Thirty-Four: The Bleak Song

Wang Mingming read Fazi's letter word after word, and there was not a single word of love in the letter, but the deep affection of love was conveyed between the lines.

Fazi briefly talked about his situation in the letter, and the ordinary language was not embellished, warming Wang Mingming's heart sentence after sentence.

Every word he said made Wang Mingming shed inexplicable tears. Drop after drop fell on the letterhead. Before the letter was finished, the letter was already soaked with tears.

The letter said that when Zhao Jiafa was preparing to return to Nanjing after taking care of his grandfather's funeral, the Japanese army launched an incident, and his uncle went to the front.

In the face of the national crisis, he decided to give up his studies and his children's personal affairs to serve the country, and he joined the national army with his cousin and cousin with the support of his mother.

They were trained in Taiyuan with the children of other officers, and now that the training camp has ended, I heard that they and a few cousins will stay at the headquarters on errands in the future.

He was reluctant to stay at the headquarters and was in a hurry, he asked to go to the front line, determined to fight the Japanese army face to face and fight to the end.

He believed that China would definitely be able to defeat Japan, and on the day of victory, he would definitely come to Nanjing to find Wang Mingming. He wanted to celebrate the victory with Wang Mingming.

Wang Mingming read the letter over and over again. Only she can read the meaning of the letter, and only she can grasp the truth of the letter.

She cried when she read it. She wasn't crying because she regretted it, she was complaining about why fate treated her so cruelly.

Wang Mingming found that he had already fallen deeply in love with Zhao Jiafa. But God didn't give her a happy marriage, and Jiang Yang's thieves not only robbed her family's goods, but also plundered her love together.

She should have many solutions when she made her final decision, but fate blindfolded her, and she embarked on this path without love.

Who can she blame! She couldn't fight against fate. The only thing she could console herself with was that she had sacrificed herself for her father.

She sacrificed her bright future, pure love and that simple and kind heart. She only now realizes that the price was too high.

She remembered the marriage of her eldest sister, the village girl who was washing clothes on the edge of the pond, and the legendary marriage would suddenly descend, and the people of the village would be jealous because of envy. Hate because of jealousy.

Her fate is so strong, and God is protecting her. She was so happy and satisfied. Her mother and brother changed everything about themselves because of her.

Although she rarely enjoys the warmth and pleasure that men give her now, love has already given her a lot. She has a lot of good past and something to be proud of.

She enjoys more power and status in this family, and she is very satisfied with everything in front of her. Because she didn't ask for anything else.

Wang Mingming's marriage cannot be compared with the eldest sister's marriage. Wang Mingming guarded a loveless marriage and lived in self-comfort. Self-pity often loomed over her young heart.

She is already someone else's wife. She was powerless to fight against fate anymore, she resigned herself to her fate, she was too tired. She must be a woman of a good family, guard the man's observance of women's morals, and live a good life.

In the future, her love for Zhao Jiafa can only be buried deep in her heart. She believed that as the years went by, everything would fade away.

Wang Mingming decided to send a reply to the Zhao family with his mother's address. Zhao Jiafa's training camp has ended, and he may have gone to the front line, she doesn't know if he can receive this letter, but the letter must be written.

In the letter, she told Fako about her marriage, and she asked Fako to forgive her. She hopes that Fazi will fight bravely and contribute to the country.

After Wang Mingming sent the letter, he felt much more comfortable. But Zhao Jiafa's figure still revolves around her in front of and behind her. It made her uncomfortable.

She kept blaming herself for being too hasty in dealing with this problem, she considered that her family didn't think of Fazi at all, she scolded herself for being too selfish, and she was sorry for Zhao Jiafa.

When she got married, she didn't think much about the whole thing, and she was afraid that she would not be able to pay it off in her life. She sighed softly involuntarily.

When her mother-in-law saw that she was preoccupied, she didn't ask her what was on her mind. said: "Little San, I want to go to the movies, you can accompany me." ”

The mother-in-law took her to the movies in order to take her to relax. The mother-in-law opened her mouth, and the king was obviously not good not to go. She called the porter to the street in front of her and called for the car.

The mother-in-law said: "Go to Xinjiekou Dahua Film Commercial House." It was a movie theater that had only just been built. The interior is brand new and very comfortable to sit in. It was a good treat.

After the movie was dispersed, Wang Mingming's mood was really much better. As soon as they returned home from the cinema, they heard a burst of singing from the second sister:

"A lone meteor streaked across the night sky,

Tears of homesickness were gently spilled.

Looking forward to the long river of ice turning into spring water,

The clouds disperse and the rising sun is ushered in. ”

Wang Mingming said to his mother-in-law: "What a desolate singing. I'll take a look. ”

The mother-in-law said, "Let her sing, it's a poor child." Whenever she gets homesick, she sings songs she wrote herself. She will be in a better mood after singing. ”

Wang Mingming asked puzzledly: "Mother-in-law, why is the second sister so sad?" I haven't seen her smile. Is it because there are no children? It's not like that.

"She sings whenever she gets homesick. Where is her home. She was homesick, why didn't she go back and see. ”

The mother-in-law sighed for a while and said, "You didn't know her just now, she is a child without parents." It's a long story. It was the winter of March 1. ”

That day, the mother-in-law came back from outside, and the porter ran over to open the car door for the mother-in-law. The mother-in-law got out of the car and saw two young men, a man and a woman, sitting on the steps in front of the gate.

The mother-in-law saw that they were thin-skinned and tender-fleshed, neatly dressed, and had a cowhide box beside them. At first glance, you can tell that they are the children of a large family.

They looked at her mother-in-law with begging eyes, and the young man seemed to have something to say to her, but he couldn't say anything. I could see that he was a little timid, so he didn't speak.

The mother-in-law ignored them and went up the steps. She stopped as she was about to enter the gate, wondering what the young man was trying to say. Wondering why they are sitting there.

The mother-in-law didn't see them as resting here.

The porter saw what was on his mother-in-law's mind, and he hurriedly said to her mother-in-law, "Ancestor, those two young men are here to find someone. They came to find the family who used to live here.

"I've told them that the family has already moved out. But they didn't want to leave. Have been sitting here for a long time. It seems like there is nowhere to go. ”

The mother-in-law turned to see them half-turned to look at her. They saw that the mother-in-law turned around and stood up politely without waiting for the mother-in-law to speak.

The young man bowed to his mother-in-law and said, "Madam, we have come to find out where they have moved to the people who used to live here.

"That family was a friend of my father's. It was my father who asked us to come to Him. When he finished speaking, he took out his father's letter to the family and showed it to his mother-in-law.

After reading the letter, the mother-in-law said: "You are from the Northeast, I am very sympathetic to your plight, your father and that family are friends of life and death, if they still live here, they will definitely take you in."

"The family moved south many years ago. I don't know the exact location. I don't know who to find out their whereabouts.

"I'd love to help you find them, but there's nothing I can do. Thank you for your understanding. ”

The young man looked disappointed and helpless. He lowered his head and didn't know what to do.

The young woman said to her mother-in-law, "Our mother committed suicide in order not to be insulted by the Japanese devils. Our father must avenge our mother. Gotta kill that devil.

"My father sent my brother and sister to Beiping, and then sent us to the train to Nanjing, and my father went back to the northeast.

"We had just arrived in Nanjing, and we had no relatives. Although Nanjing is large and the capital, there is an undercurrent hidden in the calm. We dare not enter society for fear of going astray. to the point of desperation.

We know that my wife has a noble identity and an extremely kind heart, and we hope that her can help us. ”