Chapter 68: A Long Talk
For a few days, Peng Fei, Liu Liu, and He Bei all got up at 4 o'clock and then came to the playground on their own for training.
On this day, Company Commander Pei went to the Xia squad leader. "Xiao Xia, what's going on with those three soldiers in your class, why do you go to the playground to run at 4 o'clock every day? Did you say something to them, or did you do something to them? ”
"Company commander, it's none of my business! Actually, I also think it's quite puzzled, to say that Peng Fei and Liu Liu are indeed very active and hard working when they are training, but they don't seem to be so proactive. As for that He Bei, it's even more not. But I don't know what's wrong, all of a sudden, they became like this. ”
"Then you didn't talk to them?"
"Let's talk. But isn't my level limited, so I didn't talk about anything. Why don't you have an instructor talk to them? ”
"If you want me to say, it must be Peng Fei, the kid who took the lead. But it's not a bad thing to take the initiative, you just have to pay attention, don't do anything, you don't have to stop them. ”
"Yes."
"Alright, there you go."
After squad leader Xia turned around and went out, Pei Zhigang seemed to suddenly remember something, and he also walked out of the office. On the edge of the shooting range, he found Wang Zhifei. "Zhifei, there are three soldiers in your platoon, and they get up at 4 o'clock every morning and go to the playground to train on their own. Do you know this? ”
"Company commander, you should be talking about Peng Fei and Liu Liu from the second class, and the soldier named He Bei, right? I know that, but I think it's a good thing. ”
"This does seem like a good thing, but what if you train with negative emotions? That's not a good thing. ”
Wang Zhifei suddenly remembered what Peng Fei said to him in the Armed Forces Department.
"By the way, Zhifei, you and that Peng Fei are fellow villagers, right? Find a chance to talk to him! ”
"Yes."
At noon, Peng Fei was invited into his office by Wang Zhifei. "Peng Fei, how are you feeling these days? Get up at 4 o'clock every day to train, are you tired? ”
"Not tired." Peng Fei said unashamedly: "A pay, a gain." If you don't train hard, you can't get results. ”
"Well, that's right. But if you train with some negative emotions, it's not good. ”
"Negative emotions? I don't have any negative emotions, isn't that good? ”
"Is there really not? I remember what you said to me in the Ministry of Armed Forces. If you want to become a special forces soldier and train so hard, I have no objection to it, and I support you! But if you have hatred and a desire to kill Ouyang Hui, then you might as well not come to be a soldier. Because if you go to the battlefield, if you are facing Ouyang Hui, then this negative emotion will directly affect your judgment. And on the battlefield, a small mistake will ruin oneself or the life of one's comrades. I don't think you want to see that, do you? ”
"Yes, I really don't want that. Actually, after that incident, I went to a hospital for psychological counseling. So I think my current state of mind should be healthy and there are no negative emotions. As for the three of us, why did we get up so early to train, platoon commander, do you really want to know? ”
"Of course."
Peng Fei hesitated for a moment, and then said, "So, platoon commander, can you promise not to tell anyone?" ”
"Don't worry, my mouth is very strict. I haven't even told the company commander what you said to me. How's that, can you tell me? ”
"Absolutely. In fact, it's very simple, I am here to accompany He Bei for quality training, and Liu Liu is willing to train with us. ”
"You say...... Do you accompany He Bei for quality training? ”
"Yes. Because He Bei has several unqualified tactics and physical fitness, he has low self-esteem and always thinks that he is stupider than others. In fact, he is not stupid, but his physical fitness is not good. So I wanted to accompany him to do physical training. ”
"I'm afraid you're going to delay your work." Wang Zhifei said with some disdain: "That soldier, the company commander is already preparing to let him go to the farm." ”
Peng Fei thought for a while, and then asked Wang Zhifei: "Platoon commander, is the military camp the world of the strong?" ”
"Of course."
"However, not everyone is born strong. At least I'm not, but I've always been working towards the goal of the strong man in my heart. But some people may not be able to become a strong person due to their own reasons. But he can still be a good soldier, a good soldier. Even, it is possible to become a strong person in spirit. It doesn't matter what kind of military branch you will engage in in the future, the main thing is to have this self-confidence. ”
Wang Zhifei didn't speak, as if he was thinking about something.
"Platoon Commander, you've always been a good student, haven't you? After becoming a soldier, he was a good soldier again. So surely you have never felt inferior because you were looked down upon by others. But I have, because I wasn't a good student before. I got a zero in my dictation in elementary school, and another zero in my dictation the next day. I have been beaten, scolded, and punished by teachers, ridiculed by my classmates, and have low self-esteem. So I can understand the feeling, it's really uncomfortable. That's why I want to help He Bei and help him regain that confidence. ”
Wang Zhifei smiled and patted Peng Fei's shoulder, "You did the right thing, I support you!" Okay, you go back to training. ”
Looking at Peng Fei's back through the glass window in front of him, Wang Zhifei fell into deep thought. Peng Fei was right, he had always been a good student. Flowers and awards, applause and praise, accompanied almost all of his student years. Therefore, he has never had low self-esteem, and he has never known what it feels like to have low self-esteem. Even, he was a little proud. He never disdained to be in the company of bad students, and he didn't understand why those bad students were so stupid. Is it difficult to speak in mathematics? Is English hard?
Later, he joined the army, although the army was very hard and tired, but the arrogance in his bones still made him grit his teeth and persevere. Of course, there was no shortage of tears. It's just that they are all in the bed at night, or alone in a place where no one is, crying secretly.
Later, with his own efforts, he became the deputy squad leader in more than half a year, and became the squad leader a year later. Later, he won the opportunity to take the military school for himself, and after he came out, he was directly promoted. However, he only carried out the necessary training of his soldiers as if he were doing his duty. But I never thought that I would help someone like this.
I remember when I was in the military school, the instructor once said that you should not abandon your comrades on the battlefield! Although there is no war at the moment, they do not need to go to war for the time being. But he still admits that Peng Fei has done a better job than him on this point.