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Chapter 444: Is it!

The snow on the ground of the small yard has been swept clean, revealing the same bluestone slabs that have been washed with water, and there is a layer of residual ice on them, so when the sun shines on the bluestone slabs, they occasionally reflect colorful colors. There was a plum tree in the yard that didn't bloom, so it looked a little lonely.

On one side of the plum tree is a stone table with three reclining chairs around it.

It is a recliner, not a stone bench or a stool, and it can be inferred from this that when the sun is at its most abundant in the afternoon, there are often three lazy people lying in the recliner basking in the sun after lunch. Lazy people tend to enjoy life, so there are either wine and food or dried fruit tea on the stone table.

It's just that today there is something strange in this small courtyard, the three lazy people are not lying on the deck chairs, and the two people who are more than a hundred years old together who will argue about boring topics every day are standing on the edge of the plum tree, their faces are a little ugly, and they all hang their heads, staring at the frozen soil under the plum tree in a daze. And the young lazy man's face was a little pale today, although there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, but that smile was a little bitter no matter how he looked at it.

Zhang Zhongjian turned his head to look at Daxi Changru, but found that Daxi Changru was also looking at himself.

The two of them actually thought in their hearts that sooner or later there would be a day when Li Xian would ask about it, but what they didn't expect was that this day would come so quickly.

Zhang Zhongjian swallowed and spat with difficulty, looked at Li Xian, and explained a little weakly: "Actually, if you don't say it at that time, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it." ”

That is to say...... You all know? ”

Li Xian asked.

Zhang Zhongjian hesitated for a moment but nodded, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "An Zhi, in fact, you should know why we didn't say it." ”

"I know"

Li Xian nodded: "No matter who you are, knowing that you were abandoned for such a reason, I'm afraid that you won't feel good in your heart." Because of this incident, he may become extreme, no longer believe in family affection, and in the end, he will inevitably fall into the devil and become unrecognized. ”

"It's not"

Daxi Changru said: "Where is there so much consideration, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to stand it." ”

Li Xian asked: "Since I was a child, have you ever found that there is anything I can't stand anymore?" Don't say that because of such a dirty and dirty thing, I will say something ugly but true, even if Master and Grandpa die, I will not die sadly. If you die by him, I will do everything I can to avenge you. If you die normally, why should I be so grieved? You know, I've always been a calm person. ”

Li Xian said: "Now that I know about this, have you ever noticed that I have lost my mind?" Is it a cry of grief and self-prief, or an angry scolding of the father and the mother and the scolding of God? Or is it excited and helpless, or is it stupid to sit on the side and say nothing? ”

"No ......"

Zhang Zhongjian and Daxi Changru said two words at the same time, and then shook their heads and smiled bitterly.

"So ......"

Li Xian paused for a moment and said, "I don't believe what you say, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to stand it, so I won't tell me." You can't be so ignorant of me, and if that's the reason, I'll feel a little sad. ”

"Alas......"

Daxi Changru sighed and said: "Actually, it's very simple, at first I didn't want to tell you, it was really because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to stand it, but then the things I was worried about changed again, I was afraid that I would kill that person in anger after you knew your identity, even if you didn't kill that person, I think you would try your best to retaliate." At the end of the day, it's about worrying about what will happen to you. Neither you nor your grandfather want you to take a detour in your growth and take revenge, but it's actually very boring to say. ”

"We've been thinking about it."

Zhang Zhongjian said: "If you can continue to develop so steadily, sooner or later there will be a day when you will achieve great things." At that time, we won't stop you from doing whatever you want. But not yet, your strength is still not enough, even if it is a little dangerous, we will not allow you to do it. ”

Li Xian shook his head and said, "It's still not enough." ”

He looked at Zhang Zhongjian and said, "From childhood to adulthood, it seems that there is nothing dangerous that I have not experienced. For a child who was forced by you to kill someone at the age of six, the word dangerous is nothing at all. At the age of four, he held a bow, at the age of five, he held a knife, at the age of six, he killed without blinking, and at the age of ten, he had already killed without blinking. When is it not dangerous to kill someone? ”

He looked at Daxi Changru again and said, "Eleven-year-old went out with you to Saibei, and you asked me to draw a knife and chop wood every day, but one day did I not complete the task you assigned?" Even if I am tired and unhuman, even if my arm hurts and almost breaks, have I ever missed a knife? This can only mean one thing, I have good self-control, which you can't refute if you want to. So the reasons you just said are still not enough. ”

"Sometimes you know one thing...... Knowing too well can be painful. ”

Daxi Changru sighed.

Li Xian nodded and said: "This is undeniable, for example, now, knowing who my biological Lao Tzu is, I am not happy at all." If it were someone else, I would be afraid that it would be either crying or laughing, either stupid or crazy, and how many people can be as calm as me, so please believe me...... You can't fool me. ”

……

……

Li Xian sat down on the recliner and breathed a sigh of relief, the depression in his heart was slightly reduced, maybe he said something he wanted to say a long time ago, so he was still a little happy. He didn't look at the faces of Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian, and leaned back on the chair to look at the blue sky.

Pure and clear, without a trace of clouds.

His gaze was fixed on somewhere in the sky, but there was nothing special about it.

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian fell into silence, neither of them seemed to know what to say, in the past, they were always people who would show that they were elders in front of Li Xian, especially when teaching Li Xian. But today the positions seem to have been reversed, Li Xian, who is lying on a chair and looking up at the sky, looks like a parent, while Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian seem to be children who have made mistakes.

I don't know how long it took, Daxi Changru's face suddenly changed again. If his face was a little ugly white before, now his face has even revealed a kind of cyan. It was fear, it was uneasiness, this general who had never had fear and anxiety for days and nights with 2,000 cavalry and 400,000 Turkic wolf horsemen, but he was really frightened at this moment.

"Not what you think!"

He suddenly shouted loudly to Li Xian.

"We appeared by your side, protected you, and helped you, not because of that person's instructions, he is not qualified to let me and Zhang Zhongjian and so many people guard you all the time! Even if the Li family in Longyou can be called a famous family, but at the beginning, as the chief manager, my status was still above him, how could I act on his orders? Zhang Zhongjian is a big man in the green forest, you know him better than me, and he is naturally not something that can be ordered by just one person. ”

He explained aloud.

Hearing him say this, Zhang Zhongjian's face suddenly became more difficult to look at.

Li Xian looked at the sky and didn't get up, but replied in a sincere tone: "I have never thought like this, I have thought of countless possibilities, but I will not think about this one." ”

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian breathed a sigh of relief, and their palms were already full of sweat.

"You are all my relatives!"

Li Xian said as if talking to himself: "I am a person who is greedy for money and afraid of death, and I am so afraid of death that even I feel ashamed." But even if I am afraid of death, there are still a few people in this world who are worth my desperate efforts to defend, and there is no doubt that Master, Grandpa, both of you are among these people. Even if I accidentally died for you, I didn't resent. ”

Zhang Zhongjian glanced at Daxi Changru, walked to the recliner beside Li Xian and sat down, lay down, and looked up at the sky. Daxi Changru then also lay down on the chaise longue, and the three of them fell silent again.

After a long time, Zhang Zhongjian said with some amazement: "You should know why I took the people of Tiefutu to take you away in the first place. ”

"Because of that old nun?"

"That's right."

Zhang Zhongjian nodded: "She is my savior." ”

Daxi Changru sighed and said, "It's also mine." ”

Li Xian was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but say: "She is really a strange woman, to be honest, I am now beginning to wonder if she is the reincarnation of the Bodhisattva and came down to purify all sentient beings." ”

There is not a hint of sarcasm in this statement, and it is by no means angry.

"When she picked you up before she died, I happened to be in Chang'an City. One day, I planned to go into the palace to steal wine and drink, and by the way, I caught Yang Jian and beat him. When I met Wen Yao, he thought I was going to assassinate the emperor, so he fought, and I was not an opponent. Fortunately, I met Zhai Rang and wanted to teach the emperor a lesson, so the two of us joined forces so that we were not caught. But I was injured, and Wen Yao still took out the knife and stabbed me to harm. I was recuperating in the old nun's nunnery, and she saved my life. ”

Daxi Changru said: "When I went out of Honghua to fight fiercely with the Turks, but all the credit was taken away by some traitors, my soldiers went to eight or nine times, but they didn't even get the pension, I scolded the corrupt officials in anger, scolded the emperor, the villain sued the emperor, the palace guards went to arrest me, it was the old nun who sent me a letter, so I will go away to the north to take refuge." ”

"So what does she say, and what do you believe?"

Li Xian asked.

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian nodded at the same time and repeated: "What she says, we all believe." Because, she is really not an ordinary person. You may not know that Yang Jian was ugly when he was a child and was not disliked, but the old nun said that he was the emperor's order, and took him away to teach him the art of war and the art of strategy. ”

"I know."

Li Xian said: "I sometimes feel fortunate that I know a lot. But I always thought it was just a story, and I never took it seriously. ”

"But Yang Jian promised the old nun but failed to do it, and imprisoned the old nun in the nunnery in Chang'an City."

"You mean to say that Yang Jian is ungrateful?"

Li Xian said.

Daxi Changru didn't answer, but continued: "Zhang Zhongjian and I both owe the old nun a favor, and we don't interfere in the affairs between her and Yang Jian, but we must do her dying instructions." A big husband, you can't break your trust with others. ”

"Let's go straight to it."

Li Xian said.

Zhang Zhongjian sighed and said: "To put it simply, that old nun said, you must not be allowed to turn against your biological father, otherwise your fate will also come to an end." He said that father and son can work together to destroy the Yang family, so she can be regarded as dead and blind. ”

"She also said that I was the real man."

Li Xian said with some annoyance.

"That's right, you're the real man, she said it. But...... Who told you that the true Son of Heaven is the one who builds a new dynasty? ”

"?"

Li Xian stood up abruptly and said angrily, "What the fuck bullshit?!" ”

He suddenly found that the old nun he had been grateful to in his heart turned out to be so hateful and hateful, and he was just a tool to be used! This discovery made him angry all of a sudden!

This time, Li Xian was really angry.