(6.14 2nd Update)

"A long wait, rigidity will inevitably create dullness, Your Royal Highness the Princess."

Ju dragged a sack and discarded it on the ground, but it was very shriveled.

"What is this?"

"The record of more than ten years of mental journey, from being expelled from the family, witnessing the shattering of mountains and rivers, until I met the earl, I was no longer confused."

Ju unwrapped the seal of the wax sauce, tossed and searched, a little troublesome, poured it directly, densely overlapped on the ground, picking the opportunity he had missed.

"Your Royal Highness the Princess, can you allow me to recite a cathartic emotion?"

The princess looked at me, and then at the vicissitudes of life that had passed in the mirror, her face was easy to change, but the passion that sprouted in her mind was indelible.

"Well, if the Count doesn't mind the after-refreshments either."

"Siqi, get ready early, and prepare another bottle of fresh jam."

Si Qi responded euphemistically, licking the spicy taste at the corners of his mouth.

"This is a commemoration of the departure from home, and the impulse of the ignorant period, and in the presence of the earl, it may be a little funny."

Moment caresses the dusty shell, then tears.

"I forgot what time it was, what the weather, and I couldn't even tell the difference between day and night, and my world began to be cloudy. For the sake of so-called freedom, I forgot the name that was removed and engraved on the frame of shame, and from now on, I am only a warden who manages the prisoners, and this small, thin air is the world I breathe. ”

Ju took a deep breath, greedily sucking in the refilled air.

"I'm obsessed with tobacco, and I'm glad that it's not a banned drug, maybe it's the subconscious of the fall, planning the bottom line that life can't touch. Today, another group of innocent people are being detained after trial, presumably a gap in the law, devaluing ordinary life. At night, it is the wailing of sobs, and in the face of the sanctions before death, it is all fear. ”

Ju took out his cigarette stick and stared at each other, but suddenly threw it out of the open window.

"I began to reflect on whether each powerful person was running their own rules, and if they broke it, it would be punished. The subsequent conversation with the criminal confirmed my opinion, just like picking a bone in an egg, and the unwarranted grievances have always existed and are continuing. But I don't hate it, it's not my field of activity. ”

Si Qi stood outside the door, holding the prepared breakfast, and couldn't bear to interrupt the emotional sustenance of the moment's concentration.

"Come in, Mr. Siqi, the princess and the earl are both honored guests, and they cannot be treated badly, and my mood may be boring too."

Allowed Si Qi still carefully walked along the wall, unwilling to disturb the isolated small world.

"Her Royal Highness the Princess, please have tea."

The princess in a trance didn't seem to realize Si Qi's appearance, and was still stunned on the sofa, like a kite with a string, following and floating, but being cut off.

"The simple taste, it's good to taste it once in a while."

The bitter taste introduced by Si Qi spreads very badly in the mouth, tightly locked at all, very bad.

"Sure enough, it's the taste of that childish age, green and hesitant."

The description of the princess's collocation seems to have gone beyond the scope of the item, and has a simple sublimation.

Ju did not participate in the drinking of the refreshments, but just folded the pages and stuffed them into the envelope untouched. After rinsing your mouth with water, take out another envelope and open it skillfully.

"Maybe it's a sunny day, and there are three special guests in the cell, who are not complaining, but enjoying the time of bondage, and I wonder if I listen to their conversation as if I am sleeping, and eavesdropping is my prerogative. Obviously, one of them is an acquaintance, the double-faced killer who was once active on the streets, is part of that memory, and the remaining two must be very cruel thugs, after all, like things gather. ”

He looked at me shyly, but he was very firm and confessed the facts.

"It's strange that I seem to have auditory hallucinations, and there is a childish child's voice, which also stimulates my curiosity to explore, maybe it is a developmentally delayed voice. But peeking secretly, in the dim candlelight, it was a low shadow, which seemed to be a young child who had not yet reached adulthood, and seemed to be an innocent victim. ”

Ju looked apologetically at the neglected Si Qi, and Si Qi naturally defined his inconspicuous existence.

"I was wrong, it wasn't an ordinary child, it was even a transcendent existence, the Bella family from the Coron Kingdom, it was a terrifying force! A small country that was inconspicuous a few decades ago, but it is expanding and expanding, just a few years later, it can dominate one side, this mysterious family is indispensable, but after all, it is just a child, I care more about the two guards beside him, probably are hired slaves, and they can't be taken lightly tonight. ”

Si Qi touched my head appropriately, like the care of the elders, a very nasty feeling, but not allowed to refute. He touched his cheek, which was the feeling I had been involved in and had left on him.

"They were released by me without permission, and that child left me with deep finger marks, and it really hurts to be cowardly! He awakened memories that I had forgotten for decades, a shadow that was diametrically opposed to my childhood, but he was guiding my body that had been detached from childishness. He harshly rebuked my depravity, and I was scolded for my laziness and evasion. His ambition is novel and ambitious, it is the most far-reaching height I have seen so far, and there is some admiration, maybe this is the illusion of being brainwashed, as for his advice, I will have to wait. ”

The princess was a little distracted, following her tidying thoughts, and her wandering eyes wandered between me and me.

"Can't wait any longer, it's time to set out and do something. But where to find the Earl? The outside world, the dazzling sunlight is a test that I can't overcome, strangers, and monster-like existences, I began to hesitate, whether I can appear reasonably, what kind of posture was at that time? But the turnaround was soon set, and in the afternoon, I was visited by a strange man who claimed to be a friend of the Earl, his name was Sekasby, and for some reason, we seemed to have a natural tacit understanding, and finally let down our guard, he was also a down-and-out nobleman, and was the lifeblood of the direct line, but had an even more bizarre encounter. ”

The tears that slipped down may be his own inadvertent catharsis, remembering his deceased partner.

"It's time to go today, and I'm glad that Sekasby helped me conquer the fears of the outside world, and I'm starting to reabsorb the world of light."

Moment closed the envelope, broke away from the inhibited text, and began to tell a clear story.

"The white clouds and blue sky in the distance are all fresh, better than what I remember. I began to look for the lost color, perhaps to the princess, but I could not be grateful to her. Is it selfish to think that the ownership of the Turan Kingdom should be in the hands of the Smick family? Sekasby told me that this was originally a selfish society of deceitful people, and I realized that I was back. ”

Ju opened his arms to meet the coolness blowing on the grassland.

"The imperial capital, a prosperous but dangerous city, I have heard about the family, my elderly father seems to have died in abuse, I have cursed him for his ignorance and rigidity, now think about how stupid. As for the others, their whereabouts are unknown, I want to explore, but I am afraid, I can only stay where I am and wait for the redemption of the Count, who has not yet come, and may be enriching his life. ”

Ju began to clean up the messy letters on the ground, which were the emotional cushion of his many days and months.

"I haven't been able to record it again for a few days, and I'm so sad that I forget what it feels like to cry in tears. My friend, Sekasby, was persecuted, and I was imprisoned in a familiar prison, but unfortunately this time I was a prisoner, not a warden. It was a boring world, and I was alone, staring at the wall in a daze, and began to re-examine my decision. But the tribulations and designs in life are all arranged, and if I give up, I will bow my head even more. I hate the relatives who betrayed me, but I also understand their extravagant hopes, and the same restoration of rule, but they have gone astray and become a puppet of others, which is really a failure. ”

The moment stops the intermittent story, the lack of some plots is incoherent, but the listener can control the development of the good state, the princess nodded, but was silent, presumably drawing some missing links.

"Your Royal Highness, your tea is about to be dried, do you want to replenish it?"

Si Qi reminded the princess of the cold teacup, it also seemed to be cooling faster, and it was really cold.

"No, pathetic stories and emotions will raise the temperature, and there is no need for extra heating now. Mr. Ju, I am very sympathetic, no, I should say that I admire what happened to you, but I will not return power until the reform is completed. The Count is a bizarre being, he can reverse almost all passivity, but I won't admit defeat. ”

The princess picked up the teacup and drank it all, very refreshing.

"I accept your challenge, maybe I am more like a challenger, but I will not give up easily, even donate my life to complete the revitalization of the family!"

Not to be outdone, feast on a whole piece of toast.

"Don't be too aggressive, if there is an accident, it will be a larger-scale chaos, it is better to agree to the point, and the losing side will withdraw from the game."

"I'm okay with that."

"It's fair, and I'm advocating for it."

"So, please welcome the new situation!" (To be continued.) )