Chapter 82 The love of children is long
The next morning, Wei Zeng woke up leisurely, holding his head aching from drunkenness, remembering the scene of last night's carnival, Wei Zeng couldn't help but shake his head. Since he was a child, Wei Zeng has been steady and cautious, never nonsense, and there is no drunkenness. It seems that the warmth of last night really made Wei Zeng let go of his guard and fully integrate into it.
At this time, Wei Zhen walked in and saw Wei Zeng wake up, stepped forward and handed Wei Zeng a bowl of ginger soup and said with a smile: "Brother Wei, you woke up, I saw that you were drunk last night, and I thought you were going to sleep for a day." I just came from Chayi's room, and he still didn't look awake, and Xiuxiu was worried about whether something would happen to him. ”
"I must have been ugly when I was drunk last night. It was also a few old acquaintances who saw Yan Shi and the Wind Troupe yesterday, and they were happy for a while and completely let go of themselves. It's rare to see this happen. Wei Zeng said after drinking the ginger soup.
"I've never seen Brother Wei get drunk, and yesterday was really the first time. Maybe Brother Wei, you have suppressed yourself for too long, and I didn't take good care of it, so I couldn't relieve Brother Wei's pain. I will definitely take extra care of you in the future and let you come out of the past. Wei Zhen said.
"What do you say? Did I do anything rude yesterday when I was drunk? I don't remember it at all. Only you tell me everything. Wei Zeng asked in his heart when he heard Wei Zhen say this.
"Actually, it's nothing. It's just that you were drunk last night and suddenly cried, and you kept calling Sister Feng's name. I know that Brother Wei, you have always attached importance to feelings, and you still can't forget Sister Feng. But since Sister Feng is no longer here, I will take good care of you for Sister Feng. I only hope that Brother Wei, you can have some joy in your heart in the future, and I can share the pain deposited for you. Wei Zhen explained.
"Hey, that's what it looks like, it seems like I'm really out of shape. Li'er is gone, but I can't forget her, since I arrived in Kanbei, I remembered the situation when I met her in Lu Yecheng, I can often dream of her these days, and I burst into tears after waking up. I didn't expect to show it all when I was drunk. Over the years, you have been silently with me, making me regain confidence in life. I keep in my heart all your kindness to me, and your position in my heart has long been irreplaceable. I've lost a loved one once, so I don't want to lose a second time. Zhen'er, I must protect you well in the future, and I will never let you be hurt at all. Wei Zeng said and hugged Wei Zhen.
"Brother Wei, I know your heart. I will definitely work harder in the future, I have grown up, and I will definitely be able to take care of you like you took care of me before. Wei Zhen snuggled in Wei Zeng's arms and said.
"Okay, let's get married when we return to Yishan, never separate again, live quietly in Yishan for the rest of our lives, and no longer pay attention to the disturbances of the world." Wei Zeng said, suddenly remembering that he had said something similar three years ago, and with a sour heart he hugged Weizhen tighter, and secretly vowed to protect Weizhen with his life.
"What are you two doing here?" Wen Di came in from outside and saw Wei Zeng and Wei Zhen hugging each other, and said with a surprised face.
Wei Zeng and Wei Zhen hurriedly separated when they heard this, and they didn't know how to answer for a while, and the atmosphere was very awkward.
"Wendi, you listen to me explain this matter. Weizhen and I fell in love that night in Fenglian City, but we have been on the run since then and can't explain it clearly, and then I don't know how to say it. Wei Zeng knew that this matter was caused by himself, so he took the lead in breaking the deadlock and said.
"What is there to explain this, everything is very clear. Li Weizhen, I didn't expect you to be such a person, in vain I trusted you so much before, and I will tell you about Wei Zeng's feelings, please help me with ideas. It turns out that you have been fighting Wei Zeng's idea, I should have thought of it a long time ago. You are so insidious, see that I don't kill you. Wendi turned into a fury, and as he spoke, he drew his sword and stabbed at Weizhen.
"Wendi, calm down. I know your feelings for me, but emotional things can't be forced, don't be angry. I just thought it would be like this, so I didn't tell you about it. Wei Zeng picked up the steel rod and stopped Wen Di and said.
"Sister Wendi, I really really gave you ideas before. Because I didn't expect Brother Wei to choose me, I just hope that Brother Wei can be happy. Originally, I planned that after Brother Wei rejected me, I would leave him and travel alone. It's just that when Brother Wei said he wanted me, I really couldn't deceive my heart. I know I'm sorry for you, but I really didn't mean to. Wei Zhen hurriedly explained.
"If you're cheap and good, do you think I'll still believe you? Wei Zeng, you protect her like this, I want to go to my father, and I will break off with you in the future. Wendy ran out of the house crying.
"Brother Wei, hurry up and persuade Sister Wendi." Seeing this, Wei Zhen said.
Wei Zeng and Wen Di have been friends since childhood, and since they knew Wen Di's feelings for him, although they tried to maintain a normal friend relationship with her, they also felt guilty about her from time to time. Wei Zeng clearly knew who he loved in his heart, and it was impossible to deceive Wen Di, but he didn't want to become a passerby with Wen Di. Hearing Weizhen's words, Wei Zeng immediately chased out, wanting to explain the matter clearly with Wen Di.
Wendi rode a red horse and ran all the way out of Guiwu City, thinking that he should go to Jiangnan to find his father. Wen Di remembered that he and Wei Zeng met in Guiwu City, the deep-rooted love for the encounter on the Yushan Mountain Road, the insistence after the rejection of Jingshi's confession, and the ridiculousness when Kansai and Feng Liansheng were jealous. thought that after time of brewing, the two would fall in love for a long time, but they didn't expect that everything would come to naught in the end. Thinking of this, Wen Di finally couldn't help crying, Wen Di knew for the first time that sadness turned out to be so unbearable. Wen Di wanted to hate Wei Zeng, but he couldn't, he never promised anything, everything was just wishful thinking.
"Wendy, are you alright? I know you're sad right now, but I really don't mean to hurt you. I just wanted to find a chance to tell you everything, but I never knew how to tell it, and everything is my fault to this day. Wei Zeng saw Wen Di stop his horse and hide his face, crying bitterly on the side of the road, and stepped forward to explain.
"What are you doing here? I have broken off with you, and what happens to me from now on has nothing to do with you. I'm going to find my father, except for my father, there is no good thing for any man in the world. When Wen Di saw Wei Zeng coming, he replied with a burst of anger in his heart, and was about to leave with a whip, but due to lack of energy, the horsewhip flew away.
"Wendi, I also know your affection for me, in fact, I haven't known how to deal with this relationship all these years. I know you must blame me, but I really can't fool myself. If you are angry in your heart, you can take my anger out, and I really can't forgive myself for seeing you so sad and sad. Wei Zeng dismounted, picked up the whip, handed it to Wen Di, and said.
"Wei Zeng, don't take yourself too seriously. I never care about what I lose, and there will be better ones waiting for me in the future. Isn't it just a broken whip, without which I can still gallop on a horse. Wen Di said angrily with tears in his eyes, but after he finished speaking, the tears couldn't stop flowing again. Wen Di secretly scolded himself in his heart for not being angry, don't look over his head and stop looking at Wei Zeng.
"Wendy, I don't beg you to forgive me, I just ask you to live as carefree as before. It's all my fault, and I'm going to give you an outfit. Wei Zeng saw Wen Di, who had always laughed and lively before, crying so much, his heart ached, and he couldn't forgive himself, so he whipped up the horsewhip and whipped it on himself, and a bloody mark on his face was left there.
"Are you crazy? Stop! Seeing this, Wen Di dismounted and stopped Wei Zeng, and when one hand touched the blood on Wei Zeng's face, he couldn't help but tremble, and his heart softened and said, "Why do you have to do this, don't you just want me to forgive you?" I'll just forgive you. If you want me to live like I used to, I'll do my best to do it. You are my enemy, what can I do with you. ”
"Wendi, I can't give you happiness, but I don't want to bring you unhappiness either. I didn't have any relatives since I was a child. Neither of you, Weizhen nor Cha Yi wants to lose, I hope you can all be happy. It's impossible to have both sides of the equation when it comes to emotional matters, and if anyone has to pay the price, it's good that person is me. Neither you nor Weizhen are wrong, it's me who is wrong. Wendy, you don't have to be sad about my fault. If you're right, then you should be happy. Wei Zeng stood up straight and motionless, and said sincerely to Wen Di.
"Fool, you still like to take everything on yourself. But you are not allowed to practice yourself, I will not be happy to see this. Wen Di hammered Wei Zeng, and a smile appeared on his tear-stained face.
Wen Di turned his head to look at the blue sky of the clear autumn in Guanbei and the green in the distance, breathed a deep sigh of relief, and then said, "You know what? Ever since I was a kid, I've traveled with my dad and I've never made any good friends. When I first came to Guiwu City, those days with you were the happiest times I can remember. Maybe you should feel the pain. Hey. When we met on the Yushan Mountain Road, I didn't expect that you would always be worried about a small thing at the beginning. Although it was only a small bead flower, I was really touched that you would always carry it with you when you would see me again. Although I said that the beaded flower was ugly and broken, I really liked it. I think that a person who can keep a small promise in his heart must be a reliable person, and he will definitely be kind to me like my father in the future, accommodating me, getting used to me, and cleaning up the mess for me. Then I'll never have to worry about it. Hehe. I've been thinking about you ever since, and I've wanted to be with you all the time, and although I know you have no affection for me, I think you'll be able to fall in love with me over time. When I knew about Feng Liansheng's existence, I felt uncomfortable, I had never been so afraid, I was afraid that one day you would kill me for her. In the days I left Kansai, I was always worried and never had a good night's sleep. Later, when she died, I felt that my opportunity had come, and although I also regretted what happened to you, I also thanked fate for giving me this opportunity. I'm not selfish. Now that I've finally lost you, your promise has been given to someone else, and your persistence will not be with me anymore. Wei Zeng, I love you so much, but I hate you so much, why do you make me feel such pain. Since we met in Guiwucheng, let's learn about this fate in Guiwucheng. Wendy said as he took the broken bead flower from his bosom, threw it into the air, and raised his sword to shatter it.
Wei Zeng listened to Wen Di's words, and his heart was also turbulent, he really wanted to go forward and hug Wen Di and say that he loved her and wanted to stay with her for the rest of his life, but Wei Zeng couldn't.
Wen Di closed his eyes and sighed, put his sword into the sheath, took back the horsewhip from Wei Zeng's hand and said, "Okay, I have forgotten all the unpleasantness in the past, and I will live happily in the future." I'm going to Jiangnan to find my father, so you can go back too. ”
Wen Di smiled when he finished speaking, and then whipped away.
Wen Di smiled and left, but Wei Zeng obviously saw that trace of pain flash in Wen Di's eyes. Wei Zeng touched the whip marks on his face, looked at Wen Di's back and said secretly in his heart: "Compared to Wen Di's current pain, this flesh wound is nothing." Wendy forget about me. In your new life, you will definitely find your own happiness. ”
Wei Zeng also turned around and rode back to the city after Wen Di's figure disappeared.