Chapter 174: The Guilty Man
"In the morning spirit fruit, no one has ever picked so many at one time, this is a blasphemy against nature. ”
Rui Wen looked at the large pile of fruits that Chen Xi took out and said lightly.
"You shouldn't pick so much. ”
Rui Wen shook her head at Chen Xi.
"You will be disgusted by nature, which never treats greedy people. ”
Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, and took the fruit with his hand.
"No, I think you're mistaken, I did buy a lot of fruit from Presidium, but I kept most of them in storage rings, they wouldn't rot, and I gave a large part of them to the lovely animals, most of which they gave back to me. ”
Chen Xi waved his hand, he probably guessed what this custom meant, these fruits are indeed called spiritual fruits, and they are full of magic power, which means that they are more treated by those microorganisms, and they will rot faster.
But don't worry about it in the storage ring.
"You've been rewarded by those spirit beasts!"
Rui Wen said in a tone, looking at Chen Xi with some surprise and asked.
"If we're wrong, these fruits shouldn't be considered what I robbed!"
Chen Xi was stunned when asked, thought about it carefully, and said a little timidly.
"I retract what I said before, you should not be disgusted by nature, but you have been favored by nature, and those natural spirits have probably felt the kind smell of you. ”
I have lived here for more than ten years, and the villagers have always been a little ...... because of their faults It wasn't until one time I was given a spirit fruit by a spirit beast that these things got better, and they said that it was the newborn land that chose to forgive me. ”
Rui Wen said, in the middle of a pause, she didn't want to mention those past things.
"If I have to say anything, they call me the Holy One, well, in Preshidian I have been given a gift of nature, so the elders there. ”
Chen Xi doesn't like to show off or anything, just because the person in front of her is Rui Wen, and she is also the chosen one in this world.
Therefore, Chen Xi didn't cover up too much, of course, about the most core things, he didn't tell these people, this kind of relationship is the most fundamental thing for him, he only talked to a very few people.
"Nature's gift! You may be much kinder than I am!"
Rui Wen cried and laughed, made it at the table, picked up a spirit fruit in her hand, and ate it slowly.
The green fruit is not bitter, a gentle sweetness slowly fills the taste buds, and a feeling of being illuminated by the morning sun appears on her, warm, making her slowly close her eyes.
This feeling is really enjoyable, but the people here will not easily pick the spirit fruit, only those spirit fruit farmers will make a career out of it, they will sacrifice to the spirit of nature, and then obtain the qualification to pick, and the number will be limited by the degree of piety, the richness of the sacrifice.
And these ordinary village names, they only get the opportunity to pick spirit fruits during large-scale sacrifices, and before being forgiven by the spirit of nature, Rui Wen didn't even have this opportunity.
"Good taste, really, envy you!"
Rui Wen laughed softly, she still looked young, but she seemed to be much older.
"Are you really, willing to be a farmer here forever?"
After thinking about it for a long time, Chen Xi still asked, a powerful person, she should stay in a meaningful position instead of wasting her time here.
"Why not? I haven't finished my redemption yet. ”
"But the villagers, the spirits of nature have forgiven you. ”
Chen Xi didn't believe that there was any natural spirit here, of course, all this happened secretly told Chen Xi that there was some invisible existence that cared for everything.
"No, I haven't forgiven myself yet. ”
A bitter smile appeared on Rui Wen's face, she had caused a lot of grief here, but she was chosen by the people here, chose to forgive, and was saved by the balance, but she still didn't forgive herself, even if she was qualified to pick the spirit fruit now, she had never been.
"Recognizing one's mistakes is the first step to salvation, and forgiving oneself is the second step. ”
Chen Xi looked at Rui Wen and said that he could say this naturally to others, but it was difficult for him to do it himself.
"Daddy used to say that......"
Riven fell silent suddenly, staring at the table for a long time without speaking.
“...... The first step is simple, but the second step is hard, it's hard to ......"
Chen Xi was stunned, and the two also fell into silence, they looked at each other, and they both saw the same sense of weight.
Many times, the burden behind them will become heavier and heavier, and the backlog of grief will be deeply carved into the bones for a long time.
"Maybe we're the same, I've brought hatred and displacement to too many people, and even though I'm just a small cog in the chariot, maybe a little rusty, but when the flood comes, the mud and sand in it won't be innocent. ”
Chen Xi said slowly as if he sighed, he had only been in that sharp war machine for half a year, and the heavy guilt made him a little breathless, Noxus never cared what innocents looked like, they slaughtered civilians like eradicating innocent stones in front of a chariot, but they didn't know that they had been there since the beginning!
Rivien existed as a vanguard in the Noxus Legion, and was deeply involved in it at the beginning of the war.
Although she didn't know what she was going on at the time, when everything was naked and physically presented to her, all the grief would rush like a bank and be unstoppable.
Therefore, the person in front of her bears a heavier weight than herself, especially in Ionia, where she has been tormented, and no one understands that she hates herself.
"You shouldn't be like this!"
After thinking about it for a long time, Chen Xi said this sentence with some solemnity.
"What?"
"You should not be so idle, but you should stand in front of you, and redeem yourself with the sword that your enemies have given you, and the sword that you once used to turn into a shield. ”
Chen Xi's words were a little unclear, but Rui Wen vaguely understood something, but she didn't speak.
"You know, Noxus never flinched, they would not give up a fertile ground like Ionia, after the defeat of the war, they never considered the mistakes of the war, but the blunt of the sword, he will come back, at that time, you should take that sword and use it to redeem yourself!"
Chen Xi never believed that by letting go of himself, he could let go of his sins, those things would not be moved by time, and the blank dust would only allow the scars to be covered, not disappear.
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