Li Cangxing's brows furrowed slightly: "So, you and Lin Zong made an appointment to break up in Wushan?" I don't think Lin Zong's original intention is like this, he probably still has you in his heart, but he has to break up with you, after all, the matter of Luoyue Gorge is irreparable, you and him can no longer exist apart from secular discussions, and it is necessary to be temporarily separated at that time, he is afraid that you really can't think of doing stupid things, so he wants to send you back to Wushan, and on the way, it can also allow you to eliminate your will to die. ”

Qu Caifeng sighed: "This is also what I figured out later, but at that time, my mind was full of his ruthless words, how could I think of this, we women are born emotional animals, it is impossible to be ruthless like you men." ”

Li Cangxing nodded: "That's why you were so sad later, thinking that you hurt Lin Zong, because he didn't need to send you back to Wushan, is that the case?" ”

Qu Caifeng's eyes were full of tears again, she bit her lip tightly, and cried blood: "Yes, it's all my fault, if it weren't for my nonsense, Lin Zonghe, how could he send me back to Wushan, how could he, how could he lose his life!" ”

Li Cangxing now fully understood why Qu Caifeng cried so sadly when he learned of Xu Linzong's death that day in Wudang, and why he resolutely wanted to leave him, he silently hugged Qu Caifeng, letting her cry in his arms, but his heart was mixed, and he didn't know how to speak.

I don't know how long it took, Qu Caifeng gradually stopped sobbing and muttered, "Cangxing." Do you say that we are like this now, worthy of Lin Zong? Every time I think about him, I can't help but feel sad. I am afraid, I believe that there are still gods in this world, we have done something wrong, maybe, maybe this time to be trapped here, it is God's punishment for me and my indiscriminate emotions. ”

Li Cangxing sighed and said, "The matter has come to this point, what else can be done." Feelings are this thing. It's completely irrational, and it's not something you can forcibly control. Besides, even if Senior Brother Xu and you are separated from you in Wushan, you are also clear, I believe that if he has a spirit in the sky, he will not count his tragedy on your head, let alone use this as an excuse to forcibly prevent you from pursuing happiness in the second half of your life. ”

Qu Caifeng's delicate body shook slightly and raised her head. A trace of doubt flashed on his face: "Cangxing, you, why do you say that?" Isn't, is it that you have about these things. Not worried at all? ”

Li Cangxing shook his head: "I always have a hunch, maybe Senior Brother Xu is still alive, I don't believe that he will die like this." If I can get out this time, I want to go to the place that the black robe said. Let's see if we can find some clues about Senior Brother Xu, and I want to meet people. I have to see the corpse when I die, otherwise I will not be reconciled. ”

Qu Caifeng's brows furrowed slightly: "Cangxing, why is your attitude towards Lin Zong so strange recently?" Don't you like me mentioning him in front of you? ”

Li Cangxing replied calmly: "No, I'm not so careful, I will be jealous of a person who has been dead for many years, although you and the little junior sister have liked Senior Brother Xu before, but that's because he was really better than me at that time, or as you just said, I will like such a humble son when I was a girl, but I do have such an intuition, just like I have been missing from the rivers and lakes for many years, but the little junior sister also feels that I have been alive." It's the same thing. ”

Qu Caifeng sighed faintly: "Maybe, who can say clearly." ”

Li Cangxing looked at Qu Caifeng's eyes and said, "If Senior Brother Xu is still alive, will you return to him?" There were also many misunderstandings between you before, but now that they have been resolved, the entanglement between the sects will no longer affect your feelings. ”

Qu Caifeng shook his head resolutely: "No, no, no matter whether Lin Zong is dead or alive, the love of my life will only be you Li Cangxing, not him anymore." I have had a good memory with Lin Zong, but that was many years ago, for more than ten years, you have been by my side, have been protecting me, taking care of me, and even now you are not abandoning me, it is you Li Cangxing. My heart has already been on you, I will worry about your every move, and I am willing to do anything for you, Cangxing, today I want to tell you my psychological words, I just don't want to hide anything, I don't want to have any misunderstanding between you and me. ”

Her big eyes, like the shining stars in the night sky, are beautiful and moving, and her words have become very powerful and resolute at this time: "Cangxing, I know you may be a little unhappy in your heart, but I still want to say that Lin Zong is the memory of my girlhood, I will bury him in the bottom of my heart, after telling you this today, I may not mention him again in my life, but please also respect me, after all, I have been with him for a few years, and he suffered for me, I can't completely erase him from my memory." When I'm sad and sad, I just hope you can understand me and don't hit me blindly, okay? ”

Li Cangxing nodded: "I understand what you mean, in fact, in fact, I haven't been able to fully accept you all these years, except for the little junior sister, the biggest reason is this." You're right, I'm jealous, I'm small-minded in emotional matters, I need my lover, and I can be wholehearted with me. Including the little junior sister, she used to keep the flute given to her by Senior Brother Xu, which made me angry several times, and even the first time I separated from her, it was because of that reason. As for you............"

When Li Cangxing said this, he paused, Qu Caifeng looked at him motionlessly, and asked, "Do you care about my concentric knot?" ”

Li Cangxing sighed: "It's not just this, in fact, since the desert, the first time I went to Wushan to find you, you took me to the Huanglong Water Cave, which is the place where you and Senior Brother Xu met, I suddenly felt that I was a superfluous person, it was a beautiful love holy place between you and Lin Zong, but I broke into it rashly, although I was not a man and woman relationship with you at that time, but I still felt that I was interfering, so I always reminded myself that you are Lin Zong's woman, and I can't get close." ”

He looked at Qu Caifeng, who was silent, and said: "I don't know if you remember, when I was recuperating there, I never slept on your stone bed, I said that I like to sleep on the ground, and you didn't ask much later, in fact, the reason why I don't want to sleep there is that I can't bear it when I think about you and Senior Brother Xu lingering on that stone bed." (To be continued......)