Chapter 58: Rebirth

said last time that Na Yuxuan blamed himself for not being able to save the girl, and he felt very guilty.

"If it weren't for me

"If it weren't for me, she wouldn't have died. It's me, and I'm the one who is a great sinner, a great sinner. "

"Master, Master"

- "Don't bother me"

"Young Master Chen, my grandfather is invited."

"Get out of-

As soon as Yu Xuan heard the words of the visitor, he became even more excited, and began to throw things out.

"My grandfather said that Young Master Chen would definitely go, don't you want to go and apologize to Miss Na Ya'er."

Bang chirp –

Yu Xuan suddenly opened the door suddenly, and left with the man regardless of combing. Yu Xuan still came to this red dust building, or the nine bends and eighteen bends, or the wing room, but I'm afraid there is no more pipa sound.

Ding Ding Ding, Erdang -

"A Jiangnan minor tune, guest officer, calm down. The south of the Yangtze River is full of flowers and willows

"Official" - Yu Xuan stepped forward and pulled down the woman's veil with an arrow, and couldn't help but say.

- "No"

Same songs, same costumes, but different people.

"Official, don't you want the slave family to accompany you to drink two glasses." The woman actually came up by herself, and Yu Xuan entangled with her for a while-"Enough" Yu Xuan had never yelled at someone he didn't know.

The woman was frightened by Yu Xuan's shout, "Official, did the slave family do something wrong, the slave family punished itself with three cups." The woman picked up the glass and drank herself.

"It's not. - What's your name? Yu Xuan inexplicably asked the name of the dusty woman. - "Little Jiao"

"Oh-Jiao"

Yu Xuan actually felt a burst of disappointment at this moment.

"Stand down" - Nangong Yu came in from outside the curtain and called Xiaojiao to retreat.

Yu Xuan saw that Nangong Yu was coming, and a dog and tiger rushed to Nangong Yu to look at him, his eyes met, but he didn't say a word.

"Ya'er, what's wrong with Ya'er?"

"Oh! What's wrong with her, you say? "That Nangong rain is just right

Ahh

"If you move again, if you don't behave, I'll break your other arm" Nangong Yu suddenly scolded, and Yu Xuan's arm was tightly clasped under Nangong Yu's claws.

I saw Yu Xuan's right hand twisted into Nangong Yu's hand, but Yu Xuan had a hideous face and moaned softly. Thinking that it was just now that Yu Xuan was unable to suppress his anger and moved to fight Nangong Yu, and he was captured before he made a move.

"Take this guy down."

Yu Xuan was taken to a place, as if it was the healing infirmary.

"Does it hurt?" It was a masked girl who came to take the medicine. It's as if all of them here are masked.

"It's fine. Thanks a lot. ā€

"Is that girl named Ya'er so important to you?" The medicine girl asked.

Yu Xuan didn't want that girl to ask herself, "It's very important, because she is the one who died because of my weakness"

Everyone who dies because of himself will remember it, and the reason why he remembers it is because he doesn't think that when he can't remember, the blood on his hands has been washed away.

"Oh! If she's in front of you, then how do you face her. I mean that's what happened to her death. ā€

"How?" The girl corrected her words.

"If she comes to me and asks for her life, I'll give her back. But I owe too much to someone, and I want her to forgive, and perhaps forgive me for a while. Yu Xuan said

- "What a bad excuse"

Yu Xuan muttered in a low voice again.

"She will forgive you. Because she wants to thank you! ā€

The masked medicine girl took off her veil. - It's you

"This, this

"Do you want to know why?"

Yu Xuan was returning to sit down with Nangong Yu and talking.

"Because she's like her" Nangong Yu seemed to be a little incoherent, and she felt very profound. (This Ao)

"Do you remember the story I told you last time?" Nangong Yu asked. Yu Xuan nodded.

"The boy was only twelve years old, and he was hunted down everywhere for killing his father and insulting the saints, and he hid all day long, fearing like a rat crossing the street. It's not the enemy on the surface, it's the villain behind it who betrays him. Because the boy has been betrayed as a profit, he just believed that a person was used as a stepping stone to glory and wealth in the blink of an eye, and the boy understood that he could no longer trust a person casually. Finally, I met my former best friend, the boy's best classmate. The boy stayed there for a few peaceful nights. However, when a close friend of a classmate said that he was going out to buy a study text, something changed. ā€

The best friend of the classmate was restless and restless for a few hours after returning. Such a move began to attract the attention of the boy, who became suspicious, but could not believe it.

On a rainy night, a group of soldiers broke into the small hut, "What about people? What about criminals? "The officers and soldiers who broke in came to search for the boy, but they didn't find him.

It turned out that the boy had felt something wrong early on, and had not fallen asleep, quietly observing the situation outside the house, and setting a trap to inform that someone could know about it. But the boy was chilled again. How he didn't want the trap to move, if the trap didn't move, he didn't know, he wasn't so alert, he wasn't so sharp, how good it would be to be caught quietly!

"In fact, the boy knew that his classmate and best friend had been struggling, and he was finally ready to denounce himself for nearly half a month."

That classmate was also a supporter of Confucianism, and he used to be a friend, but that doesn't mean he will be in the future. The road is different, and it is intolerable. The boy has changed a long time since he killed his father and humiliated the saint, not the former Confucian filial son and little talent, just a dangerous rebel figure.

Later, the boy was left in the wilderness of Lingnan, and on a rainy day, he met his father-in-law, who was fighting with someone, who was a rough but loving, sometimes attentive man. He reached out to the boy with his blood-stained hand, looked at the boy, but withdrew his hand again, rubbed it on his breast, and stretched it out again. The boy didn't know what the strange man meant, but he gave his hand to the man.

It turned out that the man was the leader of the Jiangnan Jiangmeng, and the man accepted the boy as a righteous son, and he had to change the boy's name incognito, but the boy was unwilling, because the name was obtained by his mother, but he was really dissatisfied with the name. The boy changed his name and used the name of his mother, sister, and himself - Nangong Yu.

"Why do you think I'm looking for you to settle the matter of the Birth Gang?"

Yu Xuan shook his head

"Because you're like the boy you once was, and more like the boy's best friend. I know everything you've done. Killing corrupt officials does not lead to the destruction of demon women, defeating bandits, investigating murders, and going out to conquer the barbarians, these are all things that I have known since the first day I met you. "At this moment, I am like I am reforming my former self, not letting the regrets of the past happen again and repeat the mistakes of the past."

That's right???

"Later, I had power and a name for Xiaoxiao Xiyu. began to look for the mute girl who used to be, and learned that the girl committed suicide because she didn't want to be a flower girl, and her body was fed by the old bustard and placed in the hall as a signboard. ā€

"Then how do you deal with that old bustard" Yu Xuan asked, "You are not a merciful person, you are not a person who can let this kind of person go casually"

"Hmph-"

Yu Xuan asked, Nangong Yu raised his glass again, exhaled and said slowly, "I let that old bustard also taste the taste of selling it in her sixties, and I also waxed her into a bacon statue, and put her in the position where the dumb girl had stood for thirteen years." But I demolished the house. It became a torii. ā€

"S—

"I once asked my mother why she wanted to be like my father, and she didn't say anything, she just avoided me. It's always been a mystery in my mind. Later, I also looked up, and my mother's question that had been bothering me for more than ten years, and the answer I got was"

"Once a noble lady Huanghua was deceived and raped because she once entered the temple to make a vow. Then there was the man's child. The heads of the noble families were ruthlessly swept out of the house for the shame of the unchaste family, and the reason why the ugliness of the family could not be publicized, and the woman gave birth to the child by a stream not long after she went out because she was pregnant. Named Rain Creek. Because it was a woman's family and had a child, she had no choice but to run to find the animal responsible for her violence, changed her name, and became a parent. ā€

"Because I was quietly swept out of the house by my family, no one knew that the noble family once had such a girl named 'Nangong Yu'. From now on, there will only be a lonely widow of the Yu family surnamed Yu Nanzi Palace. Later, the woman gave birth to another baby girl, named Gong Nan. ā€

"Mother's lifelong wish, in addition to our brother and sister growing up happily, is to return to our own family and return to the family tree ranking to enter the family ancestral hall."

"You're too much of a look. Like a mother, like Xiao Gongnan, whether it is your personality or experience, it is the same mold as me, even the mother and lover are the same. But luckily you have a good father and a good husband for your mother. ā€

"Isn't that Ya'er also like that dumb girl," Yu Xuan asked suddenly.

The corners of Nangong Yu's mouth raised slightly, turned around and said, "Well, that was when I was looking for fun with someone once." At first, Na Ya'er was so scared when she saw that she couldn't speak, and I thought I had met a dumb girl again. But no. I actually felt sad at that time, but unfortunately I bought Na Ya'er later, because I grew up without parents and no name, and I was like seeing my brother, which was very cute. I named her Ya'er."

"Then why did you betray and use her?"

"Hmph" Nangong Yu didn't say a word, just drank wine, and replied half-paid, "Did I ever tell you that things in the world are not going well, and things that go against your will must be done." "But that's because there's a give-and-take, because there's something more important." Now for you - is it power? Yu Xuan immediately retorted.

Nangong Yu still didn't say a word, and raised his glass and drank it all.

"Is that Jiao'er a candidate for you to replace Ya'er, another tool, another you, another old scene repeated" Nangong Yu seemed to be stabbed by Yu Xuan's words again-"Isn't it?" ā€

"Actually, you are wrong, now you are emulating, playing the role of the one who once rode on your head, the one that was difficult to resist, the one that was difficult to touch, the one who wanted to touch him, or even replace him. You played badly, badly. In fact, you have not changed anything, denied anything. Destroying holy temples, insulting saints, and anti-secular morality Through all this, I don't think you are a person who covets power and does not get out of venting his anger. Right? ā€

"I don't know what your purpose is, but I hope that Jiao'er is not the second poor dumb girl."

Yu Xuan continued to plead with Nangong Yu.

"You know that, right?" That Nangong Yu suddenly asked Yu Xuandao, as if he wanted to say something