woman in front of me, at least I can't see her heart clearly at the moment......
"Do you know that the prince is interested in you?" I kept my tone to a minimum, pretending to be cold. At this time, it is really out of place to mention Li Zhi, but I understand that it is a matter of time.
"I know." She replied without the slightest surprise, but left me speechless.
She slowly paced two steps out, turned her back, and continued, "So what? I am the emperor's woman, he is the prince, although the emperor snubbed me, but ......" she didn't say anything, she should have thought of something.
"What about me?" I started to understand a little bit, I really couldn't understand what this woman was thinking.
"You're different!" Her voice was so resolute when she said this, and her eyes seemed to burn with a strong fire, that I didn't know what to do.
Originally, I wanted to continue to ask her why Li Zhi couldn't and I could, but when I saw her eyes, I was really speechless.
"If Childe wants to be embarrassed, he doesn't have to. I'm used to being cold, and my days are quiet. She said it so helplessly, even pitifully. I began to wonder where my impulse for her came from?
"If one day Li Zhi becomes the emperor......" I don't know how to think about it, I actually came up with such a sentence coldly.
She turned her head with a serious face and a look of surprise: "Could it be that this is what Uncle Guo meant?" "This has nothing to do with the old guy! This is played in a TV series, which should be counted as the rhythm of history! How can this be explained?
She seemed to be expecting my answer, and I could only say perfunctorily, "No! I'm just talking about it casually. ”
Suddenly I felt that the air was going to freeze, and at this moment, I suddenly understood: For Wu Meiniang, fundamentally I have no feelings for her, maybe she has for me, but what I fell in love with her at first sight was her face. I was attracted by her beauty, I was impressed by her stunning, this is not the love I wanted. Although I have no resistance to this stunner, what I need is a woman I can't fathom and she is ambitious......
"It's not early, it's a little cold, you should go back and rest early." I suppressed the evil and impulses in my heart, and I didn't even dare to look into her eyes, for fear that the courage I had so hard to muster would be worn away by her charming eyes.
She didn't speak, she froze slightly, slowly leaned over and saluted, and walked towards her lodgings. I looked at her back in the distance, so beautiful, so amazing. I sighed deeply, I really felt like I was thinking too much, but this feeling made me really afraid...... I always thought that the fear was because he was the emperor's wife, or Li Zhi's wife in the future, until now, I think what I was afraid of was that I couldn't see through her, and I just favored her beauty and nothing else.
I came to the pavilion and watched Li Zhi and Changle lying on the stone table, and I was really glad that I didn't come here. I poured myself another glass of wine and sat on the edge of the pond, there was not a single ripple in the water, and the silence here made me a little uncomfortable. I forgot one very important thing: I forgot to ask them what my current rank is.
When I think of this, and then think back to the hearty game with Little Japan during the day, a power from the heart makes me very sober. I'm going to reform Keju to the end! I want to develop football in Datang! That's what I want to do most at the moment! It is also the most important thing to do!
As soon as I drank the wine, I was looking forward to the early arrival of the day......