Chapter 916: No Regrets for Jun (I)
Yang Chengzu didn't expect that this shy and reserved lady in the past would become so bold that he even said such things. Looking at this situation, if he has a little expression, even if he presses her down on the Luohan couch here, it may not be hopeless.
After being silent for a long time, he suddenly asked, "Sister Sun, are you ...... If you have encountered something, you can tell me, if I can help you, I will do my best. I'm in a bad situation right now, but I can still help you. ”
Xue Niang smiled miserably, "Brother Shi, don't you know? Banzai has already sent someone to talk to my father, and wants me to enter the palace and serve the Son of Heaven. ”
After thinking about it like this, I immediately understood that Xue Niang was originally a proud and reserved woman, even if she killed her, she might not be able to show her love, expressing her willingness to wait for a man's life, she can put it in her heart, or put it into action, but she will never express it.
But when the request of the Son of Heaven was put forward again, even Sun Jiao was facing a lot of pressure. Of course, with Sun Jiao's clear style, he would not transfer this pressure to his daughter, but Xue Niang obviously knew all this, and was unwilling to let his father bear this pressure himself.
The system of the Ming Dynasty is in the Ming Dynasty, and it is impossible for the emperor to make a holy decree like the Tang Dynasty, and let the minister send his daughter to the palace to be a concubine for himself. However, it is not so easy to withstand the requirements of a son of heaven, and ordinary people may give in to the strength of all aspects. Even if it is Xue Niang, she will feel tired, and she will fall into the question of whether all this is doubtful.
If you can get a clear answer from Yang Chengzu, or even simply give your body to him, then the pressure in the palace will not become pressure. But if Yang Chengzu refuses to share all this with her, then her persistence will become pale and weak, and even a little ridiculous.
It is precisely because of this huge pressure that the arrogant young lady in the past lowered her noble head, and finally could put down her body and say everything in her heart. When she said these words in her heart, she felt more relaxed than ever, maybe this is what people say, put it to death and live later.
Needless to say, these words are too clear, just as soon as they are said, Yang Chengzu will understand. Xue Niang also became more bold, "Brother Yang, my little sister knows that there are people in the Jingshi who have complaints about you, but you are a close minister of the Son of Heaven, and you will definitely be able to pass this level." Even if you can't get by, even if you are degraded to the people, or exiled to the borderlands, my little sister is willing to follow you and share weal and sorrow with you. As long as you say a word, I am yours, and always will be. Actually, on that night in the Evil Tiger Village, you have already seen ...... Saw my body, and from that time on, I was yours. You can take it whenever you want......"
Having said this, she had reached her limit, her face was flushed, and she couldn't say a word of the following words, looking at Yang Chengzu with both eyes, waiting for the other party's response. This kind of confession also caught Yang Chengzu off guard, making him not know how to answer for a while.
can neither hurt her, but also can not really promise her, at such a time, it is indeed very difficult to ensure this kind of scale. He picked up the tea in front of him and took a sip
"Sister of the Sun family, the ninth sister's health is very good, to be honest, she is a martial arts practitioner, and her body is much better than yours. Now, she has my flesh and blood in her belly, and after a while, she can be a mother. I'll tell you, she's very confused, once......"
He recalled the bits and pieces of getting along with the ninth sister day and night, the sweet memories of the two, as well as the confusion of the ninth sister, and the details of life between his wife and concubine. Sun Xueniang listened quietly there, and she didn't smile until he recounted the time of the meal
"Brother Shi, it seems that the ninth sister and you are really a match made in heaven. At the very least, I have to admit that she is better than me, and I can't do it without being jealous. If I were in her position, I wouldn't get along so well with your concubine, but...... I can learn, and even if I can't, I control my emotions. I've learned since I was a kid how to control myself, not to get angry for no reason, and not to get angry with others because of my anger. If you are thinking about your concubine, you can rest assured that I will definitely tolerate them and get along with them like sisters. ”
"Sister of the Sun family, you are a smart girl, Sun Lao Sikong is a great Confucian in the world, you are his daughter, you have read more books than me, and you know more truths than me, so you don't need me to say too many big truths. After all, you understand, I don't have any hope here. You are a good girl, but I am not worthy of you, and now that I have a ninth sister, I can't delay you. ”
It turns out that there is no hope at all? Sun Xueniang's heart sank to the bottom in an instant, didn't the maid at home say that as long as a woman said so, she would definitely succeed? Even if it's just for the sake of greed, he should agree to come down and pounce like a beast.
When the time comes, he can take advantage of the situation, repay the favor with his body, and let him do whatever he wants. Even if it's only one night, he can have no regrets, but why doesn't he even give himself a sweet memory? Do you have to explain to yourself, even if he doesn't marry him, he is willing to wait for him for the rest of his life?
At this moment, Sun Xueniang had an emotion called hatred in her heart, he looked down on me, and he had been despising himself. Even his own body, he is not interested, is my Sun Xueniang, so unbearable? Just when this kind of evil thought was growing wildly in his body, Yang Chengzu sighed again, as if he had made a big decision, and said with a sincere face:
"From the bottom of my heart, you are one of the best women in a million, and the first choice for a wife. But Yang is not talented, and he also knows the truth that the door is right, when I was in Anlu, I was just a guard of honor, if I married you at that time, what would everyone say? I must think that I am a villain who clings to power and relies on his wife to ascend to power, and it is not good for your reputation. When I arrived in Beijing, I married the ninth sister again, and you must know what happened in the middle. Since you have become a relative, you are naturally fated to have nothing to do with it. As for now, even if there is no Ninth Sister, I can't promise you anything. Whether it's Yang Ji or my future, maybe tomorrow won't be there. Maybe you are willing to suffer with me, but I can't really let you suffer with me, you have no chance in this life, see you in the next life. ”
He is a master who does not believe in ghosts and gods, and for this kind of covenant in the afterlife, it is nonsense to look at it, but Sun Xueniang is a person who believes in ghosts and gods. Hearing him say this, the originally desperate heart regained its temperature in this moment.
Originally...... It turns out that he is not unintentional to himself, but purely because of the situation, and he doesn't want to miss his life? Looking at his expression again, it is clear that he is intentional to himself, and he almost misunderstood him?
As an excellent drama actor, Yang Chengzu's acting skills are impeccable, even if Sun Xueniang is a smart woman, she has been successfully deceived. With just one look and a few expressions, this Miss Sun believed that this man had feelings for him, but he was desperately suppressing it, he didn't want himself, he was just afraid of the emperor. It was the emperor's love for himself that ruined his life!