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177. Repentance

When Che Huang and other remnants of the army were still in Hanoi, some military officials with the army sent the death list and battle situation to Luoyang in advance, just one day earlier than when they crossed the river.

After only looking at the battle report, Deng Ji was suddenly filled with depression, so he fainted to death.

Lao Tzu's hard-earned people and horses are all exquisite, and your big car dares to disobey orders and dare to defeat a lot

You don't feel sorry for your cub to sell Ye Tian

With the population base of nearly 500,000 in Henan, it will take two or three years to save up

The oldest of the war dead was Wang Kuang, the rest were less than 50 years old, and the youngest was only 16, a half-grown boy who had just joined the army as an adult.

Many of these people have been by their side since a few years ago, not just Wang Kuang, compared to the names on the list of the dead, Deng Ji can still remember many familiar appearances, and can even say many people's temperament and hobbies

They were buried so easily?

More than 5,000 lives may be nothing in the 1uan world, but there are nearly 100,000 households in Henan, and less than 20,000 are registered as good citizens

Human lives are not weeds

When Tong Hong's eyes were red and he grabbed the battle report and read it carefully, anger came out.

Lao Tzu obviously asked Xu Gongming to mention it on the side, but he was afraid of the slightest accident, and you *** wanted to do it

Is this still an accident?

If you don't kill your Che Huang, how can you solve the hatred in Lao Tzu's heart?

In a fit of rage, Deng Ji almost gritted his teeth, if Tian Feng hadn't stopped him, he wouldn't have been able to wait for his return, and he would have sent someone to Hanoi to ask for a car class.

No matter how close the relationship was, no matter how much credit it had before, it couldn't hide Deng Ji's anger at this time.

For Yuan Shao, Cao Cao, Liu Bei, and even Zhang Yan and Zhang Yang, these large and small forces, victory or defeat is really a common thing in soldiers, 1uan life in the world is not valuable, as long as you can save the old pawns in the defeated battle, there is money and food materials, it will not be long before you can recruit a strong and reorganized team, with the accumulation of time, the fight 1uan war washes away the turnips, and the number of old pawns in the team increases, and it can be expanded again.

Everyone else is like this, but Deng Mu'an, who only pursues the path of elite soldiers, can't; After someone else broke his muscles and bones and suffered a big defeat, it didn't take much time to make a comeback, but Deng Ji couldn't be defeated

Others are defeated because most of the cannon fodder consumed in the defeat is the least concerned; Deng Ji couldn't be defeated because every one of his elite soldiers was precious and difficult to replenish

Che Huang and his party lost more than 5,000 soldiers to Jizhou, such a tragic result Deng Ji had never experienced, how could he not feel blood and colic in his heart?

After reading the battle report, Deng Ji smashed everything that could be smashed in the county office, scolding while smashing, and tears flowed while scolding.

Stunned, heartbroken, resentful, angry, remorseful, unwilling

Countless negative emotions wrapped around him, and no one dared to approach.

After venting and rushing out of the county office, Deng Ji gasped and found a stone step on the street at random, and sat all night until dawn.

When the sun rose, his eyes were red and his head was dizzy, but the resentment in his cavity still could not subside.

At this time, Che Huang and Xu Huang were still dozens of miles away from the north bank of the Yellow River.

Tian Feng also couldn't sleep all night, and he also held two red eyes to find the side of the street, saw Deng Ji, walked over and said calmly: "Che Huang has a strange Yuan Shao is difficult to fight, dang Kou military order out of the two masters, Xu Huang is the main general under him, and he is still sent to the battle, as a military advisor, Dong is unknown, and he has also been."

Tian Feng found this place, and Deng Ji knew that he was here to dissuade himself from killing Che Huang.

Yi Tianfeng is reasonable, no matter how big Che Huang is, he has to take into account the current lack of generals in Henan, even if Xu Huang is promoted to the position, the Huya Army will still have no owner.

If you don't kill Che Huang, how can you be willing? How to comfort the souls of the dead? How can people be angry?

Deng Ji was ready not to be shaken, but he didn't expect Tian Feng to open his mouth to take it for himself first, and suddenly smiled bitterly and replied: "Master Tian......"

After opening his mouth to say two words, he realized that his voice was hoarse, Tian Feng didn't wait for him to say the next words, and continued: "If it's not me, you have also been."

Deng Ji was stunned for a moment, Tian Feng sat down beside him, and said: "The car is useless, you know it, but as the lord, you still let it go, and only send Xu Huang to coerce and lead the army north, and finally lose it, isn't it too much?" ”

Hearing him say this, Deng Ji hurriedly pulled his hoarse throat and argued: "I may have had, but if he hadn't been in battle, he wouldn't have been like this."

"Ranye" Tian Feng blinked and said: "But the big is more than the small, in the end, it is all wrong, before the 'Seven Virtues of Bravery', someone committed that you had been beaten with a stick, today Che Huang is guilty, if punished, you and I should also follow"

"Tian Shi"

After apprenticing, Deng Ji still stared at Tian Feng dissatisfied.

How can the two things be talked about together?

Tian Feng didn't see it, but said leisurely: "Henan has been hit hard, I also want to kill Che Huang and then quickly, but you and I and Che Huang three people's faults, should not be borne by one of them, if it is not for the current situation is very difficult, let you kill its prestige, but don't forget that Henan is now short of major generals, Che Huang is brave in battle, although there is no handsome talent, but it is not bad for the general"

Sitting here all night, Deng Ji was saddened by the 5,000 dead soldiers, but he also had to feel sad for the Che Huang who was about to be executed by himself.

Tian Feng's words made Deng Ji difficult to decide for a while, and he was bored in his heart, so he got up and said: "I'll go out and go around, dang Kou army will enter the country, and first detain Che Huang in the county and put him in prison, I don't want to see him yet."

This time, Tian Feng didn't tighten up anymore, nodded in response, Deng Ji looked up and looked around, and the black iron guard dragged the snow over, Dian Wei waited for a night with Shi, and got on the horse and left with Deng Ji.

This went straight out of Luoyang City, but it was aimless, only wandering in the four fields, and only looking for neighboring counties or newly built Mintun villages to spend the night at night, but he did not return for several days, not only Wu and other families were worried, Xu Huang Xie Yun and others were also waiting for him to intercede in Luoyang, but they have not been seen.

The list of the dead soon spread to the counties, and the aftermath of the compensation had their own fields and touched the hearts of the county officials, but so many soldiers died in the battle, and almost every person in the village hung out black curtains and white flags, and some people wept all night.

Henan County was shrouded in a state of sorrow, Deng Ji wandered around for two days, all he saw was dazzling black and white, and what he heard in his ears was all heart-wrenching crying, which only made him feel that something had been biting his heart and lungs, until he couldn't bear it anymore and fled far away.

Even Deng Ji himself felt that he had no face to face this situation, and after that, he didn't even dare to enter the Mintun village.

All the time he spent alone, he was thinking about how Henan would deal with such a fiasco as the dang Kou army, and how to deal with Che Huang in the future.

I thought about it, but I always felt that there was nothing I could do.

He has been going south to Luoyang for more than a year, and many times he is actually at a loss.

The identity of the farmer is insignificant, except for the two generations of people, Deng Ji is a thief in the 1uan world, there is a lot of gangsterism, and there is no shortage of shrewdness, but he has never known where his future road is.

Broken halberd and broken wings died unexpectedly? Sacrifice the soil and soldiers to enjoy the wealth of others? Or will it finally be like in the game, build its own country, dominate the country, and dominate the country?

With the luxury of hope in my heart, the nature I want to take is the last way, but only in this 1uan world do I know that reality and games are two concepts after all, and many times, people are involuntarily.

Even the most basic goal of struggle, Deng Ji has not yet been determined, everything he is doing at present is just to keep his own power from being swallowed up by the surrounding heroes, it can be said that he is not too enterprising.

is to want to forge ahead, in addition to Zhang Yang is very weak in the neighbors, Li Dao, Yuan Shao, Liu Biao, Cao Cao, who is good to want to?

I remember that Chang'an Li Dao and other Xiliang people will be coaxed internally, as long as they don't change because of their appearance, they should be profitable, but he doesn't know what year and month it was, at least until now, he hasn't seen a trace of infighting.

1uan in the world is either you die or I die, after the defeat of Che Huang Jizhou, his own strength has been greatly reduced, the land of the four wars in Henan, it was barren before, and now can you not have the heart to pick up the cheap?

At the age of twelve, he began to be a thief for eight years before he was whitewashed and became an official, in addition to the uncertainty of the future, he also had to face the problems caused by the change of identity.

The reason why the first army under his command was named the dang Kou army was precisely because of the nostalgia for the body of the old thief, just as Xu Dumu cared about his identity as the commander, he also wanted to draw a line with the previous one, of course, in the eyes of others, this is just a luxury, it seems that only the name of the thief is taken off instead of the thief body, and the same can not find the willing ally.

Taking advantage of the fact that Li Dao and others took advantage of the capture of Chang'an, the number of men and horses under his command skyrocketed to 10,000, and after the formation of the two armies of Dang Kou Huya, the focus should no longer be the same as before, in the words of later generations, as the monarch of the people, the thinking problem should be transferred from the tactical level to the strategic level, but in the face of this change, he is even more powerless.

Of course, in addition to Deng Ji, old thieves such as Che Huang are also not suitable for this sudden change in identity.

Che Huang was ambushed by accident, in the romance, Cao Ren, Xiahou Yuan, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei and other famous generals have all suffered the loss of being rigid and self-serving, and Che Huang is just one of them, but the price paid is too heavy to be borne by Deng Ji.

Che Xiao's mistake is still stuck in the previous kind of thief when he was a thief, he rushed forward when he was victorious, and when he was defeated, the whole army retreated, and he dared to kill and rush for the generals.

Deng Ji's fault, to put it bluntly, is because he still lacks the consciousness of the king, and his thinking has not changed from the previous thief to the princes, but he still does not understand a lot of the feelings of the people below.

Knowing that Che Huang could not lead the army, there was Xu Huang who should be used more, but he didn't get along for several years, so he still commanded the army.

Knowing that it was false for Che Huang to go north to help Zhang Yan fight, it was true to find Lu Buxue's shame, but he didn't want to let him lead the army north.

Of course, these feelings may not be just for Che Huang alone, but the key time is ruthless and lack of courage after all is the fact, do not say that he has been a talent for more than 30 years, and the talent is insufficient, if it is not a natural talent or acquired training, it is a generation that has lived for a hundred years to learn and be rich and five cars, and it is not easy to achieve it overnight.