Chapter 82: Conscience
"Do you have an obsession?"
Chen Xi looked down into the distance, where the fishing town was sitting on the seaside, as if separating the two places, where it was welcoming the sunlight reflected from the sea.
"I have!"
"What is it?"
"I want to be a teacher like that! for the sake of the empire is glory!"
Although Bradna tried to show firmness, Chen Xi's keen mental power did not skip the hesitation.
"No! You don't have obsession! All you have is faith!"
Chen Xi ruthlessly denied Bradna.
"From the first time I saw you, I found out that you have a strong belief, you believe that you can become a qualified fighter, but do you really have an obsession?"
"It's only because of you that you can be worthy of the general, you think that if you become a qualified and powerful soldier, you will be able to turn your scars into glory!"
"What is glory, do you understand?"
Chen Xi's words made Bradna a little uncomfortable, and she argued vigorously.
"Glory is to be rewarded by the empire, revered by the soldiers, welcomed by the people, and praised by history!"
"What about you?"
Bradna froze in place.
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"All your words are the people of the empire, but what about you? Do you really feel the glory? Or is this glory really yours? You are just because the whole army is chasing this glory, and you are afraid to stay where you are, so you are crowded and join the wave! Do you really yearn for this so-called glory?"
Bradna was stunned for a long time, but just followed Chen Xi and walked with her head down.
"That'...... What is the teacher's obsession?"
Bradna raised her head and asked rhetorically at Chen Xi.
"My obsession is far away, it is difficult to achieve, but I have to realize it! The road I am going to take may be far, far away!"
"Is it farther than the military journey we've traveled?"
"It's still far! It may take me a lifetime to find it! Whether it's the glory of the empire or the obsession with killing, it's just the first step!"
Chen Xi's voice also deepened, although he was still full of hope, but he was not sure if his sister on the other side of the world was waiting for him with the same hope!
"So, has the teacher thought about it, is the path taken by your obsession correct?"
Chen Xi stood on the middle of the road, raised his head again, the rain was getting heavier and heavier! Is his path correct?
"I don't know, maybe it's not true! But I don't have time, so it doesn't matter if he's right or not!"
Chen Xi smiled self-deprecatingly and followed the team, the clothes on his body splashed a little water droplet when the raindrops fell, obviously in the team, but what Bradna saw was full of loneliness.
"Teacher, I want to come back!"
Bradna caught up with Chen Xi, she wanted to understand what her obsession was and what her own obsession was, so she wanted to come back!
"Come back!"
Chen Xi nodded, squinting his eyes and smiling, the cold rain had already wet half of his body, and the remaining half was only the protection of leather armor, and he was constantly receiving the moisture of this rain at this time.
"Teacher, obsession, what is it? Can I find it?"
"When you can give everything for one thing, you've found it!"
Chen Xi smiled, tightened the placket, and wrung out the water on it slightly.
The rain in the rainforest always comes and goes, and by the time the army returns to the gravel beach, the rain has stopped!
Set up camp on a higher ground, it's only the third day, and the food is plentiful, so let's have a not-so-sumptuous bonfire in the evening!
Chen Xi, who was not feeling well due to the rain, could only wrap himself in a quilt and lean back against the tent to keep warm by the campfire.
Beside him, as the three magicians of the army rookie, Britz and Covey all went to accept their glory, and only Loren and Bradna followed Chen Xi by the campfire.
"Teacher!"
Luo Lan shouted at Chen Xi, which made Chen Xi a little surprised, she has always been the leader of the call.
"You're a lot older than me! you don't mind if I'm a little kid as your teacher?"
Chen Xi said self-deprecatingly.
"The teacher laughed!"
Lorain slowly roasted the food on top of the flame with wooden branches.
"Before I met my teacher, I was confused about both magic and the future, even though I, a man in my thirties, said that the future seemed a little too late!"
"But it was the teacher who taught me to see my future!"
Chen Xi looked at the serious Luo Lan, at this moment, he suddenly found another person worthy of friendship!
"Loraine, what you're looking for isn't what I pointed out to you, you've just been standing still for a long time, and I'm guiding you in the direction to slowly make you move, you just feel that this direction is not bad! But, if possible, go find the path you really want to take! You have this opportunity!"
Chen Xi's serious tone made him look like an old man who was instructing his child.
Like Bradna, Loren was full of doubts, wasn't my direction in the army, did the teacher think I wasn't suitable for the magic camp?
"Teacher ......"
"I'm not saying that you're not suitable for here, or for the current path, you have to know that the path that anyone really wants to take is never told by others, if you have the opportunity, go find your own way!"
Chen Xi interrupted Luo Lan's words, took the dry food and hot water handed by Bradna next to him, and ate it slowly.
The night passed quickly, Chen Xi was under the cold, he didn't meditate, it was a long, long time, this was his rare time to sleep!
In the dream, he returned to Jiaoyang City, paved the way earlier, carried two drawers of buns, and slowly walked in the direction of home.
The elevator slowly sent Chen Xi to the floor, just like the end of morning exercise, Chen Xi was sweating profusely and opened the door, but only saw the window, the white skirt, and the wheelchair was discarded!
"Xiaoxiao! What are you doing!"
There was no response, Chen Xi discarded the bun and ran frantically towards the window, but he couldn't run away!
"This girl is so miserable! The family just had an accident two years ago, and both parents died, no, her only brother also died under the natural disaster!"
"Oh, it's not! She's still disabled! How can she live as a girl!"
The sound of discussion came from all directions, and Chen Xi saw everyone who appeared around him, there were neighbors, and passers-by who had seen him, and they all showed a gesture of pity, but none of them went up to pull Xiaoxiao down!
"Xiaoxiao! Don't listen to them! Brother is here, brother is here! Brother is still alive, I'm fine! I've also learned magic! Wait for me to come back and turn you into a rabbit!"
Chen Xi's voice seemed to be unable to cross the space, and disappeared after exiting, and his surroundings were always filled with the sound of discussion.
"Get out of here! Don't talk about it! Do you have any sympathy! Save people!"
Anger made Chen Xi's hands shine, and at this moment, Chen Xi woke up, he gasped and looked at the top of the tent blankly.
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(End of chapter!)