The child she thinks is the most obedient, the most at the mercy, and the most unassertive. In her eyes, he is not even a human being, at best he is a dispensable puppet.

But there was a fiery heart hidden under his indifferent expression.

The rescued Li Youran let the people take her to a barren place, and she sat on the ground with inconvenient legs and feet, without even a thank you.

Until a fire lit up beside him, and white smoke kept rising up.

She moved her long eyelashes, her desireless eyes flashing with fire, "You take off your mask." ”

The 'life-saving benefactor' who was throwing the twig into the fire trembled between his fingers.

Without making a sound, he covered himself tightly.

This girl shouldn't recognize herself.

Ignore her words and continue to burn the fire.

Li Youran moved his mouth, and his eyes were still the same: "Ji Pu." ”

The two words that seem to be calm contain too many feelings for her.

Secretly calculated, this is already the eighth year.

A person's life can have several eight years.

"How do you know it's me?"

Surprised, Ji Pu took off his mask, he was already sweating profusely, and reached out to tear off the collar of his tightly wrapped clothes.

Li Youran didn't raise his eyes, and said tiredly, "Feeling." ”

There are thousands of people in the world, and you are the only one who makes me throb.

She had read a book, and she couldn't remember the name.

One of those sentences is still unforgettable.

As long as you show up, everyone is bleak.

In her eyes, except for Ji Pu, the rest are irrelevant, and they are all black and white backgrounds.

After being recognized, Ji Pu, who had always emphasized that he only had friendship with her, opened his mouth to explain, "I came when I heard Mu Xiaoxiao's whistle, but I didn't expect to see that the prince wanted to kill you." ”

He spoke slowly in the second half of the sentence, sounding like he was worried about her.

"That's my own fault."

Li Youran was not cold, and his attitude of putting life and death aside made Ji Pu angry.

"According to you, I'm nosy."

He shot back.

Li Youran looked at him with empty eyes, "En." ”

A faint answer.

What is she hoping for?

Every time she saw Ji Pu, it was precious, and she wanted to stop time, but today she didn't want to see him at all.

The two men were silent for a long time, nothing but the sound of a match cracking.

It was also dark, and Ji Pu knew that sending her back was a desperate push, and he would definitely not do it.

My mind kept thinking about where to place her.

"When the prince wanted to kill me, it was the most relaxed moment I have had in eight years."

Li Youran's greedy memories were comfortable for a moment.

The smile on his lips stung Pu's eyes.

They had known each other for eight years, but he was not even qualified to comfort her.

No one responded, she still said to herself, with no expectation in her eyes, "Queen Mother, Dad." My mother left a scar on my body. And you have left an indelible scar on my heart. ”

How ridiculous, loved ones, loved ones, friends.

Looking back on her life, all she got was Li Tairan's pity.

Ji Pu seemed unmoved, but in fact, his heart was overturned.

He forced himself again and again to be ruthless and forced her to leave.

Now, she was forced to look like this by herself, how could he continue to cover up his mistakes with the excuse of being good for her.

It's just a wrong step.

He couldn't go back.

"I don't ask you to love me."

She paused, "I've been cheap all these years. ”

I've given you countless opportunities to hurt me, and I'm still a moth to the fire.

If Li Youran looked up at this time, he might be able to see that the forbearant Ji Pu's face had already changed.

"For the sake of the same door, I want to ask you for one thing."

At last...... In the end, you're good to go.

Ji Pu forcibly held back the thought of hugging her, and several firewoods in his hands were broken, and he threw them into the fire one by one, keeping calm, "What's the matter?" ”

Li Youran, who had his every move in mind, easily heard that his words were mixed with different feelings than before, but she still lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him.

It's like a fish that keeps loading glass, and if it hits too much, it will be scared, and even if one day people take the glass away, the fish still doesn't dare to swim to the area where it has been injured.

She had looked him in the eye with hope countless times, but each time it was in vain, and there was only disdain and indifference in his eyes.

Sometimes she wondered if Ji Pu knew who was standing in front of him.

Exhaled Rulan, "Kill me." ”

Her words were especially clear in the night sky.

These three words are like a knife stuck in Ji Pu's chest, and it is difficult to feel comfortable.

Li Youran!

You're crazy!

The heart was already turbulent, and he still pretended to be indifferent, "What does it matter to me whether you are dead or alive?" ”

"Huh."

The corners of Li Youran's mouth pulled out a wry smile that seemed to be nothing.

Now she doesn't have a heartache to listen to these cruel words.

"Then you don't have to save me."

She was talking about Ji Pu rescuing her from the Prince's side.

Why do you want to die?

Am I really making you so miserable?

"Why me?"

Is it bad to love others?

With your talent and the crown prince are childhood sweethearts, the position of the crown princess belongs to you.

You should have been clothed and fed, looking down on the world.

Why exhaust everything on me.

Li Youran thought he was asking why he was chosen to kill her.

Like a hollow valley: "Because you are the source of all my pain." ”

She didn't look up the whole time, unable to see the unabashed sadness in his eyes.

All the pain.

Ji Pu silently read her words in his heart.

He was desperate for her happiness more than anyone else in the world.

It was when their disagreements began.

"You must think it's unfair that I'm imposing all my faults on you."

Li Youran muttered softly, "You didn't do anything wrong, it's not your fault that you don't love me." ”

"It's my fault."

He took it casually.

It's not my fault if I don't love you.

It's my fault that I love you.

Li Youran's disheartened heart began to beat violently again.

She carefully scrutinized what was in Ji Pu's words, was he acquiescing, he loved her?

！

Soon she denied her idea again, Ji Pu won't, it's been eight years!

He has dragged himself into the abyss of pain for so many years, who can be so ruthless.

"I forgive you."

She has never hated him, "You killed me, and we have been cleared up in the past eight years." ”

She had enough of the painful struggles.

It may be that the night is dark, and he is drunk.

It may also be that he finally figured out that pushing her out all the time will only increase her sadness, not happiness.

Unprecedentedly, Ji Pu didn't attack her with words, "Li Youran, you are not the only one who has suffered in the past eight years. ”

In the past eight years, it is uncertain who has been better off than whom.

She dreams of getting Ji Pu's love, and she puts Ji Pu in the highest position in her life.

All her emotions are intimately connected to him.

She can fall alone, she can lick her wounds alone, she can even die alone.

Eight years of pain, eight years of nightmares, eight years of life worse than death.

All along, she thought that what she was afraid of was not getting his love.

At this point, she realized that what she feared most was to get his love.

If you love me, how can you be willing to let me live in hell.

If you love me, I will hate you.