Chapter 276: The Burden in My Heart

A touch of fresh breeze blows on the face, and half a chill enters the heart. Two people, two jugs of wine, a sigh, a laugh, the sigh is true, but the laugh is a bitter smile. Different roofs, the same two people, but the mood has changed.

Yue Shao'an played with the wine gourd that Liu Bonan handed him, poured a sip of wine, and sighed very unsightly, saying, "You still replaced this wine gourd with iron after all." ”

"Wrong!" Liu Bonan shook his head and said, "It's silver." I'm so lazy and I'm a ruler, do I use an iron talk? ”

"Could it be that you still use this thing to prop up the faΓ§ade?" Yue Shaoan said with slight disdain: "Then why don't you get a jade?" ”

Liu Bonan ignored the meaning of his words, and said indifferently: "The jade is not pinched." ”

"......" Yue Shao'an was speechless, raised his head and poured another sip of wine, put the wine jug on the rubble on the ridge, raised his head, and looked at the cold moon, the moonlight shone on his face, slightly desolate, he didn't move, just said softly: "Tomorrow morning, everyone in the world should know the news of the emperor's death." ”

"Hmm!" Liu Bonan held the wine jug, hummed softly with a calm face, and stopped speaking.

"The fifth prince is about to ascend the throne, what do you think?" Yue Shaoan turned his head, frowned slightly, looked at him and asked, "And your father's matter, what are you going to do?" ”

Liu Bonan turned his head to glance at him, then turned his head again, as if he didn't want to bring up the topic, but after a moment of silence, he answered his question.

"The fifth prince ascended the throne, it is a natural thing, I don't have any ideas, the only idea is to hope that he can win people's hearts as soon as possible and take back the lost land, I am willing to be a pawn. As for Liu Zongyan......" Speaking of this, his expression darkened slightly, and he continued: "He's sorry for my mother, I don't plan to forgive him. ”

Yue Shao'an nodded, he didn't have too many thoughts about the matter of the fifth prince, so he agreed with Liu Bonan's words, however, he didn't have a father since he was a child, and he yearned for his father more than ordinary people, looking at the discord between Liu Bonan's father and son, but he was a little regretful, so he persuaded and said: "Although, I don't know what happened back then, but after all, he is your father, and it is not a way to go on like this, for the old man, it is better to write a little more relief......

Liu Bonan interrupted him with a wave of his hand, and said: "There is no need to mention this matter again, how to do it, I naturally have a sense of proportion in my heart." ”

Yue Shaoan shook his head helplessly and remained silent.

Liu Bonan's voice rang out again: "When are you going to handle your marriage with Ruyan?" ”

"The family and country are in trouble, let's let this matter go for a while!" Yue Shao'an moved out of a family and pressed down on the hat, from a long time ago, Liu Bonan had urged this matter, but now, he didn't know how to refuse.

Liu Bonan listened to his words, of course, he didn't think that he would really take his family and country so seriously, with Liu Bonan's understanding of him, he knew that he still had concerns in his heart, and now he couldn't let go, so he didn't force him, but he ignored his far-fetched reason, turned his head and said: "You are a person who is determined to make trouble for yourself, I really don't understand you, the more emotions a person has, the greater the pressure he bears." But I don't know if you are tired or not, like me, only Mo'er is alone, and there has never been any trouble for you. ”

Liu Bonan's tone of voice was more like the words of a friend and a brother. Therefore, Yue Shaoan didn't think that this eldest brother was driving away his rival for his sister-in-law, he shook his head and smiled bitterly: "You are not me, of course I don't understand my feelings, one more person, one more responsibility, a little bit, I don't deny it, but what they have paid for me has already passed my dedication, this kind of happiness, you can't experience it, of course, you can't experience the bitterness inside." ”

"I can't understand it, but you don't necessarily know how much, I am tired of carrying such a heavy burden every day, I look ......"

Yue Shaoan glanced at him. "Again, you're not me, so it's impossible for you to know how I feel." As he spoke, he picked up the flask and laughed at himself: "Forget it, why am I talking to you about this, drink!" After that, he poured it wildly, poured down half a gourd of wine in one go, and then said loudly: "Good wine, give me this wine gourd, it is inconvenient for you to carry two with you." He didn't wait for Liu Bonan to speak, so he covered the wine gourd and put it into his arms. Then, jumping off the roof.

"......" Liu Bonan could only shake his head in the face of this shameless request and let it go. Seeing him jump, he jumped down with him.

Yue Shao'an, who went down in advance, did not wait for Liu Bonan, and when Liu Bonan came down, he had already entered the house. After Yue Shaoan said goodbye to Liu Ruyan and Han Mo'er respectively, he got up to leave, looked at Liu Bonan, who walked in, and strode away, without saying hello again.

"What? You two? Han Mo'er looked at Liu Bonan suspiciously, not knowing what happened to the two.

However, Liu Ruyan saw some clues, and smiled slightly: "Sister-in-law, it's okay, he found out that he blamed my brother for today, but he was embarrassed to apologize, so that's it." ”

Although, Liu Ruyan said it simply, but Liu Bonan understood in his heart that things were not so simple, although Yue Shaoan was a man who refused to suffer losses and refused to bow his head, but today's matter, maybe the people present, only he can understand that Yue Shaoan is bitter in his heart, too much love debt, too much burden, and I don't know how he bears this, Liu Bonan thinks that he can't bear so much. So, he smiled as well and didn't say anything more.

Yue Shao'an came back today, until now, he has not been able to go back to his residence to take a look, he is a little worried about the Ruan sisters in his heart, as for Tian Yueling, he knows that she is safe now, so he didn't think much about it, in the past, he may follow the way of the pervert, and he will not refuse beautiful women, but now he is really tired, and the pain again and again seems to be digging meat in his heart, which makes him hurt badly, so it is difficult for him to accept new feelings now.

Walking slowly on the path of the academy, the road is very familiar, walking, he deliberately detoured to Junlan Academy, by the moonlight, looking at the closed door of the school, many past things floated in his heart, thinking, he felt sad, shook his head and sighed, and turned away.

Walking from afar, in front of the door that I don't know how many times I have walked, there are three figures, next to two identical thin figures, Xiao Si looked around, as if looking for something.

"Childe-" Suddenly, Ruan Lianxin called softly and trotted forward. Ruan Lianmeng was stunned, but he didn't move his steps, just bit his lips tightly, his eyes were already soaked with mist, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and finally came back.

Ruan Lianxin ran over quickly, threw herself into Yue Shao'an's arms, and cried whining, Yue Shao'an hugged her shoulders, his heart warmed, and gently patted her back and said softly: "Good mercy, don't cry, I'm not back." ”

Ruan Lianxin raised her eyes, stared at him with tears in her eyes, and sobbed: "Pity misses you so much......"

"I know!" Yue Shaoan lowered his head, rubbed her forehead with his cheek and said, "I miss you too!" ”

Ruan Lianxin was hugged by him and slowly approached the door, only then did she think that her sister, like herself, had not seen him for a long time, so she ran over by herself, she didn't move, so she let herself again, from childhood to adulthood, my sister was always like this, and now, even the prime minister let her, which moved her, but her cheeks turned crimson.

Although the Ruan sisters have a different experience from ordinary people, their isolated life since childhood still makes their personalities much simpler than other women, so there is no pain like Wan Yanxiang, where lovers and relatives are difficult to choose, nor are they like Ning'er's marital constraints linked to political factors, and there is no hatred and love entanglement like Zhou Longxuan. He was the only one in their hearts, and when they saw him, they were as if they had everything.

Ruan Lianxin shrank back, withdrew from Yue Shao'an's embrace, walked behind Ruan Lianmeng with a blushing face, stretched out her little hand, and pushed her sister slightly.

Ruan Lianmeng didn't look back, just slowly took a step forward and came to Yue Shao'an's side.

Yue Shaoan stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her into his arms, and at the same time, he called softly: "Pity Meng, I ......" fiercely, but his words couldn't go on. Because Ruan Lianmeng had already opened her small mouth and bit him the arm.

The pain came, Yue Shaoan closed his mouth, endured her bite, and did not move. However, Ruan Lianmeng was not a perfect face after all, and she never failed to bite him ruthlessly.

However, this was not too hard to bite, but it made his heart hurt badly, once upon a time, the woman who was in the snowflakes in the sky and bit his hand fiercely floated in his heart again.

His eyes closed slightly, and he suddenly hugged Ruan Lianmeng tightly, and said softly: "Lianmeng, I'm sorry......"

Ruan Lianmeng listened to this apology, her body softened, and her backhand wrapped tightly around his waist.

Xiao Si stood aside, watching the two girls hug Yue Shao'an and cry one after another, her eyes were full of envy, but she understood that she had not been able to enter Yue Shao'an's heart now......