The book in his hand looked at it and suddenly fell, Weiyu came back to his senses and quickly picked it up, since waking up, Weiyu liked to be alone, although she was also a non-lively temper in her previous life, but there were still a few maids who followed wherever she went, but now she knows that they are all arranged by Luo, so she doesn't want them to be blocked in front of you.

He sighed and pinched his eyebrows helplessly. It's been more than half a month since she woke up, she is still living the same life as her previous life, reading and writing every day, playing and writing every day, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, she is Lou Qingyun's daughter after all, even if Luo blows the pillow wind again, the education that she should have as a concubine is the same, but now this repetition day after day makes Weiyu very irritable, for no other reason, continue to walk like this, her fate will inevitably repeat the mistakes of the past, so what is the point of her reliving a life? She couldn't wait to get out of this gorgeous cage, both the seemingly loving father and the hateful Roche made her feel tired and tired, not to mention, she had met Roche's two children in the garden yesterday......

Speaking of which, the Luo family in this mansion is the one who has followed Lou Qingyun for the longest time, and gave birth to a son and a daughter for Lou Qingyun, so it is not unreasonable for Lou Qingyun to spoil her, after all, she gave birth to the eldest son for Lou Qingyun. Luo's was originally Lou Qingyun's roommate, and after Weiyu's mother got married, she naturally became a concubine, Weiyu was born in July, Luo's eldest son was born in May, earlier than Weiyu, and Luo's daughter Ziqian is also three years old this year, this woman who took her life and marriage in her previous life, even if she is only a child now, Weiyu has no way to mind, so after Biling reminded her that it was Luo, the eldest young master and the second miss in front of her, she chose to turn around and leave without hesitation. Completely ignoring the black face of the Luo family, of course, she didn't need to care about it.

Looking back, in fact, she should have stepped forward at that time, after all, saluting herself was the most reluctant thing for Luo, and it was not bad for her to add to the blockage, but she was too impulsive at the time and didn't want to see the mother and son at all.

She really doesn't want to stay in this mansion for a moment, she wants to go out and see the world outside, even if it will be hard, faded brocade clothes and jade food, silk and satin, she is also willing, no matter what is better than waiting here to die.

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The snow-white sheep was dipped in thick ink, the pen turned lightly, the wrist moved flat, and the lines of flowing words appeared on the begonia paper. The delicate fingertips are slightly pink, and the pen is closed, today is the third of March......

The day before, before the rain, someone asked Lou Qingyun for advice, and came to this courtyard on the grounds that he was unwell and came out to relax. In my previous life, it was here that I met the person who wanted to take her as an apprentice. Therefore, the closer March 3 approaches, the more nervous the rain becomes, so I can only read, write, practice the piano and paint every day, so that I don't stop for a moment. This is her only chance, after all, she is too small and weak now, even if she leaves here with her own strength, it will be difficult to live, she can only hope for others. And whether this "other person" will appear, she is completely uncertain, because from the moment she woke up, many things have been out of the original trajectory, for example, in her previous life, when she was five years old, she definitely did not fall into the water. So, she was nervous and panicked, and she could only wait for the day with hope and almost despair.

March 3, the Peach Blossom Festival, although not as grand as Chinese New Year's Eve and Mid-Autumn Festival, but as usual, the Fuzhong is also to be lit up and lively. However, for her younger, the more flowers and people flowed outside, the more lonely and uncared for her, so just like in her previous life, she invited herself out of the house and came to Lanxi Villa in Nanshan on the grounds that she didn't like to be lively.

This is the place left by the Gu family, it is one of the dowry gifts brought by the Gu family when she married Lou Qingyun, and she liked it very much after coming to it once, and the only few times she went out when she was still alive in her previous life was here. Nanshan is in the suburbs of the capital, it only takes four hours to go back and forth to the capital by fast horses, there are good times all year round, the peach blossoms are all over the field in spring, and the spring water is like washing; In summer, the lotus wind sends incense, and the bamboo dew drips; Autumn to the red leaves all over the ground, osmanthus fragrant; In winter, the snow is covered and the air is empty. Therefore, many dignitaries and nobles liked this place, and naturally many people built a courtyard at the foot of the mountain.

The courtyard left by the Gu family was built on the mountainside, and the South Mountain was not steep, but it took some effort to get up with her current body, although her current body was only five years old, and she was a real child, but she was still not used to being held.

Climbing high and looking far away is naturally more open than what you can see at the foot of the mountain, so after coming here, Weiyu's heart is somewhat calmer. The mountain is always colder than the foot of the mountain, the peach blossoms at the foot of the mountain have already bloomed, but there are only a few early flowering stalks of begonias sparsely and sparsely opened a few branches, so there is nothing to do, before the rain called the maid and maid to pick a little together, came back to make this begonia note, the lower left corner of the snow-white rice paper is faintly printed with the shape of a begonia flower, leaving a little pink, but it is like a touch of brightness that suddenly appears in the world covered in silver, adding a bit of warmth.

With a slight loosening in his hand, he watched the paper boat stumble down the river, as if the heavy things in his heart had gone with him.

Bi Ling looked at the thin figure standing in front of her with a complicated expression, and her thoughts gradually drifted away, at that time, she and her mother had just been kicked out of the house by her father, living on the streets, with nowhere to stay, and her mother was seriously ill and dying, it was the eldest lady who passed by to see them pitifully and took them in, treated her for Niangyan, and left her to be a maid by Weiyu's side, although she was a maid, Weiyu was only more than three years old at that time, and she was just playing with it. My mother's illness was so serious that she couldn't return, and the doctor couldn't keep it despite his efforts, so she went that winter. Since then, she has no relatives, the eldest lady is gentle and kind, pity her young and sluggish to her and a little more compassion, she put all her admiration on the eldest lady, but, the good times did not last long, a year ago, the eldest lady also went. Then, the lord's concubine Luo began to be powerful, the young lady is the concubine, the second lady did not dare to make a mistake, so she openly and secretly took them, the old people of the eldest lady, to establish authority, and found a mistake at will or drove out, or rushed to the remote Zhuangzi, even the young lady's nurse was not spared, and now, the people who originally followed the eldest lady in this house are the only ones left......

"Let's go back", Wei Yu turned around, looked at the few people following behind him, and took the lead towards the villa.

The sun had already set in the west, and gradually, gradually approaching the hill on the other side, and the afterglow sprinkled the golden yellow of the land, falling on the greenery of the ground, but it was a little difficult to distinguish whether it was really illusory.

At this time, the forest sounded softly, and a person turned out behind the begonia tree, wearing a blue shirt, handsome and extraordinary, with a delicate face and outstanding temperament, at first glance it looked about thirty years old, but a pair of black eyes seemed to have precipitated the frost marks of the years, full of vicissitudes. The man stared at the direction where they left for a long time, suddenly shook his head and smiled bitterly, and sighed lightly, as if happy and helpless.

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At night, the mountains are cold, although it is already spring, the wind is still cold, but no matter how cold it is, it can't compare to the cold in the heart of the rain.

Weiyu sat on the bed with her knees crossed, Biling had already been sent back by her to rest, and she was the only one in the room. The sound of more leaky water droplets sounded softly, and the wax tears by the candlestick had already piled up, the time had passed, it had passed, nothing had happened today, there was no little boy who gave her peach blossom branches in her previous life, and there was no strange man who stopped her by the stream...... Nothing, should have known that everything would change again, but still pinned its hopes on that slim "other", and that person did not appear after all, nothing, nothing. The greater the hope, the greater the pain of disappointment. If you look in the mirror now, your expression must be ugly, and you smile bitterly. She didn't want to cry, so she could only laugh, as if as long as she laughed, all the gloom, despair, and fear in her heart would disappear, so as long as she smiled, she could only laugh, even if there was a disobedient tear secretly overflowing her eyes......

She really doesn't know what to do, in the fifteen years of her previous life, it can be said that she didn't learn anything except poetry and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, she is an official lady who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, and the door is not out of the door, even if she is reborn now, she doesn't know how to go on the road ahead. She wanted to escape, but even though she had memories of her past life, she was still terrified of the outside world because she knew nothing. She didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, but she didn't know how to avoid them. And now, the only hope she can pin on is gone, what will she do in the future?

"Whose little girl loves to cry so much?"

A soft and low male voice came, Weiyu looked up when he heard the sound, only to see that he didn't know when a person was standing next to the bed, under the candlelight, the shadow of the person who came happened to cover the whole person of Weiyu, hazy and unclear, Weiyu realized that he was really crying, and quickly touched his eyes. Moved down the position, only then did he see the person clearly, a pair of deep and bright eyes, inky, very dark, gentle with some love, a blue shirt with a bit of nobility hidden, the whole person looked like a gentle and elegant nobleman, but a little older, about thirty years old.

After Weiyu saw it clearly, the whole person was stunned, it was him! It's really him! She thought he wouldn't show up!

"Little girl, what's your name, why are you crying here alone?" Seeing that Weiyu looked at him blankly and didn't speak, the man in blue asked, and stroked Weiyu's forehead lovingly with his palm.

"I, I...... My surname is Lou, my name is Weiyu, my mother died, my father ...... My dad has other kids. Weiyu said incoherently, and the words gradually became smaller in the end, she always thought that she could not care about her father's partiality, but that was just what she thought, in the corner of her heart, why didn't she crave her father's love? So unconsciously, I said it.

The man in blue smiled and sat down next to the edge of the bed, picked up Weiyu and put it on his lap, and gently brushed his palm over Weiyu's somewhat red and swollen eyes, the warmth of the palm was real and close, and instantly made Weiyu attached from the bottom of his heart, "It turned out to be a little girl who no one hurts, and it just so happens that my uncle is also alone, do you want the little girl to follow me and see the outside world?" He whispered softly, giving Weiyu the illusion that this should be her father, his shoulders were broad, and his arms were reassuring.

"Okay", Weiyu heard his own soft but firm voice.

When the day was bright, a blue shadow quietly came out of Lanxi Villa, without alarming anyone.