"I really don't understand, even if you want to declare something, or establish some majesty, the trust of the surviving faction of the Xie family in you, it won't be like this, so"

"Death like this?"

Xie Shence smiled slightly, and Overlord Flower was a little stunned.

"Yes, what you want to say is to die."

"It may not be true that you are going to proclaim something, to set up something, but are you not always doubting, convincing yourselves to doubt, and having gray expectations for the future?"

Overlord Flower shook her head and said, "The future is too far away, and I'm not interested in some things in Buddhism." If there really was a reincarnation of past and future karma, my father probably shouldn't have died. ”

"That's not what I meant." Xie Shence smiled bitterly and denied, and then said, "I mean, you guys, in fact, haven't you ever believed that I could really do anything, right?" ”

This question is actually a statement, which is an affirmation - yes, you have not believed me.

However, this sentence does not solve anything, it simply states a fact, a fact that everyone has in their hearts, which is generally deliberately ignored.

That is to say, Xie Shence is just a small fight, which may make things changeable, but the general direction and the overall outcome are actually doomed.

Cucumber acquiesced.

In her cognition, even if, as the outside world said, the Xie family has completely collapsed, he Xie Shence still has an energy that they can't match in this country. The accumulation of hundreds of years of the Xie family is not something that can be equaled by personal bravery and the terrain of mountains and rivers.

What's more, at this time, their West Wind Collar has no advantage other than people at all.

- Even if it is a person, after seeing the things at the bottom of the Xie family's box, Cucumber thinks that the advantage of people's fighting spirit and numbers is not an advantage at all.

Therefore, the failed horse bandit is still a horse bandit, and the failed gate valve is still the gate valve after all, even if the two sides have fallen many levels at the same time, they are still on the same starting line.

In a way, that's fair.

So the previous cucumber surrendered to the previous Xie Shence - of course, this surrender is also limited, whether it is in terms of affection or reality.

Cucumber at the beginning of the project, the worst plan is nothing more than Xie Shence died, the horse bandits continued to die in the world, and if Xie Shence succeeded, then the chicken dog ascended to heaven.

The possibility of the latter is of course extremely small, but what Cucumber pursues is not this, he thinks more of the third possibility.

One thing, especially the life and death of the abundant time, there are always many accidents, and the cucumber wants to find a "similar" path between the tragic death and the glorious or, although it is not the best idea, but the difficulty is much less.

So under this premise, whether Xie Shence is dead or alive has nothing to do with the overall situation.

And in this process, the most important thing is that Xie Shence can't be too excited.

It's okay if you want to die, but please don't bother us.

Yes, we certainly shelter you, but we don't want to lose you as well, oh no, die in the same year and month.

So the best state is to thank Shence steadily, and Cucumber is looking for an opportunity that belongs to her.

Normally, this plan should be a sure bet.

Then, in late May, the cucumber's dream was shattered.

Xie Shence seemed to have thought for a long time, looked at the cucumber's eyes, and then looked at the cucumber's hand pressing the hilt of the sword, and said, "You want to kill me?" ”

Cucumber scoffed.

"I'm not as naïve as you think. I won't make any drastic moves until you're completely defeated. ”

"However, this does not mean, little marquis, you can take our lives and make any jokes."

Xie Shence nodded and said, "Understood." You're saying that this time, my actions will cause a strong backlash from Wei Liao, right? ”

The cucumber took a deep breath and said, "Yes." ”

"You see, if you continue to be low, you may still be able to accumulate strength, so that your current young power will gradually grow, it may take a while, but this wait is worth it! It's much better than what you are doing now, rushing forward! You will let the court pay attention, let the Ti Qi pay attention, let the world pay attention, and let everyone in the world who wants to kill you notice you! You're too weak, you're too conceited, you may still be immersed in the complacency of 'I'm strong', but once you're exposed to the scorching sun, you'll be melted into slag in an instant."

Xie Shence listened to the cucumber quietly, nodded with a smile, and agreed.

The cucumber was a little surprised, but not surprising.

"You're still somewhat self-aware."

Xie Shence said: "That's of course. You're right and practical. In a way, what you're saying is exactly what is best for us right now, and allow me to use us. ”

"However, unlike what you think, I think there are some things that must be broken."

"For example, you said that I must endure humiliation and not be obscure, I thought that in the current environment, hiding and hiding, I would lose a lot of opportunities."

"You said that we are weak, they are huge, and they should not be enemies head-on, but I thought otherwise, we are already very weak, and we can still live this life by planting a seed of 'I am weak' in our hearts? There are some battles that you will never win if you don't fight. ”

"Also, you must think that in the face of family and national affairs, it is necessary to be safe outside and inside, right? I actually think so, but the difference is that I don't think that it should be us who need to back down and assimilate. ”

Cucumber looked at Xie Shence, showing surprise in his eyes for the first time tonight.

"Cucumber, all the countries stand side by side, this is a troubled time, why should I be an unknown person? Why should I sacrifice my own ideas to fulfill others? And it's a bunch of people who aren't very good. If I have the ability, I can completely replace them and do something. ”

"When I first started, I actually just wanted to be a little marquis who ate and waited for death. The kind that doesn't need a knighthood. It's quite satisfying to have three or five dogs with me every day to tease the big girl with the dog, and I don't have so many ideas. But the reality is cruel, I can't live as I want. ”

"I can't live the way I want, and I don't want to live the way they gave me, so I can only break some shackles."

"I want to live a reckless life, but they don't do what they say, they don't dare to do it, so they don't let me do it. So I want to break. ”

"I want to eat and dress naturally, but every penny and grain of rice I have has the blood and sweat of others who have been squeezed, which makes me very uncomfortable. So I want to break. ”

"I want to say what I want to say and do what I want to do, but someone will always tell you, this is not good, that is not good, and in the end, I don't even dare to say and do what I should say and do. So I want to break. ”

"I want to break down the barriers, and the hypocrisy, the hypocrisy, and the depravity, and the cruelty, and I want me to be able to express my thoughts, to live freely, and to make my fellow human beings, in the sense of the word, more comfortable."

"That's what I think."

After Xie Shence finished speaking, he looked into the cucumber's eyes and asked, "Isn't this possible?" ”

"No, I'm saying, that it should be realized."

For a moment, the cucumber's expression was a little urgent.

I want the child to suddenly realize that he said the wrong thing and should correct it quickly.

"Would you like to join me?"

"Yes."

"Even if it's full of thorns?"

"Even if it's full of thorns along the way."

"Even if it's sharp along the way?"

"Even if it's a mountain of swords and a sea of fire."

"Even if it sweats blood?"

"Even if I die, I will not give up."

"Comrade Cucumber!"

"Thank you, little marquis, comrade."

The two hands were clasped together, and the joints of the two were a little white because of the excessive excitement and force.

After a long time, Xie Shence sighed and said, "I'm honored. ”

Cucumber pulled out his hand, lowered his head, couldn't see his expression, and said lightly: "I don't know what the road ahead is, but I like what you said, so I'm willing to give it a try with you." ”

Xie Shence said in a deep voice: "This must not be a matter of one or two days, nor is it a matter of one person or two, or even a matter of a lifetime or a few hundred years of tens of millions of people." You have to be prepared. ”

Cucumber shook her head and said, "You're wrong. I'm prepared. ”

"When the bandits of Taihang Mountain were prosperous, they said that there was no superiority, they did a lot of work, many people participated, and everyone was afraid of tens of thousands of troops. But they ultimately failed. But they failed, and when people shook their heads and said that they couldn't help themselves, they also remembered the four words "no superiority". ”

"Twenty years forward, when my father was at his peak, he also said that saving the people no matter how high or low. At that time, Shandong Dao, Hebei Dao, that is, Huaiyang Dao, Jinyang Dao, all had his disciples and believers. But in the end, he was killed by the government. Nowadays, few people may know who Huang Yinglin is, but when it comes to General Takeoff, people with a little insight know and know why he was killed by the government back then. And then there are others, like me, who are sticking to what he did. ”

"Death is inevitable, the predecessors said that death has Mount Tai Hongmao, said that although thousands of people go alone, say that although they can't yearn for it, listen to your words, I am probably in this mood."

Xie Shence was stunned and said, "You are the second, it is amazing to have this kind of thought." ”

"I know a lot of people who are very talented, very capable, and very thoughtful, but in the end they can't go on, so there is only a handful of loess left. I admire some people, like Lao Sima, like my grandfather, like Wang Lao Shangshu, as well as my uncle, Sima Yu, and Qu Tanmo, Zhang Kouzhi farther away, but admiration is admiration, I am not all the way with them. ”

"They may think bigger, I pay more attention to the individual, maybe I can't compare the superior, or the vast majority of people say that I am narrow and ignorant, they are tall, but thousands of years later, from the perspective of history, it is not necessarily the case."

"You are the second person who agrees, and is willing to fight, and maybe inadvertently, we have made history."

Cucumber was shocked, then shook his head and said: "Create history, you are wrong, how can anyone write history?" You are too arrogant than yours, I am more curious, who is the first one. ”

"Huh?"

"I ask you, you say I'm the second, so who is the first?"

"Oh, this."

Xie Shence smiled: "The first one, he's a piece of wood, it's very boring, and"

"And what?"

"He's married."

"Becoming you!"

"Hey, don't be angry, talking about playing, he has a child, and my Jasmine is a baby kiss."

"Thank God"

(PS: About breaking this, breaking that, I wrote very hi, I don't know how you guys look.) There will definitely be people who say nonsense, that it is impossible or something.

What I want to say is, yes, you're right, that's not possible, in such a backdrop.

But I'm looking at it through the eyes of a time-traveler. Of course, democracy or anything will not be said directly, but since tradition has bound our body and mind, I want to get rid of it, and it is relatively appropriate to break out at this node that is questioned and disfavored.

I'm talking about relative appropriateness, because I don't know if there would be a more appropriate point if I wrote about the ministers again. But for me at this time, it is very appropriate.

Whew, and then said something very heart-wrenching. The leader bought clothes for the father-in-law, looked at it for three or four days, and finally bought it today, the last one, and then when he tried on shoes in another store, he turned around and was taken away, and the leader was sad for an afternoon, and I was also sad.

I'm not married yet, but it's not too early to think about it.

It's a holiday right away - in fact, the early ones are already happy at home, I want to say, play well at home, pay attention to safety on the road, and have to go to work tomorrow like me, rest early, good night

PS part does not need money. ）