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It was a pair of eyes full of many complex looks. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThere are joys and losses. There is kindness, and there is indifference. There is hesitation, but there is also determination. She didn't know why the old lawmaid, who had taught them since childhood, had so many changes in her eyes. But all of this was noticed by her, because she had already learned how to read words and emotions in the chamberlain that she had been here for many years. There are meticulous observations of people's expressions and eyes. Because only in this way did she know whether the old Dharma attendants who lived with them and were satisfied with their performance. This has also become something she has to watch and think about seriously every day.

But all these changes today made her sitting in front of the big bronze mirror very overwhelmed. It wasn't until the old lawyer, who combed and dressed herself, that she learned from the old lawyer... Tonight, she and a few sisters, who also have red sunflowers, will go to the temple for the first time as Dharma attendants to feast and dance for the monks.

When she heard the news, her first reaction was to be nervous. But she knew that the reason why she had been learning all kinds of dances, music, and other things every day in this ruthless chamber for many years was to please the monks in the temple.

And the almsgiving is one of the things that these Dharma attendants will please the monks in the temple. Whenever the halls, pavilions, and houses in the temple are going to hold a feast, there will be Dharma attendants who come to sing and dance. And in this feast, if there is a Dharma attendant who is favored by the temple master who has a very high status... Then she is very likely to become a special servant, the Dharma attendant of this temple master. Dedicated service involves offering one's body to the temple masters. And this is also the duty of the legal servant that she has known for many years in the service hall. For her, who was ignorant at the time, it seemed that all this was how it should be.

The moonlight that night was beautiful, and she remembered that she couldn't help but look back when she walked out of the pavilion hidden in the mountains. It was a wooden house that not only gave her infinite suffering, but also brought her a different years of growth. An indescribable sadness made her eyes moist and hot. Fortunately, she was accompanied by several sisters who were also going to dance for the monks tonight. And the old maid who combed and changed his clothes was the one who took them to the monastery this time.

Along the way, the old priest did not say a word. It wasn't until they took advantage of the darkness that they rushed to the temple in the temple. She never said a word. Nervousness and trembling were the only signs she showed when she was about to dance in front of the monks.

The sisters who came with him also felt anxious and uneasy. But when he and his sisters came to the stone platform where the banquet was dancing, the anxiety and uneasiness in their hearts disappeared all at once.

Because she heard the familiar drum music, this familiar and unfamiliar drum music, which she would dance with the music in the chamberlain day and night. As if involuntarily penetrating into her bones, she and the sisters who came with her danced like butterflies on the stone platform that belonged to them. With the seamless cooperation, the dancing posture is also like a person.

Gradually, the monks who watched the dance and music around them, the noisy noise, but also because of the dancing of her sisters and her sisters, gradually calmed down. She stepped barefoot on the cold stone bricks, but she had long forgotten where she was, but she always thought about the drum music around her ears.

Until the drumming stopped, and when she and her sisters stopped, the monks cheered endlessly. And listening to the applause of the monks, she also had an indescribable relief in her heart. In this way, for the first time as a Dharma attendant, she danced before the monks' feast, and ended with the approval of the monks at the banquet.

But what she didn't know was that it was this first time that dancing as a legal servant also caused a different change in the trajectory of her life. That is in this feast, she was favored by the master monk of the monastery, and what was waiting for her was to become the Dharma attendant who served alone by the master monk.

At the same time, there are several sisters, who are also taken by this house, and several other temple masters are also going to stay tonight. Those who remain will use their bodies to serve their beneficiaries.

Grace monk is the name of these Dharma attendants, who serve monks alone for a long time. Some Dharma attendants have only served one monk in their lives, until she accompanied her monk to death. And some of them will be sent to other monks by their own monks, and they will go to serve other monks. But when he was transferred by the first monk, it was also a sign of losing favor.

With the hesitation and uneasiness in her heart, she and the sisters who were also left behind, led by the old lawyer, came to a wooden corridor of the water pavilion, and waited in front of the vermilion lacquered wooden doors of the houses in the corridor. It wasn't until she watched the lacquered wooden door in front of her first sister open, and a monk in his forties reached out and pulled the sister into the house and closed it again.

One after the other, the doors were opened and closed again. She was left alone, still standing quietly in front of the wooden door, waiting for the wooden door in front of her to open. But just when she was still panicking in her heart, a terrible scream broke the silence of the moonlight water pavilion and the insect chirping of the wooden corridor and pavilion.

The scream, which seemed to be filled with infinite pain, came from the first sister room to be pulled into the house. With the first scream, the man's laughter gradually appeared in his ears. The crying and screaming of the sisters gradually accompanied the laughter of the man made her feel a little more afraid of this upcoming service.

But before she could think too much, the wooden door that had not been opened for a long time slowly opened from the inside at this time. A middle-aged monk in his thirties and seventeens appeared in front of her. When she looked at the middle-aged monk with a charitable face but fat fortune, she couldn't help but be horrified by the greed in the monk's eyes.

In this way, she was gently pulled into the door by the middle-aged monk with a charitable face but a greedy look in his eyes. Little did she know what kind of night awaited her when the wooden door behind her closed. But the cry of sisterhood, which was still faintly heard from time to time, made her heart full of fear of tonight's service, but how could she escape it?

Ever since she was sent to the secret chamber in the mountains of this monastery. She has no chance to escape, let alone the qualifications to escape. She had to face, whether voluntarily or unwillingly, all these things that she couldn't escape.

The tearing was accompanied by greedy lips and teeth, constantly invading her body. Until she was nothing, like a plaything, by the monk who also had nothing, on the gorgeous vermilion lacquered wooden bed, she carried her legs apart, and her fat body slowly pressed down on her. The unspeakable tearing pain was like a fiery sharp knife, piercing her heart.

She couldn't help but let out a painful scream, and as the screams came, the middle-aged monk who pressed on her body and stabbed the fiery sharp knife into her body hastened his relentless conquest. The scorching stab, as if it never stopped, pierced her weak body again and again. Until she couldn't bear it, and gradually passed out in this almost never-ending pain...

Until the moment she passed out, it seemed that she could still hear in her ears the same screams of the other sisters as herself. But it all came to her vanishing as she lost consciousness at the scorching sting.

She didn't know how long she had been asleep, but when she slowly woke up, the middle-aged monk who had made her worse than die last night had long since disappeared. And when she was exhausted and slowly sat up from the messy bed, the unspeakable hot pain still did not dissipate.

Blinding specks of blood, and dried white evil objects, dotted the ornate bed blankets. She couldn't help but look a little stunned, so she couldn't help but sob. She didn't know how long she had been crying, until she couldn't cry anymore, until the wooden door was slowly opened again.

When she turned her head and looked at the wooden door in horror, it was the old legal servant in the pavilion who appeared in front of her. The old priest brought new clothes, and they were still as gorgeous. She was very careful to comb and dress her again, but she didn't dare to look at her eyes with complicated expressions for some reason.

It seems that after the unforgettable pain of last night, her whole person has quietly changed today. With the support of the old lawyer, she endured the burning pain and staggered out of the house.

When she passed by the door of a sister's hut last night. But there happened to be a monk who carried something wrapped in white linen out of the sister's hut. A pair of white and immature wrists, still with purple strangulation marks, hung weakly from the white linen wrapped in it. As the monk who was carrying her walked out and left, there was a slight sway.

Looking at the scene in front of her, she couldn't help but stop. Thus recalling the night last night, she came into this wooden door. The one who danced with her at the almsgiving last night, and was brought to this water-pavilion wooden corridor together.

But when she looked at the pair of white tender hands that were exposed from the white linen wrap, she couldn't help but feel an indescribable sadness and despair in her heart.

And the old servant who supported her did not urge her because she stopped. Instead, he just supported her and looked at the monk who was carrying her as he walked away.

Later, in a trance, she was still supported by the old law, and walked to a quiet house in a temple. There she saw the other sisters who had also been left behind last night. Like themselves, the sparkle in their eyes has gradually faded. Some of them were left with Mu Ne, and let the old legal attendant beside her comb and re-coil her messy long hair, and bring the jade bead hairpin.

The quiet and spacious courtyard of the house became her new home after leaving the chamberlain. She has not been back since that day, and the chamberlain who had brought her so many hardships in the past. And officially became a famous in the monastery, serving the monks and teachers.