"Today is the first day of arrival in Shandong, China. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Separated for so long, I don't know if Sachiko misses me. She is such a beautiful woman, I don't know if there will be a guy who doesn't know whether she is alive or dead to harass her while I am away. If there really be such a boy who does not know the height of the sky, when the war is over, I will find them one by one and kill them, Sachiko will always belong to me. Shandong is a beautiful place, with beautiful mountains and rivers, just as beautiful as it is introduced in the newspapers. On top of that, there are few earthquakes and no volcanoes. The residents of Shandong eat more rice every year than we Fuso farmers, which is really envious. If possible, I wish Sachiko could come here and have a look. We must move to Shandong in the future and spend the rest of our lives here, which will be the happiest thing in the world. I will fight hard and work hard for our future, and I will definitely succeed! ”

"The ninth day of entering Shandong. The troops proceeded smoothly and encountered little decent resistance. As Chief Ono said, the Fuso Army is invincible. Warlord Zhao's forces will not be our opponents. They don't even have the courage to fight. Today's weather is good, the scenery on the road is still so beautiful, the only unpleasant thing is the comrades around me. Captain Nomura is an ugly and stupid dolphin. If he hadn't joined the army, he would have been serving his sentence in prison or dying in some street fight. Bullying recruits, assigning subordinates to wash his feet, really treating himself as if he was a big official? Sooner or later, I will become his superior and let him serve me. ”

"Fukuda is a nice man, he has always taken care of me like a brother, it would be nice if there was a brother like him. We have agreed that we will settle together in Shandong in the future and attend each other's weddings. I wish this day would come soon. In addition, today's food is really bad, since I arrived in Shandong, I haven't eaten a decent meal, and the logistics officials should go to seppuku en masse. ”

"The twelfth day of entering Shandong. The higher-ups began to ask us to solve the problem of military rations on the spot, and Amakasu was on top, didn't they know that the local residents had run out? It is more difficult to find Chinese residents than rabbits in the mountains. Where do we go to find food? These damned bureaucrats, the state, are all bad in their hands. If I could become Secretary of War ......"

"On the fifteenth day of entering Shandong, I ...... today Betrayed Sachiko. Oh, and I can't be blamed for that. Even Fukuda-kun went to that Chinese woman, and if I didn't do it, I would be considered unplanted. In the army, you can't be looked down upon. That woman, not as good-looking as my Sachiko, didn't even move, like a corpse. But I must swear that she was alive when I left. I heard that her father was a businessman who supported the Imperial Army, but Chief Ono still asked us to take turns possessing his family, saying that he lied to the Imperial Army and secretly left a batch of white rice to be smuggled. In fact, we all know that the chief is just trying to keep the morale up, and if we can't do something, everyone is going crazy. That woman's gaze was so terrifying, I could only finish it hastily, they must be laughing at me. But how do they understand that when I look into a woman's eyes, it seems that a female ghost is blowing cold air into my neck, in this case, how can it not work? ”

"On the nineteenth day of entering Shandong, military rations became more and more of a problem. Chief Ono probably shouldn't have treated our supporters like that. Now, we have fewer and fewer supporters. There was an order from above not to do that to our supporters and their families. Thankfully, I was finally able to get rid of that torture. But what about the morale of the troops? Nomura is already scolding his mother, saying that being a soldier is not as interesting as being a gangster at home. I also think that war is not fun. ”

"We finally found the local residents of Shandong. However, it did not help much with the collection of military rations. When the inhabitants were found, they actually set fire to their own granaries. Although the enraged Captain Nomura killed five of the men and forcibly avenged a woman as punishment, the food was burned. The eyes of those people looking at us reminded me of that Chinese woman. I swear I'm not going to be lazy tonight. ”

"On the twenty-third day after entering Shandong, there is finally a war, and I am now looking forward to being able to make more military achievements and earn enough money for marriage and moving as soon as possible. Maybe it's a war, and we finally have white rice, happy. ”

"The battle was brutal, the sound of artillery almost deafened my ears, and if it weren't for the fact that our troops were placed in the third echelon, maybe I would have died. The terrible Lu army never thought that there was such a strong army in Asia that could draw with the imperial army. In any case, the Imperial Army is invincible in the world, and we will definitely be victorious! It's too late, that's all it takes. ”

"Tomorrow it's my troops' turn to go to war, Sachiko, and you're going to cheer me on. I will try my best to live, and I will not die until I marry you. ”

"Nomura, the villain, is finally dead. Lu Jun's shell swept off half of his head, and his brain flew to my face, but I couldn't care about the nausea. Maybe it's war, and it's made me bolder and more like a man. Although I have always disliked Nomura, I have been praying that I can watch him die. But when the wish comes true, why don't I feel happy at all? ”

"Fukuda-kun...... Killed. No, it shouldn't be true! How could such a loyal and kind Fukuda-kun be? We clearly agreed that we would start a family in Shandong and be a happy fisherman. Why, that's how he ...... I hate the Lu army, and I want to kill every Shandong soldier to avenge Futianjun. ”

"I want to go home. I regret entering the army, why, why the war can't end yet. I haven't had an all-you-can-eat meal for two days, what are the quartermasters in the rear doing, why haven't they brought the food over for a long time, do they want the imperial army to eat leather boots and fight? ”

"Hungry, hungry...... Hatred, love, in the face of food and rest, worthless. If I could, I would just want to eat a meal of rice and get a good night's sleep. Just let me get out of here, I'm willing to exchange everything I have. Because the losses were too great, our squad was withdrawn, and the four survivors, including me, were merged into another unfamiliar squad. I don't want to remember their names, because it won't be long before they, too, will die, just like Nomura did. Of course, in their eyes, I am the same. ”

"Today, death squads are being recruited again. Become a daredevil, and you will have a full meal. However, I don't want to fight for this spot, they are all required to take strong pills except for full meals. Although the superiors said that it was the medicine of courage. But I've seen the surviving daredevils, their dull eyes, and their languishing looks. I believe that it is not a medicine of courage at all, but only a devil's fruit. I don't want to be an idiot like them, I want to keep my mind as much as I keep my ego as my personality. ”

"I'm hungry...... Food rations, like ammunition rations, are getting less and less. I'm called Wonder Boy because all four of my squads have been wiped out, and I'm the only one who survived. The current governor has been very kind to me, and I only hope that I can give him some luck so that he can live to see his son who is in elementary school. Everyone is writing suicide notes, no one thinks they will return to China alive, and the biggest hope is to get a body bag instead of just a few ashes. I'm the only one keeping a diary, and I hope Sachiko can read it...... Sachiko, last night I dreamed of your smile again, and I dreamed of ...... The eyes of the Chinese woman. ”

"I'm finally running out of journals, and I don't think I need new ones anymore. Today, I finally had a full meal, and probably, the last meal of my life. The total battle is about to begin, win or lose, I just hope I can live. As long as you can see Sachiko, you can do it in any capacity. Although Shandong is a beautiful province, it does not belong to me, so I miss the cherry blossoms in my hometown, and I want to celebrate a cherry blossom festival with Sachiko......"

The young man's writing was interrupted by the shouts of the chief, "Miracle boy, wait until the battle is over to continue your creation." Now, it's time to put our weapons in order, and on the battlefield, it's the bayonet, not the pencil, that will save you. ”

The diary was haphazardly stuffed under the pillow, waiting for the owner to sort it out, but this time the wait was extraordinarily long. After the master set out, he never returned, and the diary remained under the pillow until the tent collapsed, and countless pairs of feet stepped on his body, and then, by a pair of strange hands, rummaged through.

When the diary was delivered to a woman named Sachiko, it was already a month and a half later. In this girl who was rescued from the Fuso military guest house, there was no youth and vitality in sight, only pale skin and dull eyes.

When she saw this diary, there was an inexplicable smile on her face, according to the recollection of Lu Jun in question, this smile made him shudder and didn't even dare to look at the woman again. That night, a woman named Sachiko committed suicide by cutting her wrists in the Lu Army's "Female War Victims Camp". (To be continued.) )