The white clothes are like luan, entangled in the heart, lingering, and can't stay, stuck in the heart, and it is extremely uncomfortable. Parting is always too much sorrow, too much sadness, and too many scars have been drawn in my heart.

After the scars are healed, it is not left alone, and more thoughts follow.

An arrow left her behind, stabbing her in the body and his heart at the same time. Yue Shaoan thought at first that he was the darling of luck, he could meet so many women who were in love, and so many women could fall in love with him, saying that he was unlucky, but obviously not.

However, luck gave them to him, but they were taken away one by one, first Xuan'er, and then Ning'er...... Now it's fragrant again. He almost couldn't help but curse.

scolded why it tortured itself like this, although the purpose of coming here was achieved, and the people who should be saved were saved, but there was too much to lose, Long Xiaofeng, Lao Hei, so brother......

Now the fragrance is ......

I wonder if she's getting better? Yue Shao'an has not slept for a day and a night, except for hurrying, he just sits and doesn't talk to anyone, Xiao Si has cried a few times, and it has always been Liu Ruyan who is comforting her. Yue Shaoan didn't say a word from beginning to end.

Liu Ruyan looked at his lonely figure, could only shake his head and sigh lightly, and stayed by his side. She knew that it was best to let him be quiet now, and not to say too much to disturb him, although because of his relationship, everyone rarely spoke, but the current situation seemed to be unusually much.

It was already late at night, Niu Ren and the five princes relied on the game they caught in the forest, although Wanyanman did not pursue them, but they did not know, so they did not dare to take the main road, nor did they dare to stay, and only spent the night in the forest at night.

The meat of the pheasant is very delicious, the aroma of the meat is wafting, and the beef kernels are almost roasted. pulled off a chicken leg and handed it to the fifth prince. The fifth prince shook his head and motioned for him to send it to Yue Shao'an.

Niu Ren nodded and slowly walked towards this side. Walking to Yue Shao'an's side, she was about to speak, but was stopped by Liu Ruyan, she stretched out her hand, took the chicken leg, and signaled Niu Ren to ignore this side, go to eat first, and take care of him here.

Niu Ren glanced at Yue Shaoan worriedly and left slowly, but as soon as he walked not far away, he heard a burst of singing.

Listen to you

I put aside the vigor of my arms

Lay down in the wilderness

The border between the wasteland and the sky in the wind

Faintly standing my youth

Never ask, never tell

I would like to run with my life to your trust

I treat loyalty as a color

Let it flow from the bottom of your heart every moment

There is a life path without regrets

I must have dreamed of that snow country

The quiet snow country in my heart

It is the condensed soul of the pioneer

You use red blood to comfort your promise to me

The splendor of the dawn

Leaning on the spring breeze years

You watch over my heart with crystal tears

Yue Shao'an hummed in a tune that was not available in this world, he had forgotten the original tone of the song, and his voice was blindly desolate, singing, singing, but the voice was stuck in his throat, holding it for a long time, his face was red, and in the end, it only turned into a hissing roar.

The roar of rage spread through the trees, and the birds of the forest were awakened and fluttered their wings and flew away.

roared out the air in his lungs, Yue Shaoan sat there weakly, muttered in a low voice: "Xiangxiang, you want me to listen to you, but after listening to you, my heart hurts, my heart hurts." Why do you want to do this, Ning'er is like this, and you are also like this......"

He stood up abruptly and punched the trunk of the tree in front of him: "It hurts a few more times, it hurts a few more times......

A pair of arms were wrapped around his waist, and the ground was tight, tight.

Liu Ruyan fell into his ear and cried: "It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay...... Xiangxiang must be okay, she will wait for you to find her ......"

Yue Shaoan lowered his head, turned around slowly, looked at Liu Ruyan's eyes, and suddenly asked, "Ruyan, do you think I'm a scourge?" Why didn't any of the women I was with be okay and unharmed? ”

"It's not your fault!" Liu Ruyan shook her head: "Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault." ”

Yue Shaoan smiled bitterly, and his laughter was sad: "It's not my fault, then whose fault is it?" ”

Liu Ruyan was silent, she didn't want to say that this was all the arrangement of fate, but she knew that it was pointless to say this at this time, she just lay her head on Yue Shao'an's chest, and didn't speak, as if she wanted to use her body temperature to warm his cold heart.

Yue Shaoan hugged her and said softly: "Ruyan, I feel more and more now, am I really wrong, what do I have?" Nothing, but with you, you are all good, really good, is it because it is so good, and I can't afford it? So, every time, to be tortured like this? ”

Liu Ruyan shook her head: "No, don't think like that, Xiangxiang, this is just an accident, you have done a good job." ”

"What about Ning'er?" Yue Shao'an lowered his head bitterly: "Ning'er died for me, and Xiaofeng also died...... They are all dead......" As he spoke, he raised his head suddenly, stared at Liu Ruyan and said, "Ruyan, you tell me that my life is not worth exchanging for their lives, so in exchange, how can I bear it?" ”

"It's worth it." Liu Ruyan nodded heavily and said, "It's worth it." At least, they thought it was worth it, so they chose to do it. After a while, she added, "Actually, I think it's worth ......."

Yue Shaoan shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Is it worth it?" It's not worth it at all. ”

"It doesn't matter if you think it's worth it or not. However, we think it's worth it, they traded their lives for you, are you torturing yourself like this? Liu Ruyan stared at him with faint eyes, and said word by word: "You must know that life is your own, but you are also ours, if you want to be worthy of them, you should not torture yourself like this." Xiangxiang is still waiting for you to pick her up. ”

The relationship between Liu Ruyan and Yue Shaoan has always been very delicate, although the two have a marriage contract, in terms of name, they are closer than other women, but emotionally, the two are not as close as the other women, even in the Yanjing Prince's Mansion, when the two met, Liu Ruyan's paintings, at that time, seemed to completely accept him, and he had promised him a heart, but Yue Shaoan always thought that it was just a helpless woman's subconscious reliance under certain circumstances.

It was only at this time that the two of them really became honest, and Liu Ruyan's words undoubtedly poured into his heart like a warm current, relieving his stinging heart.

He looked at her in a daze, Liu Ruyan was different from several other women, if Yin Yuqian might use a tougher way to get him out of the pain of feelings, if it was Ning'er, she might cry by his side, but only she used such a reasonable way to talk about feelings and dredge these things.

"Like smoke......" Yue Shaoan called softly, but he didn't know what to say next.

Liu Ruyan shook his head slightly: "Don't say anything, what you should do now is eat, you haven't eaten for a day and a night." She looked at his slightly chapped lips and whispered.

He nodded, didn't say anything more, just took the chicken leg she picked up from the side and took a bite.

The snow was still falling, and the thick snow "rattled" against the branches, and suddenly, with a "click", the branches could not withstand the weight of the snow, broke down, hung on the trunk, and swayed.

Liu Ruyan breathed a long sigh of relief, she knew that he still walked out, she was very worried all day and night, worried that he would be like the branch, unable to withstand the emotional weight in her heart and collapse.

At this moment, she was finally relieved......

The snowy night is always unusually long, the north wind blows again, whirring, rolling up the snowflakes and flying, the road ahead is still very long, but the snow is confusing the vision, making people not real.

But Liu Ruyan firmly believes that he can accompany him to go down, and wait until the snow stops, when the snow stops, and the field of vision is broad, the person who should appear will appear.

Xiao Si sat on the side and watched the two of them leaning together in the snow, biting her lip tightly, her heart was sour, her eyes were already swollen from crying, she had already gotten her wish and didn't have to marry the old man Suo Wangye, but can you really marry the person she wants to marry?

She looked at the snowflakes and was confused in her heart, she didn't know what Yue Shao'an was thinking in her heart, but for these, she was powerless to fight for it now, Miss sent herself to his side, but Miss was gone.

Xiao thought about Yan Xiang's arrow, and she didn't know if she was alive or dead now, the tears that had been shed for a day, just wiped dry and gushed out, a pair of hands in front of her, in her eyes, the figures of the two people in front of her were gradually blurred by tears, she couldn't see it really, she didn't want to look at it anymore, but she turned around, lowered her head and sobbed softly.

After crying for a while, suddenly, someone gently patted her shoulder, Xiao Si raised her head, looked at the handkerchief handed over by Yue Shao'an, was slightly stunned, and subconsciously took it......