86. The pain of parting
In the time of this day, two things happened, the first thing was naturally Li Cheng's suicide, which made Zhao Xuan feel very surprised, but accidents are accidents, people can't be resurrected when they die, Zhao Xuan is nothing more than setting up a strong enemy like Tuoba Kui, at least Zhao Xuan is still safe now, in this Juye Mansion, no other people can get in, so Zhao Xuan is not worried at all.
And what Zhao Xuan is really worried about is what to do when he gets out of Juye Mansion, he doesn't know anything about Tuoba Kui, and his means Zhao Xuan doesn't know at all, but Zhao Xuan knows that there is no pressure and no motivation, at least this can help him go to the next level, so he is very excited, thinking about the scene of being able to fight with the various factions in the future, Zhao Xuan can't help but be excited, and if the heirs of the Mo family and the Legalist family knew Zhao Xuan's idea, they would probably be shocked and regret telling him about it.
And the second thing is Zheng Yan's parade, although it is a parade, but how could Zhao Xuan really let Zheng Yan march along the street, he instructed Ma Feng and others to find a person of similar size to Zheng Yan in prison, and then put that person under a hood and put him on the street to parade, and those people who don't know why still think that the death row prisoner is really Zheng Yan, during the parade, eggs and rotten vegetable leaves were thrown at him, maybe this day will be his most "unforgettable" day.
That night, the parade was over, after all, there were no more pedestrians on the streets, and many people had gone home, so the officials went back with the death row prisoner.
At night, in the dead of night, in Zhao Xuan's study, Zheng Yan knelt in front of Zhao Xuan, and after kowtowing three times very seriously, he said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Mr. Xie! ”
Although it is only three short words, this already represents all his moods at the moment, and it is these three words that make Zheng Yan make up his mind, even if he is at the end of the world in this life, he will follow him.
Zhao Xuan nodded, "Okay, I'll arrange for you and Xu Song to go to the capital first, and when you get there, someone will naturally pick you up, as for me, Lao Wang and the others will go back after a while!" ”
Zheng Yan nodded, he knew that the will of the Holy Lord had not yet come down, and now Zhao Xuan had no way to leave here like this, although this was Zhao Xuan's safe haven, but the prodigal son would never be able to settle down at ease, there would always be a day when he went out, Zheng Yan kowtowed to Zhao Xuan, and then went out to prepare.
Although Zheng Yan has nothing to pack, nothing more than to bring some silver taels and clothes and some dry food when he leaves, Zheng Yan also has a mother, his father died early, his mother worked hard, and he was raised as a father and a mother, and he always had to visit his mother before leaving......
After saying goodbye to you, Zheng Yan came to the house where he was about to leave, and saw the two locust trees planted with his mother when he was a child in front of the door, and now they have long grown up, standing under the locust tree, looking up at the sun in the sky, of course, it is night at this time, and it is impossible to see the sun.
And whenever the locust flowers are ripe, his mother will always pick up the locust flowers that fell on the ground, clean them, and then wait until Zheng Yan has saved enough to eat a meal of meat buns, and when he sees the locust flower buns that make him salivate, he will always let his mother eat them first, and his mother claims that she has eaten them, and watched Zheng Yan eat the full plate of steamed buns with a smile, and then happily went to brush the plates.
Thinking of the bits and pieces of the past, Zheng Yan couldn't help but shed tears, and when he saw the familiar figure outside the door, Zheng Yan burst into tears, it was this figure, standing there waiting for him when he came back from school as a child; This is the figure, standing there waiting for him when he comes back from work as an adult, whether it is day or night, whether it is windy or rainy, that thin figure seems to contain huge energy, as long as he is still there, she will not fall.
After Zheng Yan walked in, the uncertain eyes were pleasantly surprised, and in an instant, tears flowed down like a fountain.
Seeing his mother like this, Zheng Yan hurriedly walked in front of his mother, wiped away the tears from his mother's eyes, and said softly: "Mother, isn't my son good?" You see, the body is still as good as before! ”
Zheng Yan's mother wiped the tears on her face with her hand, "Yes, yes, my son is the most promising, I don't believe what those people say, son, let's stop this master, come home, my mother will raise you, and then buy you a few rooms, ask for a daughter-in-law for you, and wait for you to give birth to a big fat boy, so that my mother can enjoy her old age in peace!" ”
Looking at his mother like this, Zheng Yan couldn't help but take back the words that came to his mouth, "Okay, good, my son is all dependent on his mother!" ”
Zheng Yan gently patted his mother's shoulder, took his mother's hand and walked into the house together.
Late at night, Zheng Yan looked at his sleeping mother in front of him, and couldn't help but have two lines of turbid tears flowing down, afraid that the crying would wake up his mother loudly, sat on the table, took a pen, ink, paper, inkstone, and wrote down the matter of leaving on the paper, looked at his sleeping mother, Zheng Yan shook his head, gently stepped forward to cover the quilt for his mother, and then quietly left with his luggage.
Zheng Yan's mother was originally the daughter of a merchant, and Zheng Yan's father's family used to be a big family, before Zheng Yan was born, his mother's family property was taken away by Zheng Yan and his uncle, and there was no penny left, and Zheng Yan's father got into gambling after inheriting the family property, and within a few days, he lost all the family property. Chose to hang himself.
What I didn't expect was that at this time, Zheng Yan's mother was pregnant with Zheng Yan, and did not listen to the will of the neighbor's grandmother to knock the child out, but gave birth to Zheng Yan alone, and when he was a little older, Zheng Yan's mother taught him to read, read and hyphenation, and when Zheng Yan reached the age of the weak crown, he tried to take the official position of the master, and it took five years to get in.
And leaving his mother for the first time didn't know if he should think about it or not, but in order for his mother to live a good life with him, he had to do it.
After leaving most of the silver taels at home and simply cleaning up the salute, Zheng Yan left the house without saying a word......
(To be continued...... )