Love is poison.

If it's not poisonous, how can it make people lose their minds? If Tang An hadn't lost his mind, how could he take such good care of his "enemies"?

Su Meier is sick again.

The cold from falling into the water and the fear of water caused her to fall into a coma, and her body was horribly hot. For two whole days, Tang An barely rested.

He set up a simple bed out of dead branches, and went around looking for some wild fruits and game to eat. In order to cool Su Meier, he wipes her body with hot water every day.

When he took off the wet clothes for the first time, Tang An felt as if his heartbeat had stopped.

When he was competing in the arts, he saw Su Meier's moving figure. In the desert oasis, he peeked at Su Meier's enchanting back in the middle of the night. But looking through the clothes and taking off the clothes, looking at the back and looking at the front, the feeling is completely different.

The skin of mutton fat and white jade, the convex seductive collarbone, the full plump chest, the two delicate cherry red, the miraculous slender waist... She is like a painting, a sculpture, a fairy who does not eat the fireworks of the world. Even in his dreams, Tang An had never seen such a perfect body.

Wiping the body of such a bewitching woman is undoubtedly a great test of one's perseverance. Every time he touched a place, Tang An seemed to have to endure great suffering, and the devil in his heart constantly wanted to break free from the cage, encouraging him to do something "pleasant".

After wiping it several times in a row, Tang An would always force himself to put clothes on the verge of wiping the gun in time, and since then, he finally has the most sober understanding of himself.

What a gentleman I'm in!

Gentleman, in Tang An's opinion, has always been a curse. Therefore, in order not to despise yourself, it is inevitable to eat some tofu on hand once in a while.

On the third day, the sun rises three poles.

The natural stone pot had just stewed delicious fish soup, Tang An was just about to feed Su Mei'er, but he heard a soul-crushing moan, turned his head to look, and Su Mei'er, who had been falling into a coma, finally woke up leisurely.

"Grandma, you're awake."

Tang An was overjoyed and hurriedly supported her back to help her up.

Su Meier's face was a little pale, thinking that she had been sleepy for two days, and her body was a little weak.

Big eyes looked around with confusion, and said in a low voice: "This... Where is it? ”

Tang An smiled and said, "I don't know where this is." ”

Su Mei'er turned her head to look, and when she saw Tang An's appearance clearly, she was suddenly shocked: "Tang An, is it you?" We... Didn't you fall into the river and drown? Over here... Could it be the underworld? ”

Your uncle, is it okay for Lao Tzu to live a long life when he is young? Fairy tales are unscrupulous, bah bah!

Tang An glanced at her with a big sense of annoyance, and said, "Please don't be suspicious in the future, okay?" We're alive and well now, and we're going to live forever. ”

After a long time, Su Mei'er smelled the aroma of the fish soup and saw the picturesque mountain scenery outside the cave, as if she believed Tang An's words.

believed it, but it made her a little ashamed. She glanced at Tang An with a complicated expression and asked, "How long has the slave been asleep?" ”

"It's been two whole days."

She pointed to the "bed" under her ass and said, "You did that?" ”

Tang An glared and said, "Could it be that the tree cut itself down?" ”

Su Meier pointed to the fish soup again: "You also made it?" ”

Tang An said angrily: "Could it be that this fish jumped into the boiling water by itself?" ”

Su Mei'er sighed, her expression gloomy: "The slave wanted to kill you that night, why did you do this?" ”

Tang An smiled: "What I do is my freedom." I want to kill you, but no one can stop you, I want to save you, and no one can stop you. ”

Su Mei'er grabbed Tang An's shirt and said loudly: "Tang An, the slave wants to kill you, do you understand?" The slave said that the slave wanted to kill you, why did you save the slave? ”

The environment in which she grew up was destined for her way of thinking. A woman who grew up in deceit and deceit since she was a child, is surrounded by intrigues and intrigues all day long, and is used to seeing too much bloody storm. For the sake of interests, brothers can turn against each other, fathers and sons can become enemies, and the position of the head of a clan is enough for the two closest people to draw their swords against each other.

Therefore, since she was sensible, the master told her only one sentence of life: to be merciful to the enemy is to be cruel to oneself.

What she saw and felt made her always empathize with Ling Bingyan's words. In the harsh environment of the Western Regions, no one knows how to be grateful, they only know how to plunder.

She didn't understand, why was she burdened with national hatred and family hatred, and even knew that she wanted to kill him, but Tang An still wanted to save herself?

Tang An looked into her eyes and said, "Do you really want to kill me?" ”

"Slave..."Su Mei'er said. The wandering of her eyes proves that her heart is weak. "You are a good thing for a bad slave, kill a slave in the Western Regions, and the slave will want to cut you with a thousand knives."

Tang An smiled freely and said, "I'm here, why don't you do it?" ”

"You!" Su Mei'er glared at him and said angrily: "You liar, you are hiding so deeply. The slave and you have gone all the way, but they didn't even know that you could do martial arts! The slave is now weak and tight, not your opponent. ”

"It's not that you can't kill me, it's that you don't want to kill me." Tang An shook his head, his eyes burning, and said, "You who can talk in dreams are much more honest than Su Mei'er who is awake." ”

"Dream talk..."Su Mei'er's face changed, "What did the slave say?" ”

Tang An shrugged his shoulders and said, "I didn't say anything, just said that you were impressed by my handsome and chic appearance, and you wanted to give me seven or eight children, and you were reluctant to kill me at all." ”

"You talk nonsense, the slave will never say such a thing." Su Meier's face was slightly red, but she quickly returned to normal. "Tang An, why are you so stupid, don't you know that even if the slave can't bear it in his heart, but for the sake of Xia Guo, the slave has to do it. But what about you? There are still 3,000 remnants waiting for you to take them back to their hometown, but you have saved a man who wants to kill you! Do you think the slave doesn't know? How difficult it is to escape from the rapids, but for the sake of the slave, you dragged your tired body to build such a 'bed' for the slave, just because you want the slave to sleep more comfortably! ”

Su Mei'er roared loudly, and suddenly pulled Tang An's hands, and the rough palms had already ground up blisters.

"Hehe, the slave finally knows where that 'stone pot' came from." Su Mei'er laughed miserably, but with a smile and a smile, tears flowed down: "Tang An, the slave is your enemy, the slave wants to kill you, but you still have to save the slave." Why are you so nice to slaves, why! ”

It was quiet in the cave, only Su Mei'er's shallow sobs.

Tang An had already put away the hippie smiling face, lowered his head and was silent for a long time, then slowly raised his head and stared at Su Meier's eyes: "There are many things that we can't explain at all, just like you know that you should kill me, but you can't do anything." If I had to find a reason, I would think... I've been poisoned by you. ”

"Poison?" Su Mei'er blinked and asked puzzled.

"People who are poisoned will not be able to help themselves." Tang An's eyes fluttered, and he said slowly: "From the time you fought against me in Bianjing City, performed flattery on me in Chengfu, danced with me on the top of Lushan, talked to the moon in the small courtyard of the neighborhood in Chang'an, quarreled in the narrow carriage, helped the poor Tang people in the endless yellow earth, and gritted your teeth after being peeked at by me...... Thinking about it one by one, I realized that it was not that I didn't want to kill you, but when I wanted to kill you, I couldn't do it anyway. I've heard people say that beautiful women are like poison, so I thought, I've already been poisoned by you, but unfortunately I found it too late, and when I wanted to detoxify, I found that I had no way to recover. ”

Su Mei'er was dumbfounded, speechless.

When she found out that she was in love with Tang An, she began to be afraid. She didn't know how to face a man who was becoming more and more harmful to Xia Guo, she wanted him to die, but she couldn't do anything, so she thought of a compromise solution: take him back to Xia Guo and become her own man.

If he doesn't say yes, there's no better way than to walk away.

So, she has been struggling with an answer. was taken hostage by Tang An several times, and she would ask the same question every time: Would you kill the slave?

She knew that Tang An wouldn't, but she wanted to hear the answer she wanted from his mouth, because that answer could make her heart warm and temporarily alleviate the struggle brought to her by the conflict.

But she never expected that the answer she was most looking forward to would come at this moment.

Tang An said very calmly, but at this moment, to Su Meier's ears, there is no language in this world that is more sweet and touching than these few words.

It turns out that the bits and pieces along the way... He didn't forget! In his heart... There are slaves!

The tears slipped down again, but I don't know if the tears were salty or sweet? He said he had been poisoned, but he didn't know it, so why wasn't he?

Tang An didn't notice the change in Su Mei'er, and continued: "We are both very clear about each other's positions, and we also know that we have no tomorrow at all, because we were born enemies. But feelings are like the mud of a swamp, you desperately try to stop and struggle, but you will only sink deeper and deeper. ”

"I know that you have always wanted to hear my heart, and I have not said it, because it makes no sense to say it, and it will make you and me more miserable. I've tried to be confused, I've tried to forget, but none of them seem to be obvious. But now, I'm afraid there is no room for us to turn around: I can't go back to Xia with you, and you can't follow me to the Tang Dynasty, so... It's better to leave a good memory, so that you can miss the original story when you are dying, and you will not have regrets because I didn't say what I thought. ”

Tang An looked at the stunned Su Mei'er, saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and took a deep breath: "The moment I doubted you, I should have killed you." But I can't do it, because you are my poison, and I, a fool, have already been poisoned but don't know it, step by step into your trap, but I just sleep in a dream and don't want to wake up. Even if I'm sober now, I'm still willing to continue to make mistakes, and I'd rather die than be hurt in the slightest. ”

"I'm not afraid that you will kill me, nor will you leave me." Tang An smiled indifferently, and looked at Su Mei'er affectionately with bright eyes: "I'm just afraid... When you return to the Xia Kingdom, you won't find anyone who loves you more than me. ”

Su Meier's eyes were crooked, she smiled happily, smiled and laughed but tears rained down...

(Satisfied with this chapter?) Tomorrow we will start to tear down the big plan)