26, breakthrough

No matter what, I still accepted Jiejie's persuasion, that is, I did not rush to personally bring someone to find the Qingyuan layman, but sent someone to invite the other party to come to the mansion to negotiate, as for myself, I stayed in the mansion very peacefully, and then I began to study the "Xuangong" in Tianxuanlu more seriously.

Saying this, it doesn't mean that I haven't seriously studied Xuangong before, on the contrary, I have been seriously groping, but unfortunately, the Tianxuanlu given to me by Chen Ke'er is not so easy to understand, no matter how many times I try, the result is that I can't do it.

In this era of war, as a person from modern times, I didn't use my authority to sing songs and the like night and night, my life is very orthodox, although occasionally I will have a very pleasant hey with Jiejie, but it really can't be called lewdness, promiscuity, it's just a normal relationship between men and women, in modern times, the frequency of similar things I do will not be much worse, what is lacking is the passion that will only exist between me and her.

The rest of the time, I can say without exaggeration that I have a full schedule every day, and I work harder and more tired than many people think.

It's just that I'm not the kind of person who will tell others about my grievances, so I hardly show my negative emotions such as unhappiness and exhaustion.

But the people around me really know one thing, that is, I really work hard, and most of them will be infected by me, and follow me to work hard and dedicated.

The corresponding situation will make me feel more or less gratified!

I also know that this world is very big, I don't want to be in a corner, but I have lofty ideals and goals, and now I can't stop and enjoy happiness, just like what I knew with Jiejie at the beginning: people don't fight hard, life is in vain, people are not bitter and tired, life is tasteless!

Of course, these are all digressions for me now, in fact, I have to spare more time than before to think about the Tianxuanlu that Chen Ke'er gave me.

Maybe it's because I've been worrying about too many things these days, so in my serious meditation, I fell asleep unconsciously, and when I woke up, it was already late at night, and the silence outside the window was abnormal, and the cold evening breeze blew in, making me feel a corresponding chill.

I got up and went to the closet next to me to look for clothes, and I couldn't help but stop, because the moment I opened the cabinet, I saw the pitch black in the cabinet, and the black space gave me a very different feeling.

It's a strange feeling, but it's real.

It's the most real feeling that I've been studying Tianxuanlu these days!

Call!

The evening breeze blew in through the window again, and I was clever for a while, and then without a hint of hesitation, I jumped out of the window, and sat cross-legged at the mouth where the wind blew.

I was engrossed, and the evening breeze kept blowing on me, which made me feel quite cold, but I ignored it, and sat intently.

In my continuous efforts, I was excited to find that I had succeeded, because at this time, the evening breeze that blew by me no longer passed by me as before, and they began to stop beside me, at first just a little bit, and then more and more.

At the very end, my whole body was completely surrounded by qi, and at this time, I suddenly experienced the corresponding feeling mentioned above in Tianxuanlu: people are in qi, qi is in people, chaotic, and wonderful.

It was also that I was too excited, which caused my whole body to deflated like a punctured balloon in the next moment, and the atmosphere that had been around my body was also dispersed.

When I regrouped, I couldn't grasp the feeling.

I really feel tired and don't love, I don't understand why the same method, the first time it works, but the second time, I can't?

What's going on here?

I began to look for the cause, but to my dismay, I couldn't decipher the situation......

For the next few days, I struggled with this corresponding proposition, and I couldn't extricate myself.

For me, I know very well that by solving this key, I can really open the door to the magic of Xuangong, otherwise, I ......

I was so nervous that after a few days, I fell ill.

Jiejie came to see me, but she couldn't take good care of me, and I felt that she seemed to feel a little different from before, on the contrary, Chen Keer, who I thought was just a daughter, could be by my side and take care of me carefully, which made me deeply perceive that people can't look good, and the sea can't fight.

Who knew that Chen Keer, who seems to be pampered, is so good at taking care of people, but the always considerate cleanliness is not, and later I learned through casual chats with Chen Keer that she had taken care of her critically ill grandfather before, and when her mother was sick, she also took care of her, so she was quite experienced.

But these are not important to me, what I really care about is the key to cultivating Xuangong that is bothering me.

Jie Jie said that I can't continue to meditate like this, because this is completely a state of going mad, even if I hope that even though I can get everything, I will also adopt a better attitude to face it, after all, although cultivating Xuangong requires hard work, it is more about talent, opportunity and luck.

Just like painting and composing poetry, ordinary people can paint and write poetry, but when inspiration comes, the level of painting and poetry is obviously higher than that of ordinary people, and there may even be amazing works.

Although I understand the truth that if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, but I really don't have anything else to think about when I am lying in the hospital bed, so I still put my mind on it.

On this day, a group of generals from the army came to see me, and I was very happy to see them, because after all, there were many teammates who had fought side by side with me, and I talked to them about things in the army, and to my surprise, they were not speculative with me, they gave me a very different feeling, I only felt that they seemed to be deliberately avoiding me.

"Is something wrong?" I said sternly to one of the generals.

The other party hurriedly said: "My lord, it's okay!" ”

"Are you really okay?" My eyes were sharp, the other party didn't dare to look at me, and the whole person was even more in a cold sweat.

And looking at his appearance, I naturally knew the answer, and I said coldly: "I'll give you another chance!" ”

"Your Excellency." The other party panicked, and at this moment, Wang An on the side stood up at the right time: "My lord, let me come on." ”

I don't know why, after seeing Wang An stand up, I really felt a little bad, and even I couldn't say why, but I was sure that it wouldn't be a good thing!