Speak from the heart.

I worked in the project, graduated in one or three years, and now, I have been working for two years and three months.

On a construction site, untouched. The first year of Chinese New Year is spent on the construction site, which is a stage that new graduates must go through.

The company is a state-owned enterprise, and in terms of oil and gas construction, to put it bluntly, it is actually to build a factory, which is similar to that of real estate construction. But when it comes to the hardships of the environment, it must be harder than the real estate industry.

As we all know, factories are rarely built in urban areas, most of them are in industrial parks, and some are even in remote mountainous areas, and there are dozens of kilometers of roads from the nearest towns.

Fortunately, my construction site is in a village, in an industrial park, and it is not a remote mountainous area. At least every five days, on the fourth and ninth days of the lunar calendar, you can also buy some fruits to improve your food.

Everyone knows that the food in the north is not as good as that in the south, and the air quality is not good. I, a southerner, really can't get used to it, and after a year in the north, my feet that have never cracked are also chapped and bleeding, not in the winter, but in the summer. Not only the feet, but also the inside of the nose were bloodshot.

The environment is almost almost, but in the construction site, there is also its own cook, although there is no big fish and meat, but each meal also has two meat and one vegetable, but also with the network cable, leisure time on the Internet, the treatment is not bad, right?

It's really good, otherwise it's only been two years of work, how could you have grown twenty or thirty pounds of meat all of a sudden?

But when it comes to the future, I'm really not sure. After graduating from the bachelor's degree, I will be twenty-three when I come out, and I will work for two years, twenty-five, and by one or six years, I will soon be twenty-six years old.

At this stage, what is being considered? Marriage, house. Without it, that's all.

But can my job bring me a house? Can it bring me marriage? The answer is of course no, project work, some brothers should understand, they are away all the year round, and the number of times they go home is really very small, and my girlfriend almost broke up because of this.

Besides, the salary, more than 4,000 people in hand, to buy a house? Even in my hometown, a small city with an average room of about 4,000, if you want to buy a house, you have to pay a down payment of tens of thousands, right?

After paying a down payment, you have to renovate, right? It's all overhead.

The family is rural, and the parents do not have savings. In recent years, it may be that they have seen the pressure of my marriage, my mother is fifty years old, and she is still working three shifts in the factory in the town, with lack of sleep and low blood sugar, which is a salary of two or three thousand a month.

My father has a pain in his waist, and his stomach is not good, and he also goes out of the village to catch snakes, subsidize the family, and is exposed to the sun and rain all year round, and the black is not good, and the skin on his neck is shed.

I see all this. I really want to say, don't do it, second elder, let me support you and let you live a good life.

But every time the words came to my lips, I didn't say them. Because I'm embarrassed? No, it's not, because I know that even if I say it, it's not true. With a salary of more than 4,000, can you make your parents live a good life? Can you make your daughter-in-law live a good life?

What a dream!

I regret that I didn't study hard at the beginning, and I was obviously admitted to the first middle school in the city, but I indulged here, and in the end I only went to one or two books. During college, I didn't learn professional knowledge well and wasted my youth.

But does regret work? It didn't work. All the causes are self-inflicted, so the consequences of the future must be borne by oneself.

I don't want anything more than to use my hobby of writing to make buying a house no longer a luxury, so that the two elders in my family can rest and enjoy the life that should be their age.

I am not writing this to gain sympathy, but that it is what it is. I just drank with the project secretary, secretary, what a tall two words, but in a project like ours, for some reasons, it is only more than 3,000 salaries, which is not as good as us.

Leave? How easy is it for a person who has not studied professional knowledge seriously, a person who graduated from engineering but has worked on the construction site for two years?

Writing is a hobby, but for me, it is also a hope, a dream.

The above is actually good as a testimonial on the shelf. But if I have something to say, I have to say it, forgive me, drink some wine, release some feelings, or stress.

Thank you.