Said: One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a demon.

This is a process of growth, choice, the slightest carelessness will fall into the land of no return, so everything is cautious.

It was a golden season, and all the students were intoxicated with that summer season like a spring breeze, and the hard work was finally about to usher in the harvest.

Life is like this, only work can forget the pain in memory. After putting everything down, Dong Hao chose to go home, and after waiting for him, he was desperate, the college entrance examination admission notice did not come as promised like other students, Dong Hao thought that his college entrance examination had failed.

He didn't say goodbye. There is no reason, goodbye!

During that time, his heart was dripping blood, the muscles on his face obviously looked down, his body was like being possessed by a demon, and he couldn't give up all day, and finally one day, he couldn't stand the eyes of the people around him, couldn't stand the test given to him by God, and couldn't withstand the blow that life gave him.

"The admission time is coming to an end, and your notice hasn't come down yet?" Dad asked Dong Hao, Dong Hao didn't know how to answer, just held the remote control and stared at the CCTV "Military Channel" column, a criminal drug trafficking gang was about to be arrested.

"University, it's no show!" Dong Hao replied coldly.

"What the hell did you kid do in your three years of high school? Lao Tzu worked hard to provide for you to go to school, and you gave me such a result, you are really angry with me, little mongrel. A nameless fire came out of my father's heart, as if driven by the devil.

"Dad, I've done my best, isn't it just a university, I'm not your biological child, look at what you say to me." After Dong Hao finished speaking, he continued to watch his TV, he had already entered the play, but he was completely out of mood at this moment.

Click...... Dad stepped forward and turned off the TV without asking for permission, and the room instantly became dark, "It's not good to study, go to Lao Tzu to farm and move bricks, look at your potential." He said harshly.

The sound insulation in the house is not very good, the upstairs and downstairs neighbors have heard it, there were no women in this family a few years ago, but the quarrels are still frequent, Dong Hao's mother divorced as early as when he was very young, for unknown reasons, Dong Hao just vaguely remembers his mother's appearance, very beautiful, and at the same time a rural woman.

Syllable...... Dong Hao pulled the door hard and went out, a few days ago, my father was the most good, but recently, especially after the college entrance examination, he has completely changed, and it seems that he is a tool to use.

"The college entrance examination is so good, and it's so easy to go to university, why didn't you get in?" Dong Hao muttered as he descended the stairs.

Before I went downstairs, I heard the neighbors in Sili talking again, "Alas, what a loser, if my son treats Lao Tzu like this, I have to break his legs."

"It's just that you can't get into college, and you still have the face to come back, it's a waste of food."

"Look at the youngest daughter of the Li family's sister, I heard that she scored more than 600 points in the exam, and many schools are rushing to earn it, and no one wants people like this."

……

Dong Hao stood still and didn't leave, turned around and shot back at them: "You guys fucking know what a fart, my family is poor, and I deliberately couldn't get into college to save money for my father." ”

"You give Lao Tzu a go, Lao Tzu is as useless as you, who wants you to save me, get out!" Dad smashed down a pot of spider orchids as he spoke, which made it even more unclear now, and Dong Hao's heart was broken.

"Hurry up, go quickly, there is no woman at home is angry, I heard that in recent years, the number of young people beating and committing crimes has increased, the news has reported a few days ago, some people have not been admitted to college, they are not convinced, and they have killed people, ouch hey, hurry up, go quickly!"

Hey, it's really a bad day, the human face is like the ass of God, it changes when it says, how can you be so fucking cold, looking at your home is also dilapidated, if you can still see your mother, how good it would be.

Dong Hao was hit, it was the first time he had grown so big, he really didn't have much interest, there was no need to mix here anymore, and he was fed up with seeing their faces every day, so he ......

On a night of lightning and thunder, he quietly ran away from home, and no one knew his footprints, not even his poor old father, and left no one a clue for others to find him, and just like that, he evaporated for the second time in the world.

Dong Hao was only eighteen years old that year, and he didn't know anything about this complex society, and everything started from scratch, but he didn't leave any regrets, let alone bring anything, not even a penny.

The rain that night was the tears left by God when he cried for him, and people blamed him, he didn't give in when he grew up, and his heart betrayed him, so he chose a path of no return.

At dawn the next day, the sun was still rising over the horizon, and the rain in the dark night was silent as early as four o'clock in the morning, as if nothing had happened, in order to leave his hometown as soon as possible and not let others recognize him, Dong Hao walked more than 100 kilometers of mountain roads without closing his eyes all night.

The closest and most prosperous county town, where there are neither relatives to cling to nor acquaintances to know, everything seems to be free and relaxed, so that you can live in your own depraved world, he thought.

However, he didn't know why he was doing this, and he didn't know what he was doing it for. Revenge on yourself? Revenge for the college entrance examination? Revenge on a society that has left it lost? No, he doesn't know anything.

The overnight rain made his already collapsed body highly feverish, and his eyes were open and closed, staring directly at the five-star red flag slowly rising by the county government, looking at the five stars like many beads hanging in the night sky in front of him.

Perhaps, in his heart, he was still on fire and was saluting the flag there, even if there was no movement.

Before he walked in, he could smell the fragrance of flowers, but his clothes could not match it: the black trousers were full of mud from the knee down, and the yellow rubber shoes that he had worn for an unknown period of time had long been tattered, but he had not yet discovered that the waistcoat that was close to him could not withstand the test of the heavy rain and finally revealed his skinny body, and his physical strength was seriously exhausted after the overnight journey, and the pestle was like a bamboo pole that was not firmly inserted at the gate of the county town and swayed in the wind and rain.

Suddenly, Dong Hao wanted to step into this strange city, and there were a few whistles from afar, so familiar, it seemed that he had heard it a few months ago, and then there were neat steps and loud slogans, getting closer and closer, yes, I felt it, it was that afternoon of thunderstorm and lightning.

It was a team of handsome soldiers who were studying in the morning, and the black vest could only look temperamental when they wore it, and the full muscles and strong bodies seemed to complement each other, and he was dumbfounded, and his young heart was beating.

They ran along the road shouting neat slogans, and the trampled sewage splashed him, and he fainted, and in a daze, he felt only a hot cheek, as if something was a foreign object in his chest.

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