Chapter 10: Not invited
Looking at the bustling metropolis in front of him at the train station, Fan Jian thought in his heart that in terms of learning, it was simply a gamble on the future.
All those who are parents have basically done everything they can to get a better education for their children, such as those cram schools, family tutors, and studying abroad, etc., these high-quality conditions can help a child grow.
But obviously, I don't have any of that.
"Xiao Ming"!
This is a title that Fan Jian's friends who played with him when he was a child, and it is also his nickname.
A very soft voice came from his ear, and he turned to look in the direction of the voice, and saw that a little girl in her school uniform was saying hello in her direction.
"Why are you?"
After Xiao Ming then responded, looking at the girl in front of him, was it clearly Qin Susu?
"Why did you come to this place, did you become disobedient at home and start dying again, and you were scolded by others?"
"I was scolded for scolding, but I didn't have anything special to care about, but I couldn't push all these things on him, they obviously hated iron and steel, and they also felt sorrow for my future in their hearts, but the other person scolded me for not being able to say anything......"
When Qin Susu heard this, he seemed to have some thoughts about fighting unevenly.
"Yes, the homeroom teacher in our school was very good to us before, and she was also conscientious in teaching, unlike that substitute teacher, who was like a vicious woman to us, and had no role to be a teacher at all."
"Forget it, the matter has passed, and there is no need to pursue it anymore, even if you reason with this kind of person, there is no place to talk about it"
The two of them laughed in front of the train station, and this laughter revealed a kind of childlike state, and they talked about some childhood memories that happened in school along the way, and the two of them came to the end of this intersection.
That's right, maybe this station is a time tunnel to revisit.
But Xiao Ming seemed to be waving goodbye, and he seemed to have some hesitation when he saw this look, and said in a low voice.
"Xiao Ming has some things, I've thought about it for a long time, and I've been struggling in my heart whether to tell you or not, but I still feel that I have to make this matter clear to you!"
"What's the matter"?
"Didn't we collect some class fees in our class this time, and prepare to go to the mountains for a picnic together during our long vacation? Everyone participated in such an event, but the organizer of the event, that is, our class president, didn't seem to want to ask you."
What the hell is going on at the school dinner? Is it really back to the school days of childhood? What is going on in front of you?
"No, I'll forget it, I don't want to get very close to those people anyway, did they invite you?
And the expression on Qin Susu's face was a little bitter, and he stuck out his tongue and said.
"You also know that every time I go to a meeting, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have attended at all, and even if I did, it basically didn't make any sense, and I wasn't interested in those people."
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Then Qin Susu waved goodbye, while Xiao Ming looked a little helpless, and then walked into an alley that looked a little dilapidated, there was no way to imagine that in this urban area when he was a student at that time, there was such a shanty town in front of him, it seemed that the transformation had not been completed. There are many people living in this alley, and there are some clotheslines made of antennas in front of them, and some clothes are hanging on them. And next to that cement pipe, there is a small river, and the river water also emits a relatively smelly smell, which is a message about the toilet of that era.
Such an iron door is now rusty, Xiao Ming directly put the schoolbag next to him, looking at the room in front of him, it seems that he has been very sad in his heart, and sighs helplessly.
Because he understands that he is back in elementary school, and in this era, his childhood is very boring and boring, because when he was in school, his parents had gone out to work because of the constraints of the family's economic conditions, which can be regarded as throwing him at home and going to school by himself, belonging to a real left-behind child.
And until he went to high school, he basically didn't have any love and care, so it also led to his vision for the future, and it was not very happy, is there any lofty ideal, now Xiao Ming thinks in his heart, just want to be like ordinary people, to be able to be admitted to a university, is to change his future life state, at least not to be as lonely as now.
But life is always helpless, because Xiao Ming is really very poor at this time, the house in front of him and the rusty iron door, when the wind blows, it looks like there is a crumbling feeling, even this one looks very dilapidated The house does not belong to her, or a house that costs a lot of money every month, because every month his parents will give him a part of the money and his living expenses, tuition, pay rent and water and electricity, basically there is not much money left, which means one thing, Xiao Ming can't go back every day like his classmates after schoolIt needs to cook and wash its own clothes, and all the housework in this kind of life has to be done by itself.
As for some after-school interest classes and cram schools held by some students' families, he didn't dare to think about it at all, and he didn't even seem to have the extra money to buy the test questions of some papers before the exam. And the only means of communication for transportation is a second-hand mobile phone, and the monthly traffic is even pitiful, basically there is no traffic cost in two days, even if he wants to go online to check some problems that he can't solve, there is no way, because he has no extra money to exchange the amount of money.
He never thought that he would return to this era again, and for these things, Xiao Ming has long been used to it, he doesn't know when he will encounter that kind of time and space tunnel again, maybe the next blink of an eye or sleep will come to another place later, all this is unknown, but now he understands that what he wants to do well is the life in front of him.