Chapter 82: Who Understands Beauty Tears
"I can leave the address of Uncle Wang's house to you, if you go to visit him, he will report my name, and ordinary people are not willing to play it." Xu Mingyuan took a sip of the wine glass, it should be a high-grade Yuezhou flower carving, and it is warm and comfortable in the throat.
"Then thank you first." Su Yimeng said with a smile, with a look of joy in her eyes.
Xu Mingyuan is not unfamiliar with music, but if he really asked him to play a song, it was a little difficult for him. Speaking of which, the only thing he can really do is the flute that he can play since he was a child.
However, not being able to blow does not mean that he will not be able to speak, in terms of understanding the rhythm of music, Xu Mingyuan still dares to claim that he is proficient in two words, which is much better than poetry.
Xu Mingyuan and Su Yimeng talked about some things above the rhythm, and the topic gradually opened up, and the conversation between the two was much more pleasant.
Su Yimeng is indeed a well-cultivated woman, comparable to an ordinary woman, with decent conversation, extraordinary knowledge, and an extraordinary understanding of music and rhythm.
Cui'er, who originally thought that Xu Mingyuan was bragging, stared at her, but now she completely agreed with Su Yimeng's vision. Although Xu Mingyuan's clothes are a little old, he is the top of the hospital examination and the township examination, as long as he wants, those rich businessmen will not rush to give him the most luxurious clothes.
Xu Mingyuan and Su Yimeng laughed and talked for a while, and the two also drank a few glasses to each other, Su Yimeng was overwhelmed by alcohol, and her cheeks were already slightly red. Xiang'er and Cui'er glanced at each other, there was an inquiring meaning in their eyes, the two of them had never seen Su Yimeng drinking, no matter what kind of guest they were, they didn't expect that she would set a precedent for Xu Mingyuan today.
Su Yimeng gently put down the wine glass, gently pressed his fingers on the strings, looked at Xu Mingyuan's eyes, and said with a little sadness: "Yimeng heard that Xu Gongzi is going to Chang'an in the near future, I am afraid it will be difficult to see each other again. ”
Xu Mingyuan also put down his wine glass, looked at Su Yimeng and nodded, he couldn't say words of relief, because this was also cruel to Su Yimeng, so he could only listen.
Su Yimeng stroked the piano again, the sound of the piano has lost its previous gentleness, the sound of the piano is sometimes tender, sometimes sad, sometimes sad, sometimes happy, as if there is lovesickness in it, but it is unreachable, which is moving and empathetic.
Xu Mingyuan listened to the sound of the piano, his hand couldn't help clenching, and he slowly let go, his face remained unchanged, and his gaze at Su Yimeng was a little more gentle.
After the song was finished, two lines of tears had slipped from the corners of Su Yimeng's eyes, she lowered her head slightly, signaled Cui'er and Xiang'er to go down first, and after the two left, she raised her head to wipe the tears on her face, looked at Xu Mingyuan and said with a smile: "Let the son laugh, I will punish myself." He reached for his glass.
Before she could get the wine glass, Xu Mingyuan had already reached out and held the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, shook his head with a smile and said, "You don't know how to drink, I'll drink this cup for you." ”
Su Yimeng, who had already stopped her tears, listened to Xu Mingyuan's words, and looked at Xu Mingyuan's sincere expression, tears began to flow down again, her shoulders trembled slightly, and her expression was sad.
Xu Mingyuan looked at her quietly and didn't speak, there were too many things on her thin shoulders, although Xu Mingyuan didn't know what it was, but he knew that her life was not easy and very hard.
According to Su Yimeng's temperament, I'm afraid she will only shed two tears behind people, and it is not a bad thing to be able to cry happily today.
Su Yimeng cried, and cried for the first time after entering the Forget Worry Building, only Xu Mingyuan was around him, who was only a one-sided relationship, but he saved her, and he made her feel at ease, so she could cry happily with confidence.
Su Yimeng cried for a long time, the sweat towel that wiped her tears was soaked with tears, and the light makeup on her face was sparked by tears, which did not look ugly, adding a bit of poignancy.
Xu Mingyuan sat opposite her all the time, didn't say a word, just looked at her quietly.
Su Yimeng stopped her tears, held the sweat towel soaked with tears in her hand, and began to speak. She said a lot of things, a lot of things that she hadn't said to others, even the words that she hadn't said to her best Ling'er, she told Xu Mingyuan to listen.
The Su family is also a big family in Chang'an City, and since the founding of Dawan, the Su family has occupied a place in Chang'an. However, in the past two generations, the children of the Su family have no one who can take on great responsibilities in the court, and the family has gradually declined.
In the generation of Su Yimeng's father Su Quan, although the Su family's mansion is still in the most luxurious workshop in Chang'an, and the style of the family is still there, there is no one who can take the role.
Su Quan is just a piano recruiter, with a very low grade, and it is even more inconspicuous in a place like Chang'an. doesn't have that ability, but occupies such a good mansion and family property, so it is naturally remembered.
The collapse of the Su family was overnight, and three years ago, Su Quan, the most favored servant of the qin, was convicted of causing trouble in the court, and was finally executed, and all the men in the family were executed. The families who are good friends with the Su family are all wise and self-protective, for fear of being contaminated with this matter, and who dares to speak out to say a fair word for the Su family.
All the Su family's property was confiscated, the female dependents became prostitutes, and Su Yimeng also went to Shuzhou.
Fortunately, the family who was good friends with the Su family didn't dare to speak out, but they also secretly helped her, so that she arrived in Shuzhou City safely, and then was placed under house arrest among official prostitutes for two years.
Su Yimeng's mother followed his father in a three-foot white silk on the day his father was executed, and her six-year-old brother was also beheaded.
Once the family was scattered, hundreds of clansmen died half of them, half of them died, and the other half did not live.
Su Yimeng still doesn't believe that her gentle and consistent father would do such a ridiculous thing as breaking into her mother's bedroom to do something wrong.
The reason for this was not known to her, a weak woman who was already a prisoner at that time, but later she heard that the mansion was in the Xiangwang Expansion Mansion next door to the Su family's mansion, and the original Su Mansion was expanded into the Xiangwang Mansion.
In the end, Su Yimeng no longer shed tears, her lips were slightly pursed, and her eyes were resolute, especially when it came to King Xiang, Su Yimeng, who had always given Xu Mingyuan a gentle feeling, seemed to have changed as if she was a different person, as if she wanted to choose someone to eat.
Obviously, in the past three years, this already smart woman has somewhat understood why the big family that she could rely on collapsed, and why her once loving father and lovely brother left early.
Xu Mingyuan didn't know what happened back then, but from Su Yimeng's mouth, he could also imagine that in Chang'an, where every inch of land was valuable, the Su family had no pillars that could support the entire big family, no matter how big the family was, no matter how much industry it had, it would only add to the covetousness of others.
As for whether the power-leaning King Xiang was the leader of this matter, Xu Mingyuan didn't know, but it can be imagined from his move to take the Su Mansion into his pocket that he couldn't escape from this matter.
Xu Mingyuan had been mentally prepared for Su Yimeng's life experience, but he didn't expect it to be such a tragic man-made disaster, and he went all the way from Chang'an to Jiannan Road, and stayed in the official prostitute department for two years.
The eldest lady of the family, who was supposed to be carefree, fell into the Qinglou overnight, and the revenge of exterminating the clan fell on the shoulders of Su Yimeng, who was only seventeen years old.
Listening to the meaning of Su Yimeng's words, if she had the opportunity, she would definitely give everything for the revenge of her father and mother, even her life.
This is a feminine and fragile woman, but she is also a resolute and strong woman.
The family road has changed dramatically, her relatives have died suddenly, she has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, and how many bitter tears can only flow silently behind people.
A weak woman can't hold a three-foot sword, can't write a splendid article, and even if she has a deep hatred in her heart, she can't hurt the enemy who is high up in the hair.
But she still lives strongly, hides her sadness in her heart, and shows the calmness and wisdom that a woman from a great family should have.
Until she met Xu Mingyuan, the gentle scholar who saved her from Heshuo Sanxiong, that voice was fine, open your eyes, just like the sense of peace of mind given to her by her former father, really pried open the door of her heart that had been locked up for three years.
She didn't want to be with Xu Mingyuan, she didn't want to pull Xu Mingyuan into the quagmire of hatred, she just wanted to play him the best song she had written, and confide in him about the grievances she had suffered in the past three years.
Because Xu Mingyuan is a man who gives her peace of mind like a father, and she misses her father so much, and she really misses the gentle man who carefully teaches her to practice the piano and will take her to fly kites.
Xu Mingyuan, who had been silent, suddenly reached out and grabbed Su Yimeng's right hand, and his wide and warm palm wrapped around her weak and somewhat cold hand.
Looking at Su Yimeng, who was slightly stunned, Xu Mingyuan said softly: "Miss Su, everything in the world is difficult to be as expected, just like me, since I can remember, I only have a master, and I don't know who my parents are, whether they are alive or dead." I don't dare to persuade you to forget the hatred in the sea of blood, but if you have hope, if you will get revenge one day, at least there is a life to speak of. ”
Su Yimeng, who was already blind, listened to Xu Mingyuan's words, and his eyes seemed to be glowing, rekindling a spark of hope. The hand held by Xu Mingyuan couldn't help but grab his hand, like grasping the last straw.
Xu Mingyuan wants to give her hope and give her the belief to live well, even if she wants to take revenge, at least she will live like a person. Isn't it everyone's right to live with dignity and pride?
"If one day, if I have enough strength, I will try my best to help you." Xu Mingyuan tightly held Su Yimeng's gradually warming hand and said softly.
He couldn't promise much, but if he could really help her one day, he would definitely not spare his feathers.
This woman who should have held the guqin for a worry-free life, Xu Mingyuan felt pity.
"Nope." Su Yimeng slowly withdrew her hand from Xu Mingyuan's hand, looked at Xu Mingyuan and shook his head and said with a forced smile: "If there is a chance, I will go back to Chang'an, but please don't wade into this pool of muddy water, this water is too dirty and too deep." ”
Xu Mingyuan looked at the poignant smile on Su Yimeng's face, was a little moved, opened his mouth, and could no longer say words of comfort to this kind woman.
Who understands the tears of beauty, and the queen is miserable!
===== thanks to wszsw, Gongzi Qingmo, MaxUoUo, and Cen Tianlone's tips, there is one more in the evening, and the first volume is over.