Chapter 42 Lu Bu's thoughts
Gao Ping knocked on the table with two fingers and said slowly: "It is rumored in the world that Wen Hou is a treacherous person, killing Ding Yuan, and punishing Dong Zhuo are both betraying the Lord and seeking glory, but from Ping today's point of view, Wen Hou is a person of temperament, is the rumor wrong?" ”
Hearing this, Lu Bu's eyes shot two angry lights, and he lowered his head and thought for a moment: "The rumors are not wrong, but I want to tell a story, I wonder if Ziqing is willing to listen to it?" ”
"Listen up," said in anticipation.
Lu Bu stood up, slowly walked to the center of the big tent, looked at the top of his head, sorted out his thoughts and said slowly: "More than thirty years ago, a middle-aged man named Lu Liang from a poor family in Wuyuan County finally had his own son after three daughters, this little boy gradually grew up, and when he was seven years old, he found that his strength far exceeded that of his peers, and it can be regarded as the divine power of the gods. This made her three older sisters very jealous, but with the doting of his parents, the little boy was still very happy. However, when the little boy was eleven years old, he beat the son of the county guard, the cause of the incident was that the gentleman insulted his parents as pariahs, and wanted to molest his second sister, coincidentally beat the boy who was five years older than him forever lost his human ability, the county guard was furious, sent troops to arrest him, his parents in order to protect him, let him escape overnight, the little boy desperately fled into the distant primeval forest, the little boy lived alone in the forest with full of anger, and often fought with wild beasts in order to fill his stomach. After three years, one day he met a Taoist, that was his master, the master did not tell him his name, but took him out of the forest, taught him martial arts, and took him to travel all over the world, and after another three years, the little boy grew up, seventeen years old, although he had a body of martial arts, but he did not forget his hatred for a day, he quietly left the master, returned to his hometown, asked around for news of his family, and finally learned that the county guard killed his parents in anger that day, and his three sisters were also used as official prostitutes. Within a few years, he could not endure the inhuman humiliation and torture, and died one after another. Thinking of the tragic ending of his family, he was furious, broke into the Taishou Mansion alone, and killed all the Taishou family, but he was also deeply encircled, and the master came at the critical moment to help him break out of the encirclement, but the master was killed by the rebels. ”
Speaking of this, Lu Bu stopped, rubbed his red eyes, and continued: "Later, he was valued by Ding Yuan, the assassin of Bingzhou, because of his excellent skills, proficient in bows and arrows, and riding skills, and then Ziqing should also know that this person is me Lu Bu and Lu Fengxian, I know that I am from a poor background, but I want to fight a way to success with my own martial arts, I thought that Ding Yuan would be a good boss, and he took good care of me at the beginning, just like when my father was alive, so I recognized him as my father-in-law under the knock on his side." At that time, Hu Lu often invaded the border, and my father-in-law was often worried about this, and my ideal at that time was to train a strong army to help my father-in-law drive out Hu Lu. Ding Yuan has a daughter, although she is not a national beauty, but she is also beautiful like a flower, because I live in Ding Yuan's house, I can often see her, and gradually gave birth to feelings, we fell in love and made a private agreement for life, but Ding Yuan knew that after I went behind my back, I married my daughter far away to Jizhou, and then I spent a lot of money to buy off a close servant in Ding Yuan's mansion to know that in Ding Yuan's heart, I Lu Bu is just a slave, do you know what he said? ”
Lu Bu's chest rose and fell violently, suppressing the anger in his heart and said: "He said, 'Lu Bu is just a dog I raised, just give him a piece of meat and a bone, how can I give him my pearl'." Ding Yuan guards against me and is suspicious of me everywhere, what is the official position he gave me, it is the master book, let me be the master book for a person who has not read many books, don't you say it's ridiculous? How to lead the troops and how to fight in the main book. Why, because he didn't want me to lead the army, he was afraid of me, he was wary of me, he took it out when he used it like a night pot, and he remained aside when he didn't use it. People respect me a foot, I respect people, I haven't read any books, I only know that there is kindness to repay kindness, and revenge will be avenged. Later, Ding Yuan came to Luoyang and had a conflict with Dong Zhuo. When Li Su found me, I turned against Ding Yuan, I don't know what Confucian benevolence, righteousness, etiquette, wisdom and faith, I only know who can keep me from being bullied, who can give me power and wealth, then I will follow whom, plus I have a long-standing grudge with Ding Yuan, so I killed him and took his head to Dong Zhuo. As he spoke, Lu Bu picked up a glass of wine and drank it all. Gao calmly waited for Lu Bu's next words, because he knew that Lu Bu still had a lot to say, and sometimes it was not easy to be a good listener.
"No matter how cruel and unkind Dong Zhuo is, what he does is indignant to people and gods, but at first it was really good to me, he named me a cavalry captain, and later moved to Zhonglang General and Duting Marquis, but it is not worthy of the name. is named General, but in fact he is still his bodyguard. There is almost no chance of leading troops to war. Later, every time the old man Dong was unhappy, he lost his temper with me, and he beat me with his hands, and he didn't treat me as a human being at all. I, the general, have only been on the expedition once in the Xiliang Army, and the old man Dong is not worried about me, an outsider, so he sent Hu Zhen from the Xiliang Department to go with me and hinder each other. The result is obvious, he can't defeat Sun Jian, and he returns in vain. In addition, I am only responsible for the safety of Old Man Dong, or help him look at his home, but Old Man Dong didn't expect that at my upright and strong age, his mansion is mostly full of beautiful wives and concubines, and Old Man Dong enters the palace every day to stay on the dragon bed, rapes the concubines of the palace, and the number of times he goes home is absolutely limited, otherwise how can I help him take care of the house, and the concubine of the old man Dong is at the age of a wolf and a tiger, so ...... Hehe," Lu Bu said this, and his face rarely blushed.
"Understood, understood" Gao Ping also smiled ambiguously.
"Later, Wang Situ married his goddaughter to me, I didn't want to be taken by the old man Dong, at that time I gave birth to the heart of killing the old man, I don't know what Kuang Fu Sheji, the righteousness of saving the country and saving the people, I just want to move the mountain above my head, no one wants to suppress me, don't want to bully me, I want to have my own strength, I want real rights, I want the world to look up to me, maybe Wang Yun saw this, so he used a serial scheme, but I was willing to get into the scheme, I just wanted to kill Dong Zhuo, After killing Dong Zhuo, I was also promoted again to General Fenwu, False Festival, Yibi Sansi, and promoted to Wenhou, and Wang Yun was in charge of the government together. Whoever looks down on me, who bullies me, I will kill whoever Ding Yuan treats me as a dog, Dong Zhuo treats me as a slave, so I kill them, what infamy, what rumors, I don't care, the principle of my work is not to be righteous in the world, and I don't ask who is worthy of whom, as long as I am worthy of my heart, what I think, I will put it into action. ”