21, perception

The rain that has not been seen for a long time has reappeared, looking at the gray sky, from time to time with the sound of thunder and lightning, I feel very close to being in the mountains and forests. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

In the pouring rain, I could see a large group of people quietly leaving from a road.

Watching them go, my heart ached.

It was Wang An and his army, and although I could see the whole thing, I can't deny that it still caused me a certain amount of trauma.

This is a very critical period for me, this is a time for my legion, which needs to be united, but at this time, he is going to abandon me with people.

Even though we were peacefully separated, that feeling was hurt.

I'm not good at words, I'm more practical in life and things, and because of this, I've always been lonely, and I have few friends around me, but as long as someone becomes friends with me, our relationship is very iron.

And Wang An is my brother.

At critical moments, I certainly need my brother to be there to help me and not hold me back.

But......

Thinking of this, I can't help but think of Jiejie's departure.

In fact, their departure is the same, the difference is that Jiejie ......

Perhaps, I don't love her that much!

Suddenly, I realized a serious problem.

I'm not a philosopher, but I understand that people are selfish, and maybe she realized that a long time ago, so she chose a situation where we were all well.

In an instant, my whole mood became very bad, I was still standing under the stone to hide from the rain, but then, I let myself stand in the rain.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and I just let the rain abuse me like that.

Finally, the rain stopped, and I was very happy to drag my slightly tired body back to camp.

When I returned to the camp soaking wet, I was surprised to see Xiangxiang and her mother, Empress Xiaoyong, who had just come out of the side, and they both looked at me with strange expressions, but I ignored their doubts and walked straight to the side alone.

In the heavy rain just now, I was clearly aware of one thing, and that is that the path I am going to take is a path that is destined to be lonely, because no one can know what my heart wants, and they cannot empathize.

Unless I'm willing to open up to someone one day, then someone might be able to understand me, and all I have is loneliness.

But I wasn't scared, on the contrary, I felt comfortable because it was what I wanted!

From the moment I decided that I wanted to be crowned king in this era, everything was doomed.

Back at the camp, I took a warm shower, and then I summoned the twin sisters.

I dragged them through a long and intense exercise, and at last I fell asleep on the ground like a dead dog.

In my dream, I dreamed that I finally saw the long-missed Jiejie, and at that time, I was already in a yellow robe, and she was standing there looking up at me.

She told me about her hard time leaving, but I didn't care anymore, I was a king, I was unparalleled in the world.

Then, suddenly, her face turned hideous, and a dagger stabbed me in the chest.

I slapped her open, but she didn't mind, but laughed like a crazy woman there, laughing at me for being naïve, laughing at me for being naïve.

Then, I saw many people next to me, they were my former opponents, the beautiful man Jiang Tianhua, Wu Guang, who was quite related to me, Li Hang, the leader of the Shang Alliance, and all kinds of people who had interacted appeared there, and they all looked at me there with a mocking look.

Then I woke up in the midst of all of them pounced on me.

When I exhaled heavily, the sweat on my face involuntarily slipped down, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly when I felt a palpitation, I thought to myself, have I failed so much?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but notice the side when I came back to my senses, but I saw the two sisters lying there naked and sleeping, looking at their situation, I knew that I had a crazy game with them last night.

But I don't remember much of what happened at that time, and I knew that I was doing that kind of thing with them, and a lot of it was catharsis.

Thinking of this, I felt sorry for them, but I didn't want to disturb their sleep, so I picked up the quilt on the side and helped them cover it, and I tiptoed out.

Coming out of the tent, the cold wind blew, I couldn't help but shiver, the rain was still falling, the whole camp was quiet, and at this moment the sky was already beginning to dawn.

I looked around, and then I saw an unexpected figure next to me, but it was Guo Lu.

When he saw me, he was also surprised, and then he came to my side and said very respectfully: "My lord." ”

I sighed and asked, "What? Didn't sleep? ”

"Can't sleep." He said seriously.

"Really?" I was a little curious and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Wang An left." He suddenly said something that surprised me slightly, and I looked at him and frowned, "Are you hurting my mind because of this?" ”

"Yes." He nodded, and then said bluntly, "Because I'm also wondering if I'm going to leave like him." ”

"And then?" I wondered what was going on in his heart.

He took a long breath, and then turned his head to look at the other side: "Actually, as early as when the adults took people to the imperial capital of the Feisha Kingdom, I had already led the army to fight alone, and then you let us choose the revolution, I will feel that I can, because I, like Wang An, don't want to be subordinate to the adults, but I know that if the adults didn't give me the opportunity at the beginning, I Guo Lu would not be bullshit." ”

"So you stayed?"

"It's not all like this, it's true that everything I have is given by adults, but compared with adults, the gap between me and adults is still obvious, I'm just a general, not a handsome who can command the overall situation!"

As he spoke, he paused and continued: "And I don't think that after I am out of your protection, I will be able to deal with those other legion forces, and now I, to put it bluntly, can only play my role based on your existence, and many things you think about can only be admired by me." ”

I couldn't help laughing, because of his frank admission, I was very pleased, in fact, Wang An's departure is inevitable, as a good leader, it is not to use a chain like a shackle to tie the people under his hands, but to be able to do everything is an assembly line, without anyone, it can operate normally.

At this point, I have a lot to improve! (To be continued.) )