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177. Repentance

When the remnants of the army were still in Hanoi, some military officials sent the list of the dead and the battle situation to Luoyang in advance, just one month earlier than when they crossed the river.

After only looking at the battle report, Deng Ji was suddenly filled with depression, so he fainted to death.

Lao Tzu's hard-earned people and horses are all expensive, and your big car dares to disobey orders and dare to defeat a lot

You don't feel sorry for your cub to sell Ye Tian

With the population base of nearly 500,000 in Henan, it will take two or three years to save up

The oldest of the war dead was Wang Kuang, the rest were less than 50 years old, and the youngest was only 16, a half-grown boy who had just joined the army as an adult.

Many of these people have been with him since a few years ago, not only Wang Kuang, but according to the names on the list of the dead, Deng Ji can still remember many familiar appearances, and can even say many people's temperaments and hobbies

They were buried so easily?

More than 5,000 lives may be nothing in the 1uan world, but nearly 100,000 households in Henan, but less than 20,000 are registered as good citizens

Human lives are not weeds

When Tong Hong's eyes were red and he grabbed the battle report and read it carefully, anger came out.

Lao Tzu obviously asked Xu Gongming to mention it on the side, but he was afraid of the slightest accident, and you *** wanted to do it

Is this still an accident?

If you don't kill your Che Huang, how can you solve the hatred in Lao Tzu's heart?

In a fit of rage, Deng Ji almost gritted his teeth, if Tian Feng hadn't stopped him, he wouldn't have been able to wait for his return, and he would have sent someone to Hanoi to ask for a car class.

No matter how close the relationship is, no matter how great the credit is, it can't hide Deng Ji's anger at this time.

For Yuan Shao, Cao Cao, Liu Bei and even Zhang Yan and Zhang Yang, these large and small forces, victory or defeat is really a common thing in the soldiers, 1uan life in the world is not valuable, as long as you can save the old pawns in the defeated battle, there is money and food materials, it will not be long before you can recruit jīng Zhuang to reorganize the team, with the accumulation of time, the fight 1uan battle washes away the turnips, and the number of old pawns in the team increases, and it can be expanded again.

Everyone else is like this, but Deng Mu'an, who only pursues the path of jīng soldiers, can't; After someone else broke his muscles and bones and suffered a big defeat, it didn't take much time to make a comeback, but Deng Ji couldn't be defeated

Others are defeated because most of the cannon fodder consumed in the defeat is the least concerned; Deng Ji was defeated because each of his jīng soldiers was precious and difficult to replenish

Che Huang and his party lost more than 5,000 soldiers to Jizhou, such a tragic result Deng Ji had never experienced, how could he not have blood in his heart and colic like a knife?

After reading the battle report, Deng Ji smashed everything that could be smashed in the county office, scolding while smashing, and tears flowed while scolding.

Stunned, heartbroken, resentful, angry, remorseful, unwilling

Countless negative emotions wrapped around him, and no one dared to approach.

After venting and rushing out of the county office, Deng Ji gasped and found a stone step on the street at random, and sat all night until dawn.

When his head rose, his eyes were red and his head was dizzy, but the resentment in his cavity still could not subside.

At this time, Che Xiao, Xu Huang and others were still dozens of miles away from the north bank of the Yellow River.

Tian Feng also couldn't sleep all night, and he also held two red eyes to find the side of the street, saw Deng Ji, walked over and said calmly: "Che Huang has a strange Yuan Shao is difficult to fight, dang Kou military order out of the two masters, Xu Huang is the main general under him, and he is still sent to the battle, as a military advisor, Dong is unknown, and he has also been."

Tian Feng found this place, and Deng Ji knew that he was here to dissuade himself from killing Che Huang.

Yi Tianfeng is reasonable, no matter how big Che Huang is, he has to take into account the current lack of generals in Henan, even if Xu Huang is promoted to the position, the Huya Army will still have no owner.

If you don't kill Che Huang, how can you be willing? How to comfort the souls of the dead? How can people be angry?

Deng Ji was ready not to be shaken, but he didn't expect Tian Feng to open his mouth to take it for himself first, and suddenly smiled bitterly and replied: "Master Tian......"

After opening his mouth to say two words, he realized that his voice was hoarse, Tian Feng didn't wait for him to say the next words, and continued: "If it's not me, you have also been."

Deng Ji was stunned for a moment, Tian Feng sat down beside him, and said: "The car is useless, you know it, but as the lord, you still let it go, and only send Xu Huang to coerce and lead the army north, and finally lose it, isn't it too much?" ”

Hearing him say this, Deng Ji hurriedly pulled his hoarse throat and argued: "I may have had, but if he hadn't been in battle, he wouldn't have been like this."

"Yet" Tian Feng blinked and said: "But the big is more than the small, in the end, it is all wrong, before the 'Seven Virtues of Bravery', someone committed that you had been beaten with a stick, and now Rì Che Huang is guilty, if punished, you and I should also follow"

"Tian Shi"

After apprenticing, Deng Ji still stared at Tian Feng dissatisfied.

How can the two things be discussed together?

Tian Feng didn't see it, but said leisurely: "Henan has been hit hard, I also want to kill Che Huang and then quickly, but you and I and Che Huang three people's faults, should not be borne by one of them, if it is not for the current situation is very difficult, let you kill its prestige, but don't forget that Henan is now short of major generals, Che Huang is brave in battle, although there is no handsome talent, but it is not bad for the general"

Sitting here all night, Deng Ji was saddened by the 5,000 dead soldiers, but he also had to feel sad for the Che Huang who was about to be executed by himself.

Tian Feng's words made Deng Ji difficult to decide for a while, and he was bored in his heart, so he got up and said: "I'll go out and go around, dang Kou army will enter the country, and first detain Che Huang in the county and put him in prison, I don't want to see him yet."

This time, Tian Feng didn't bask any more, nodded in response, Deng Ji looked up and looked around, and there was a black iron guard pulling the snow over, Dian Wei and the others followed Sha Yu all night, and got on the horse and left with Deng Ji.

This went straight out of Ruoyang City, but he was aimless, only wandering in the four fields, and only looking for neighboring county towns or newly built Mintun villages to spend the night at night, but he did not return, not only Wu and other people in his family were worried, Xu Huang, Xie Yun and others were also waiting for him to intercede in Luoyang, but they never saw him.

The list of the dead soon dispersed to the counties, and the aftermath was compensated for their own fields, and they were anxious to touch the hearts of the county officials, but so many soldiers died in the battle, and almost every person in the village hung out black curtains and white flags, and some people wept all night.

Henan County was shrouded in a state of sadness, Deng Ji wandered around for two days, all he saw was dazzling black and white, and his ears were full of heart-wrenching crying, which only made him feel that something had been biting his heart and lungs, until he couldn't bear it anymore and fled far away.

Even Deng Ji himself felt that he had no face to face this situation, and after that, he didn't even dare to enter the Mintun village.

All the time he spent alone, he was thinking about how to deal with such a fiasco of the Kou army in Henan, and how to deal with Che Huang.

I thought about it, but I always felt that there was nothing I could do.

He has been going south to Luoyang for more than a year, and many times he is actually at a loss.

The identity of the farmer is insignificant, except for the two generations of people, Deng Ji is a thief in the 1uan world, there is a gangster, and there is no shortage of little jīng, but he has never known where his future road is.

Broken halberd and broken wings died unexpectedly? Sacrifice the soil and soldiers to enjoy the wealth of others? Or will it finally be like in the game, build its own country, dominate the country, and dominate the country?

With the luxury of hope in my heart, the nature I want to take is the last way, but only in this 1uan world do I know that reality and games are two concepts after all, and many times, people are involuntarily.

Even the most basic goal of struggle, Deng Ji has not yet been determined, everything he is doing at present is just to keep his own power from being swallowed up by the surrounding heroes, it can be said that he is not too enterprising.

is to forge ahead, in addition to Zhang Yang is very weak in the neighborhood, Li Dao, Yuan Shao, Liu Biao, Cao Bsp; I remember that Chang'an Li Dao and other Xiliang people will be coaxed internally, as long as they don't change because of their appearance, they should be profitable, but he doesn't know what year and month it was, at least until now, he hasn't seen a trace of infighting.

1uan in the world is either you die or I die, after the defeat of Che Huang Jizhou, his own strength has been greatly reduced, the land of the four wars in Henan, it was barren before, and now can you not have the heart to pick up the cheap?

At the age of twelve, he began to be a thief for eight years before he was whitewashed and became an official, and in addition to the uncertainty of the future, he also had to face the problems caused by the change of identity.

The reason why the first army under his command was named Dung Kou Army was precisely because of his nostalgia for the old thief Kou's body, just as Xu Dumu cared about his identity as the commander, he also wanted to draw a line with the previous one, of course, in the eyes of others, this is just a luxury, it seems that only the name of the thief has been taken off instead of the thief's body, and he can't find an ally who wishes to be found.

Taking advantage of the fact that Li Dao and others took advantage of the capture of Chang'an, the number of men and horses under his command skyrocketed to 10,000 and five, and after the formation of the two armies of dangkou and Huya, the focus should no longer be ordinary as before, in the words of later generations, as the monarch of man, the thinking problem should be transferred from the tactical level to the strategic level, but in the face of this change, he is even more powerless.

Of course, in addition to Deng Ji, old thieves such as Che Huang are also not suitable for this sudden change in identity.

Che Huang was ambushed by chance, in the romance, Cao Ren, Xiahou Yuan, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei and other famous generals have all suffered the loss of being rigid and not listening to advice, Che Huang is just one of them, but the price paid is too heavy to be borne by Deng Ji.

The fault of Che Huang is still stuck in the previous kind of thief when he was a thief, he rushed forward when he was victorious, and the whole army retreated if he was defeated, and he was a general who dared to kill and rush, and he could grab and run.

Deng Ji's fault, to put it bluntly, is because he still lacks the consciousness of the king, and his thinking has not changed from the previous thief to the princes, but he still does not understand a lot of the feelings of the people below.

Knowing that Che Huang could not lead the army, there was Xu Huang who should be used more, but he didn't get along for several years, so he still commanded the army.

Knowing that it was false for Che Huang to go north to help Zhang Yan fight, it was true to find Lu Buxue's shame, but he didn't want to let him lead the army north.

Of course, these feelings may not be just for Che Huang alone, but the critical time is ruthless, lack of courage is the fact after all, do not say that he has been a talent for more than 30 years in his two lives, and his talent is insufficient, if he is not born with talent or cultivated the day after tomorrow, it is a generation that has lived for a hundred years and learned to be rich in five cars, and it is not easy to do it overnight.