Chapter 6 Love shifts, like a dream

Not long after Taiyuan, one night Xu Qing had a dream, dreaming that he and his girlfriend Xiaowei before the crossing exchanged engagement rings at the wedding, the bride suddenly became Chu Zizi, Chu Zizi threw off the ring, saying that she didn't like to wear a white wedding dress, wearing a ring, she wanted to marry him, so Chu Zizi changed from a beauty in the future world wearing a white wedding dress to an ancient beauty wearing an ancient red bride Ji dress and a red hijab on her head, and Xu Qing also changed from a suit to an ancient groom dress.

The master of ceremonies sang a promise: "One worship heaven and earth, two worship the high hall, husband and wife worship each other, the ceremony is completed, and sent into the cave room-" Xu Qing and the bride with a red hijab Chu Zizi held hands, walked into the cave room, sat on the edge of the bed, Xu Qing unveiled Chu Zizi's red hijab, but the bride became Xiaowei, the girlfriend before the crossing. Xiaowei slapped Xu Qing hard, scolded Xu Qing for changing her mind, and then stabbed Xu Qing into Xu Qing's heart with a dagger, and Xu Qing woke up in shock.

Only then did Xu Qing know that Chu Zizi had entered his heart, because after a few days of acquaintance, he was not sure whether he was in love with Chu Zizi herself, or if he fell in love with Chu Zizi was the incarnation of his girlfriend in his previous life, but in fact, he was not in love with Chu Zizi, but his girlfriend in his previous life. This is a bit like "Zhuang Gong dreams of butterflies", Zhuang Gong doesn't know whether he has become a butterfly or a butterfly dream, he is just a person in the butterfly dream.

Xu Qing really likes his girlfriend Xiaowei in his previous life, and plans to marry Xiaowei immediately after graduating from the Special Forces Academy and becoming an instructor in the grassroots army, and let her be a military sister-in-law with the army. Xiaowei is also very satisfied with Xu Qing, knowing that Xu Qing's family is poor, she just graduated and can't get the bride price money, and she has no money to hold a wedding, in order to reduce Xu Qing's pressure and let him go to school with peace of mind, she has long said that she doesn't want bride price money, and she doesn't hold a wedding, only get a marriage certificate, take a wedding photo, set up two tables of banquets, and the family just celebrates, she quit her job as a primary school teacher when she got married, and went to the army with Xu Qing to be a military wife.

It's a pity that Xu Qinglin strayed into the time tunnel during the wilderness survival training before graduation, traveled to the Tang Dynasty, and never saw Xiaowei again, like yin and yang.

In the dream, Xiaowei stabbed Xu Qing and scolded Xu Qing for being negative, in fact, Xu Qing felt sorry for Xiaowei, and blamed herself, it was not Xiaowei who stabbed Xu Qing, but Xu Qing herself, Xiaowei is a reasonable and good girl, she is not so ruthless. The deep reason is that Xu Qing has always thought that Xiaowei must hate him and resent him, and disappeared for no reason, without even a phone call. For Xiaowei, the sudden disappearance of the intended person before marriage, not seeing anyone alive and dead, must be a fatal blow.

Xiaowei lived a sad and heartbroken life in another world, but Xu Qing was proud and happy in the Tang Dynasty, so how could Xu Qing not feel self-blame and feel guilty.

Xu Qing dreamed that his beloved girlfriend Xiao Wei stabbed herself, and from a deep psychological analysis, it was Xu Qing who felt guilty, hurt Xiao Wei, and lived up to Xiao Wei's affection, Xiao Wei naturally hated Xu Qing by love.

The material of the dream comes from the deep thoughts of life, Xu Qing's dream that he was killed symbolizes that he is under great mental pressure behind the superficial scenery, and this mental pressure comes from Xu Qing's feeling that he has failed his lover Xiaowei in his previous life. In the face of this pressure, Xu Qing had no one to confide in, he was afraid that he would scare the Tang Dynasty people by traveling through time and space from the future world. Xu Qingtian was burdened with this huge mental pressure every day, and finally couldn't resist it and wanted to release it in his dream.

After this dream, Xu Qing either waved goodbye to his past, fully accepted his new life and new identity, and fully integrated into Tang Dynasty society, or he fell deeper and deeper, and his guilt for Xiaowei not only did not lessen, but became stronger and stronger.

Xu Qing is the best in the special forces, it can be said that he is the pride of the sky in the special forces, many company, battalion-level officers would rather not be officers, but also be admitted to the special forces academy as a student, naturally to have a strong psychological quality, Xu Qing naturally will not let the mental pressure crush him, he chose the former. For Xu Qing, it is a painful thing to completely forget Xiaowei, and when she meets Chu Zizi, Xu Qing has a good way to make herself forget Xiaowei less painful, that is, when Chu Zizi is the incarnation of Xiaowei, she transfers all her love for Xiaowei to Chu Zizi.

Xu Qing is an atheist, but this does not prevent him from treating Chu Zizi as Xiao Wei's previous life, who taught the two of them to look so similar! The most rare thing is that the careful Wang Meihui told Xu Qing that when she found that Chu Zizi and Xu Qing were separated that day, Chu Zizi had a faint sadness in her eyes, and she opened the car window from time to time to look back at Xu Qing. It seems that Xu Qing and Chu Zizi fell in love at the same time, and they are really "destined to meet thousands of miles away", and "they have a good heart"!

In order to let Chu Zizi open the heart of love that had opened a small crack wider, Xu Qing decided to let Chu Zizi, who grew up in the indifferent palace, understand more deeply what fate is and what love is, so he asked Chu Zizi to make a dance with the love story of the wild goose she told her a few days ago.

Chu Zizi is a talented woman in the palace, proficient in music, dance, painting, poetry, literature and history, she is very interested in Xu Qing's question, and readily accepts this task.

It was winter now, Chu Zizi was still sweating hot when she was dancing in the inn room, her clothes were soaked, and she refused to stop, Xu Qing was very distressed when she saw it, and gently wiped Chu Zizi's sweat.

Chu Zizijiao gasped and said slightly: "You have something to do with me?" ”

"It's okay, I can't sleep, I want to talk to you, you won't think I'm disturbing you to choreograph, right?"

"How so? Childe said with a smile, my fate is in your hands, Zizi dares to disobey his fate? ”

"Miss Chu, are you still angry with me?"

"Don't dare."

"Are you blaming me for ruining your future? If so, I will personally send you to the Yan Wang's Mansion to fulfill your dream of being the princess of the Yan King and the princess of the next Yan King in the future. Xu Qing said affectionately. He owes his girlfriend in his previous life too much, no matter how much he pays for Chu Zizi, it is not too much.

Chu Zizi was deeply moved, he thought that Xu Qing had kidnapped her just to covet her beauty, but it turned out that she had guessed wrong, Xu Qing did regard her as the embodiment of his lover in his previous life, and he flattered her in every way and obeyed her in every way.

Chu Zizi felt a little uncomfortable, and said, "I grew up in the palace since I was a child, and I am used to seeing the methods of the martial queen. I was scared to complete the task given to me after completing the martial arts, and I didn't know what means she would use against my family! ”

Xu Qing said: "You are worried about your family, I said earlier, I will send someone to take all your family members to my dart game, you still don't know how big my dart game is, right?" Tell you, there are 30,000 people! The sub-bureaus have all been opened to North Korea. I will place your family in North Korea, and no matter how powerful the military queen is, I will not be able to find your family. So that you can rest assured. ”

Chu Zizi was very surprised, she thought that Xu Qing dared to kidnap the princess, but she was just a master of art and bold, but now she knew that he still had such a powerful force, and said: "If you can really send my family to North Korea safely, you can do whatever you want me to do, I will depend on you-"

Xu Qing said: "Really? We're sure of it! "Hook up with Chu Zizi." Deal! Chu Zizi said with certainty, Chu Zizi has no feelings for Empress Wu, and her loyalty to Empress Wu is only because of her fear of Empress Wu and her fear that her family will be implicated.

Xu Qing thought for a while, and asked uneasily: "Are you willing to give up the princess and the identity of the next princess of Yanwang?" ”

Chu Zizi said: "Willingly!" ”

Xu Qing said: "I can give you a happy life, but I can't give you glory and wealth." ”

Chu Zizi said: "I know, I am not rare and prosperous. ”

Xu Qing said: "Then what are you rare?" ”

Chu Zizi said: "Love, I rare love, but also rare freedom, love and freedom are what I, who grew up in the palace since I was a child, like a caged bird, yearn for the most." ”

Xu Qing said: "There should be one more addition, that is, safety, after following me, the safety of you and your family will be guaranteed, and you will no longer have to worry about it, and you will be executed if you break a vase." ”

Chu Zizi said in surprise: "You know this, you haven't been in the palace, how do you know about the things in the palace?!" Xu Qing's vast magical powers made Chu Zizi admire.

Xu Qing has watched a lot of costume dramas, smiling silently, some things are boring to put it bluntly, it is better to keep a little mystery.