Chapter 6 I can't help myself
Lin Fan couldn't help but caress the bunch of hair hanging on Xue Tao's beautiful face, and said softly: "When we return this time, we will get married, okay?"
Xue Tao was not surprised, he probably knew the date of marriage when he was married, but at this moment, listening to Lin Fan say it in person, and watching himself say it so gently, Xue Tao's heart was like a ripple, like a fascination, this wonderful feeling made her a little shy, lowered her head slightly, and echoed softly.
"Hmm."
Lin Fan admired that beautiful face, and showed a look of longing: "When the time comes, I will carry sixteen sedan chairs to greet you, and I want you to enter the Lin family in a beautiful manner."
"Hmm."
"When the time comes, I'm going to give you a wedding like no other that you'll remember for a lifetime."
"Hmm."
"I'm going to slam you to the bed then."
"Hmm."
"Huh?"
Xue Tao suddenly screamed in surprise, and then the two show hands rushed towards Lin Fan, Lin Fan smiled and looked at the angry look of his beloved woman, his heart was extremely happy, and he hugged his beloved woman tightly in his arms after a few long laughs.
"Tao."
"Hmm."
"I love you."
"I love you more." Xue Tao really loved Lin Fan more, and after Lin Fan confessed so gently, he hugged him tighter.
"Tao."
"Hmm."
"I want you right now."
Xue Tao buried his head in Lin Fan's chest, and said angrily: "What are you thinking about in broad daylight?"
Lin Fan smiled evilly: "Don't you want to?"
"I'm ashamed to think about this in broad daylight, your wife is too bad."
Lin Fan smiled happily, he liked the feeling of the two being tired of being together, so that he could feel the taste of love, he initially thought that ancient women didn't know how to fall in love, but in fact, he was wrong, Xue Tao quickly showed some modern women's taste after receiving school education and his recent training, and now it is just right, too open Lin Fan may not like it.
People say that parting is a painful process, a sad memory, this kind of words do not seem to be applicable to Lin Fan and Xue Tao, and the two of them may be able to treat parting as a kind of happiness, maybe this is the power of love, it is love that makes them trust each other, makes them full of longing for the future, and makes them more optimistic about the future life, even if the future road is very dangerous.
The warm moment is always short-lived, when the two people who hugged each other were broken in Xue Tao's gagging sound.
"What's wrong, did I hold you too tightly and press your stomach?" Lin Fan patted Xue Tao's back with concern, and he felt very uncomfortable watching her vomit.
It's just that retching for a while doesn't have this feeling, and then Xue Tao wiped his mouth with some saliva, shook his head and smiled slightly: "It's okay, it may be a stomach problem."
Lin Fan said worriedly: "How can there be a problem with a good stomach, could it be that you ate the wrong thing in the morning?"
"It's okay, I'll do it later" Before the sentence was finished, Xue Tao retched uncomfortably.
Looking at Xue Tao's appearance, Lin Fan's brows suddenly wrinkled, and she quickly raised her left hand, checked her pulse, frowned and listened quietly, gradually, Lin Fan's tightly locked brows gradually dispersed, and a trace of surprise flashed on his worried face.
Lin Fan held Xue Tao's tender hand tightly and said excitedly: "Tao, we have a baby, you are pregnant!"
"Pregnant?"
Xue Tao frowned, only then did he remember that such a familiar word was a noun that his husband said when he was in biology class during class, this word means joy, thinking of this, Xue Tao immediately smiled and asked excitedly: "Really?"
Lin Fan nodded heavily and said, "Really, your pulse is stable and powerful, combined with your reaction just now, you must be happy."
"I've got a baby, haha"
Lin Fan said happily: "I didn't expect to be a father at the age of thirteen, hahaha, it's really a happy thing in life."
Xue Tao gently stroked his lower abdomen with a smile, looking at the lower abdomen that was still plain, the infinite sweetness in his heart, there is really a child between himself and Lin Fan, I can't think of it, I can't imagine that I will have a child one day, I used to dare not think about it, I used to look down on myself, I felt that I was just a doll and a puppet, and now after Lin Fan walked into his own world, everything has changed dramatically, and the wish that I once dared not think of is now being realized step by step, and I am married, married, has a husband she loves, has a child, and has become a mother herself.
All this was given by the man in front of him, he was not very big, but his mind far surpassed his peers, and he was even better than those young sons.
She slowly raised her head and said to Lin Fan excitedly: "Thank you, it was you who let me have all this, it was you who let me have things that I didn't dare to have before, I really want to thank you."
Lin Fan smiled and said, "Then what do you say, don't you?"
"It's not serious."
Looking at Lin Fan's squinting face, Xue Tao understood what he was thinking, gently hammered him, and scolded with a smile: "It's all a father, and it's still so unserious, how can you educate your children in the future."
Lin Fan smiled: "That's your responsibility, isn't it your woman's duty to teach your husband and children?"
"There's your responsibility too!"
The two laughed for a while and gradually fell silent, just hugged each other, the smiles on their faces had been lost, they both knew in their hearts that tomorrow was the day of parting, and this sudden joy could not be enjoyed by the two of them.
Lin Fan's face was gloomy, and there was only endless lamentation in his heart, the emperor's order was difficult to disobey, if this time it was just the kind of work in the enterprise in later generations, he could have resigned from the task issued by the leader, and if the leader did not agree, he could also resign, but now if he does this, he will face the guilt of resisting the decree, and he also wants to change jobs, but where can he jump in Datang, can he jump, this is not to work in the company, you can change jobs at any time, this is to do things at the feet of the Son of Heaven, and a jump is the landing of people's heads.
Boss Li shouldn't be so unreasonable, being a father is a major life event, and taking care of his pregnant wife is also a major life event, Boss Li should understand these truths, he will take a fancy to this and let himself continue to stay in Chang'an.
Give it a try.
Lin Fan suddenly had endless courage, and he said to Xue Tao softly: "You go back to rest now, and I will go to the palace."
Xue Tao wondered: "Why are you still going to the palace now?"
Lin Fan smiled slightly and said, "Let's see if we can make the emperor take back his fate."
Xue Tao grabbed Lin Fan's hand in horror and said worriedly: "How can this be done, it will be dangerous to go like this, how can the emperor take back his life."
Lin Fan still smiled and said: "I'm going to be a father, I have to be by your side, and accompany you to watch our children grow up day by day."
"No"
"Don't worry."
Lin Fan covered Xue Tao's mouth and said softly: "The emperor won't do anything to me, I still have a lot of use for him now, and he is reluctant to kill me."
Lin Fan lightly nodded on Xue Tao's nose, said "go", and then turned around and walked towards the door, when he turned around, the bright smile on his face gradually faded and turned into a look of determination
"Take back your fate? It's ridiculous! If I go back on my word like this, how can I stand up to the world and trust in the court? ”
"Do you know how many soldiers died of wounds at the beginning of the war? Tens of thousands, if these soldiers can be saved, there will be few conscriptions, and the people will suffer less, why don't you give full play to your ability to save the dead and bring them back to life, why don't you do your part for my country? ”
"When Cheng Zhijie proved your ability by self-harm, do you know how happy I am? I'm excited to have someone like you, but I'm disappointed that you told me that you don't want to be a military doctor! ”
"Those soldiers who fought bloodily for the Tang Dynasty also have wives and children, why don't they have any complaints, just you?"
As soon as Lin Fan's request was raised, Boss Li's roar lingered in the Manna Hall for a long time.
When Boss Li was in a frenzy, Lin Fan didn't say a word, kneeling there silently and listening to Boss Li's roar echoing in his ears.
No matter who it is, anger is always limited, time this knife will always kill it, Boss Li's anger is extinguished in the end, and he is also a little tired after venting, and he even drank a few sips of tea to make up for the lost water.
Boss Li looked deeply at Lin Fan, who was still kneeling, sighed, and chose to forgive.
"Get up."
"Thank you, Your Majesty." Lin Fan didn't say anything more after thanking him, and stood aside quietly, he no longer held Boss Li to take back his life, and his roar just now had already shown his attitude.
Boss Li said in a slow tone: "I heard Cheng Zhijie say that your knowledge is comprehended from the "Zhuangzi", "The Zhuangzi" is an extremely difficult work to read, it is not easy to understand it, and use it, and really apply what you have learned."
He looked at Lin Fan approvingly and sighed softly: "Gu You...... If you rule the world with half of the Analects, and you rule the world with a Zhuangzi, you have a talent but don't use it, so what's the use of that talent, what should you do...... Learning, he can help him with half of the Analects...... You have a whole "Zhuangzi" talent, why don't you help me. ”
"Go ahead."
Boss Li waved his hand and motioned for Lin Fan to leave: "Show your talent, save a few more soldiers, they also have parents, wives and daughters at home, they are fighting bloodily for the Tang Dynasty, whether they can return triumphantly and reunite with their families depends on your ability, your family will send someone to take care of it, don't worry."
Lin Fan could only go home in disgrace, and he didn't know the bottom of his heart before he came, knowing that it was unlikely that the emperor would take back his fate, but he still had to enter the palace, try it, try to fight for it, in case it really succeeded.
It's like our dreams, if we don't pursue them, if we don't work hard, how can we achieve them, but we have to have them, and we have to pursue them, and if they come true...
Xue Tao, who was standing at the door of the house waiting for Lin Fan's return, finally let go of a hanging heart after seeing Lin Fan's figure, she had always been worried that the emperor would kill Lin Fan in a fit of rage, but now she was relieved to see him standing there in a good manner.
"I still have to join the army."
Xue Tao smiled and led her husband into the house, and said: "It's impossible to go back, now it's finally dead, in fact, it's not a big deal if I'm just pregnant, who in this world has a lady who likes her husband to be by her side, and only you will do this, just take the aunt as an example, she is happy, and the uncle is not by her side, although I also want you to be by my side, but the man is ambitious, and there are always many things to do, how can he always accompany the woman."
There is a maid and a little peach at home, someone takes care of me, what is there to worry about, after you return from this trip, maybe the child has been born at that time, isn't it more joyful then. ”
Lin Fan gently rubbed Xue Tao's lower abdomen and said with a wry smile: "I just want to accompany you, I just want to watch your belly get bigger day by day, and taking care of this kind of thing is naturally done by subordinates." ”
"I can't help myself, it's a torment for me who yearns for freedom."
He sighed lightly, looked at the sky outside the window, and said leisurely: "One day, I can always do whatever I want and do what I want, and no one else can influence my decision." ”
Xue Tao said with a smile: "It's not simple, it's really a happy thing to find a place where no one disturbs us and live our idyllic life leisurely." ”
Lin Fan smiled and didn't say anything, seeing that the sky was dark, he had already gone out to visit Li Gang, and he was more relieved to leave the affairs of the Lin Academy to him, just like when he went to Qiantang・・・・・・
The night is getting deeper, this night is very important for Lin Fan and Xue Tao, this is the last night before they part, after the two lingered, Xue Tao lay on Lin Fan's chest, quietly feeling each other's breathing, each other's heartbeat.
After a long time, Xue Tao muttered: "I remember the first time you and I met in Wanhualou, we had a great time that day, is the "Little Apple" you sang that day really just a song?" ”
Lin Fan said: "It's not a song, so what do you think it is." ”
"I'd rather it be a love letter you wrote to me."
Lin Fan smiled: "That's a love letter." ”
"Actually・・・・・・"
He lowered his head and kissed Xue Tao's forehead gently, and said affectionately: "As the lyrics say, you are my little apple, no matter how much I love you, I really don't love you too much, it really is not too much." ”
"Me too." Xue Tao hugged Lin Fan tightly, and then the two started a new round of lingering under the urging of love・・・・・・
When Lin Fan and Xue Tao were happy, Ling'er and Dong Yumo didn't feel sleepy, Dong Yumo originally wanted to sleep, but Ling'er kept pestering her after eating, in fact, Ling'er pestered her a lot this month, although the two were often together before, but this month, especially in the last two days, Ling'er has been pestering Dong Yumo more.
Knowing that Lin Fan was about to leave to march, Ling'er's mood also became unhappy, which Dong Yumo could still see, usually Ling'er would always joke, but in the past two days, she was always sullen and looked preoccupied. (To be continued.) )