Chapter 485: The Vine in My Heart

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Settlement No. 2 outside Sunrise Pier has now taken on a new name with a dramatic increase in the number of occupants - Sunrise Town; The rapid increase in population has made it far from keeping up with the development of the previous plan, and the wooden walls that were originally designed to prevent the North Koreans from sneak attacks have long been submerged in the houses that have risen from the ground; Although the wooden wall obstructs traffic, it remains because it still has the function of guarding, and it has become a scene in the town, and the so-called "camp gate sunset" is also.

In the sound of chariots, Xu Wanyun opened the curtains and happened to see the most beautiful scene of "Yingmen Sunset": the tall gatehouse stood in the fiery sky, as deep and thick as a silhouette; The winding lanes and the houses on both sides seem to be painted with gold dust by an invisible hand, and the brilliance is so brilliant that people can't bear to look at it directly; Amid the chirping of birds, three or five seabirds came out of the door in a sturdy manner, and disappeared into the sky that gradually turned into a deep blue in a blink of an eye; This vivid scene is embedded in the low hills and indigo blue sea that can be seen in the distance, and it is truly a paradise.

The car had arrived at the station, and Xu Wanyun slowly got off the car. The beautiful scenery of late autumn along the way is very good, but for her, it is almost blind - today's Xiaohu's ridicule completely disturbed her heart, and the journey of half an hour not only did not calm her, but made her more sad and worried.

The commuting point of Risheng Town is located in the corner of the small square, close to the vegetable market in the town, which is where Xu Wanyun often visits on weekdays. In contrast to the gloom of the vegetable market, the air is filled with the smell of cooking smoke, and the shouts of calling children home for dinner are connected from far and near; There are even those who are anxious and greedy, who finish dinner early, or take Mazha to the square to find someone to play chess, or husband and wife go out for a walk to eat.

On the one hand, after living in Risheng Town for more than half a year, she can't wait to make this place her home - like most people, after a long life of hunger and cold, and displacement, now this kind of life with food in her belly, clothes on her body, and tiles on her head is simply a fairyland! In order to keep everything they have, they can even sacrifice their lives, which is why many craftsmen were willing to stand up in the original defense of Ushijima; And the most important thing for Chinese is the love of the soil, with a house and a job to live on, there is a home! Sunrise Town is the common home of all the Ming people who have settled here!

Going home is the most desirable and exciting thing for Chinese at any time, just like one of Xu Wanyun's moods at the moment.

But on the other hand, after being fed and clothed, people have more ideas, which is not only Xu Wanyun, but also almost all Chinese people - specifically for the manager of the bullet factory who is about to turn nineteen, her biggest thought is marriage.

Once, she thought that her heart was like an ancient well, and it was impossible for any person or thing in the world to involve emotions to make a ripple in her heart; This girl, who grew up in the public opinion environment of "starvation is a small matter, and a loss of festival is a big thing", has attributed all the tragic experiences since the fall of Liaoyang to herself; Every time she thinks to herself at night, she always feels that all the suffering she has suffered is because she has created too many sins in her previous life, so in this life, the Buddha and Bodhisattva want to send down this sea of tribulations to make her atone for the sins of her previous life, otherwise she can't understand why she has never killed a chicken at such a young age, why she has to suffer such a bloody tragedy? Why do you find yourself in such a humiliating situation? Why do you have to face such embarrassing criticism?

The thought grew like a vine in her heart until it filled her far immature heart! It also makes her more and more afraid of seeing men, especially young men of the same age, she is afraid that she will be tempted, and she is even more afraid of the other party's heart!

Pillars are the best example of this.

For more than a year, what the pillar has done, no, no, just the fiery and amorous gaze he cast at her is enough to make her understand that the other party likes her. But this kind of feeling, Xu Wanyun feels that she is not worthy!

She's a dirty woman!

Her past makes her ashamed of herself when she thinks about it now!

So she hid and hid, and used her almost perverted heavy work to keep herself in a state of exhaustion every day, oh no, every moment, so as not to think crankily and get into some love debt that should not be provoked.

But mortals are mortals after all, and they are not six pure immortals, how can they say that they don't want to? Today, I took the opportunity to buy clothes for Wang Xiaohu on vacation, and when I wrote a letter to the pillar, I had a little thought, and Xiaohu said an unintentional word, and suddenly pierced a small hole in her depressed heart embankment.

"Ouch!"

Xu Wanyun thought about herself, didn't pay attention to the surrounding situation, and accidentally bumped into the person walking in the alley next to her.

Hurriedly smiled and said no, the other party was polite, and even said that it didn't matter, and later became more familiar, Xu Wanyun also teased the little baby solidly - motherhood is a woman's own attribute, and she can't help but see the child.

After being polite for a while, Xu Wanyun said goodbye to the family of three. Looking at the woman's slender back, she suddenly remembered, isn't this the sister who suffered together on the bank of the Sand River?

At that time, this woman was even more miserable than Xu Wanyun, she was abducted and sold into the Qinglou in Dengzhou, and after staying for less than two years, she offended the head of the county government because she didn't know something, and she was picked up inside and out, and when she was thrown on the river beach, she only had one breath left - Xu Wanyun clearly remembered that in order to help her survive, the sisters in the same industry also scraped together a sum of money and gave out more than a dozen eldest sons by themselves!

Later, this woman was also recruited into the East India Company with many homeless women, but she was not in the same place as Xu Wanyun, and the two rarely met, but they never thought that she now has a man and a child, where can you still see the slightest panic at the beginning?

The silver bell-like laughter of the woman floating in the air slammed into Xu Wanyun's heart like a sledgehammer, making her a little dizzy and her mouth dry.

In a blink of an eye, another couple who came far away on the street made Xu Wanyun purse her mouth even more.

In my heart, that vine seemed to be uprooted in an instant! (To be continued.) )