"Your Uncle Luo was also injured before he was transferred to a second-class non-commissioned officer, he was injured in the leg, and he hit the steel plate, originally he couldn't pass the assessment and couldn't keep the troops, but I left him behind by his relationship, and later went to the battlefield in southern Xinjiang, his old injuries recurred, and in order to cover the retreat of his comrades, he stayed and died with the enemy..."

The commander's lips squirmed, his desolate words came out, and his face was indescribably chic.

With a simple sentence, Xu Yan understood everything, and understood why the commander refused to help, because the same thing had already happened to him, and it ended in tragedy.

"Over the years, I have thought countless times that if I hadn't insisted on letting him stay, who was no longer suitable to stay, he wouldn't have died, and I wouldn't have had an awkward relationship with your father."

With a bitter smile, the commander's words of self-reproach came out, and his eyes were moist, the past of more than 20 years has been buried in his heart, and now in front of Xu Yan, a junior, when Xu Yan encountered something similar, he finally found an outlet.

"That's why you broke off contact with my father?" Xu Yan wondered.

"Isn't that enough?" The commander asked rhetorically, drank another glass of wine, and there were a few wine stains on his lips, but he didn't pay attention to it, and said astringently: "I killed your Uncle Luo, although your father didn't say it, but I know that he must blame me in his heart, he avoided me, and even left the army because of this!" ”

"Wait!" Xu Yan suddenly interrupted him, and what the commander said was a little different from what he knew.

"As far as I know, it's my dad who feels that he didn't take good care of Uncle Luo, and asked him to sacrifice himself to cover everyone, he feels ashamed of your trust, and he feels that he has no face to see you, so he will avoid you."

"Shame on me? Don't dare to see me? Then why did he leave the troops? The commander wondered.

"Because of me!" Xu Yan pointed to his nose and said, "You shouldn't know, right?" Before me, I had three older brothers. I always died for one reason or another, and when my mother was pregnant with me, my father was afraid that I would die too, so he transferred out of the army to take care of my mother and me. ”

The commander was dumbfounded, he naturally knew this statement. It's just that I thought it was a promise at the time, but I didn't expect it to be true, and the truth is so simple.

"Is this true? Is it that simple? The commander was uncertain, the truth was too simple for him to accept for a moment.

"Of course it's true, do you think the reason is as complicated as possible?" Xu Yan rolled his eyelids and said.

"I thought he was deliberately avoiding me because he blamed me and blamed me for killing your Uncle Luo, and that's why..."

"How is this possible. He left the army because he saw the peace and stability of the country, coupled with family reasons, how could he blame you for avoiding you? And even if he is avoiding you, it is definitely not to blame, but guilt, and he does not dare to see you. ”

"Wrong, all wrong!"

The commander cried and laughed. I can't imagine that the knot that has plagued me for many years. It turned out to be just a misunderstanding.

Xu Yan looked strange, he had seen his father and the commander like this before, he thought something big had happened between them, who expected it to be just a small misunderstanding, and this misunderstanding was more bloody than a bloody romance drama...

But he didn't know that from the perspective of a bystander, he couldn't be smaller. It would be good to explain it clearly, but for the commander and his father, they are burdened with the guilt of killing their brothers, and if no one breaks it, they may feel guilty for a lifetime. All the way to the coffin.

"Uncle Xi, you see that everything has been explained, and you and my father just misunderstood, so can you let the squad leader stay?" Xu Yan rubbed his hands together and returned to the previous question.

As soon as the words came out, the commander suddenly itched his teeth, blew his beard and glared: "I said so much together, you didn't listen to anything." ”

The commander said: "Xu Yan, it's still the same sentence, I can let your squad leader stay, just one sentence, but I won't do that." ”

"Your squad leader is a good soldier, there is no doubt about that, but he is no longer suitable to be a soldier, because if there is a war, with his temperament, he must be a copy of your Uncle Luo, I can't let the same tragedy happen to our uncle and nephew, that kind of guilt can crush a person."

The commander's expression was indescribably serious, and seeing that Xu Yan still wanted to say something, he said: "You will say that you are also very guilty now, but I can tell you very responsibly, that is different, at least now your squad leader is still there, although the tendon is injured, but it does not affect his life, and even after recovery, returning to his hometown can make his injury better recovered, because there he does not have to bear responsibility and pressure." ”

Once again, the commander clearly refused, although he also knew that what the commander said was right, and it was also for him to be good with Sun Xin, but when he thought that Sun Xin was injured because he was injured and was leaving his beloved unit, Xu Yan's mood became bad, and he took a glass of wine and drank it.

was in a depressed mood, coupled with one glass after another, Xu Yan soon got drunk, and when the two bottles of wine were drunk, he fell on the table and fell unconscious.

The commander was no better, his mood was agitated with great sorrow and joy, and he drank quickly and a lot, and he was also drunk, but he was still a little sober, called the orderly, and commanded with a big tongue: "It is a violation of discipline to let the driver send him back to the army, and to spend the night outside." ”

The orderly nodded, called the driver, and the two of them carried Xu Yan together and got him to the car.

"How much is this, drunk like this?" Seeing Xu Yan curled up in the back seat of the car, the driver was speechless.

"He drank two bottles with the commander, and barely touched the food." The orderly said.

"Drink a pound on an empty stomach, no wonder you are drunk like this!" The driver nodded knowingly.

"The commander ordered him to be sent back, and to be careful on the way." The orderly admonished, the driver nodded, got into the car, started the car, and galloped towards the wolf group.

……

Wolf Regiment.

The commander's car drove outside the gate, unsurprisingly aroused the sentinel's great attention, although it has been a long time since the last time the commander came, but this license plate number, the sentry can not forget it in his life, knowing that it was the commander who appeared, he naturally did not dare to slack off, and hurriedly trotted forward to salute.

The window slid down, and the driver said, "Don't inform the regiment, the commander is not inside, the commander asked me to send a soldier back." ”

Saying that, the driver opened the back seat, revealing Xu Yan, who was drunk and unconscious, the sentry took a look, quickly opened the door and let him go directly.

The car drove into the troops, but the sentry's gaze was not withdrawn for a long time, and he was still in a deep shock, Xu Yan drunkenly asked the commander to send a special car to send it back, which challenged his ability to accept it too much! (To be continued.) )