But when she insisted hard, and even planned to bury this love deep in her heart, she somehow turned the clouds and rain with him after a drunkenness.

After waking up, Yao Yue'er regretted, rejoiced, and worried, but she was all fixed by the other party's words.

And he said, My soul pleases thee.

......

"And then?"

Seeing that Yao Yue'er broke off when she said this, Qin Huaiyu frowned a little for a while.

How did she think that Yao Yue'er's expression when she said this was a bit like the beginning of all sadness.

And that's exactly what happened.

Yao Yue'er suppressed her trembling voice, and said for a long time: "He gave me a jade pendant, which is a relic of my mother, but a ...... Daughter-in-law's. We were once intimate, and I threw away all the shame of a woman for him and made a private decision for life. However, after only a month, he disappeared. ”

Qin Huaiyu didn't expect such a result, and asked in surprise, "Disappear?"

Yao Yue'er nodded, took a deep breath, and said in a trembling voice: "When we were together, he never told me about his family background, and even when he was joking, he also said that he was a mountain bandit. Huaiyu, do you know, the day before he disappeared, he swore that he would marry me. But the next day he disappeared, and never again. ”

When she said this, she seemed to be stuck in a memory, her expression became more and more sad, and she said in a trembling voice: "It's ridiculous that I really thought that he was arrested by the government, in order to find him, I searched the entire capital, but the other party was nowhere to be found." One day I even heard that a mountain bandit was surrounded and suppressed, and I ran over to look for it, but none of those mountain bandits who were caught were ...... him."

At that time, she had learned that she was pregnant, and her uncle and aunt had taken advantage of this incident to ruin her reputation everywhere, and tried to marry her off at will, so that she could control the property of the house.

But she resisted.

Some people also persuaded her to get rid of this child, after all, it was a symbol of her stain, if she kept this child and became pregnant before marriage, which good family would want her in the future?

But Yao Yue'er refused.

If...... What if Luo Yan is really dead? Then what she has in her womb is the only one who proves that he still exists.

So she can't knock it off.

What's more, she loves Luo Yan.

Love this kid too.

"When I couldn't find him, I only thought that he had some last resort, and I imagined the worst, and I imagined that one day he would suddenly appear in front of me and tell me that everything was over, and that he would always be with me in the future. When I gave birth to Kuo'er, I thought that what I had saved from nine deaths was our love. But who knows, the beginning of chaos is true and the end of abandonment is true, and I am the only one who is stupid. ”

When Yao Yue'er said this, she couldn't hold back anymore, and she couldn't cry anymore.

And Qin Huaiyu patted her shoulder distressedly and said softly: "Okay, just cry." ”

She once thought about what kind of person made Yao Yueer give birth to a child out of wedlock, but at that time she only thought that the person died before marriage, so Yao Yueer combed the hair ornament of an unmarried girl, but called the other party her deceased husband.

But he didn't expect that the other party turned out to be a missing living person.

No, no, it's not missing.

Qin Huaiyu suddenly remembered something, and when he was outside, Luo Yan kept saying that he wanted to explain.

And he followed Luo Jun to the Zhenguo Mansion during the day, and Luo Jun seemed to have just returned from the battlefield?

Thinking of this, Qin Huaiyu pondered for a while, and only after Yao Yue'er calmed down a little did he ask softly, "Yue'er, have you asked him the reason for leaving...... Maybe there's something he doesn't know about you?"

Hearing Qin Huaiyu's words, Yao Yue'er shook her head and said with a sarcastic smile: "Where is there any hidden secret, it's just that he's tired of it." I saw with my own eyes that he was holding the newlyweds in his arms, and he was very close to them...... Huaiyu, you say, how else can I lie to myself?"

As soon as these words came out, Qin Huaiyu couldn't help but be stunned and asked, "You can see it with your own eyes?"

When she said this, she remembered something again, and asked tentatively, "But how many days ago?"

For no reason, she remembered that Yao Yue'er suddenly looked in a trance that day, as if she had been stimulated by something.

And that day, she asked later, but she didn't get an answer.

Yao Yue'er naturally knew when she was talking about, and nodded with a wry smile: "It was that day that he passed in front of my door with the newcomer in his arms, and he was letting me see it clearly." ”

If it weren't for what she saw that day, she probably wouldn't have given up.

But at that time, she still had some expectations in her heart, what if?

However, instead of being beaten upside down by this person, what can she do?

Seeing Yao Yue'er's appearance, Qin Huaiyu felt more and more that there was a misunderstanding here, so he asked tentatively, "Then have you asked him about this in person?"

Yao Yue'er smiled bitterly, shook her head with some disappointment, and said, "Naturally, he doesn't admit it, but can't I still ask without a face?" ”

Why bother to find yourself so unhappy, it's all in the past, and she really doesn't have the strength to wait for a cruel answer now.

That knife was enough for her heart once, and she didn't want to take it a second time.

Hearing Yao Yue'er's words, Qin Huaiyu also sighed and said, "That Yue'er, what do you think now?"

Hearing this, Yao Yue'er wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said softly: "I just want to live a good life with Kuo'er now, he just changed his mind, but Kuo'er is my life, I am pregnant with a child who was born from the ghost gate in October, and I must not let him snatch it away." ”

Otherwise, it would really kill her.

Thinking of this, Yao Yue'er was a little embarrassed, and bit her lip and said, "After such a fuss today, he probably thinks that this child is the prince's." Huaiyu, I know this is very selfish, but can you please not explain this matter yet, I ...... I'm afraid that after he knows that Kuo'er is his child, he will snatch Kuo'er away. After all, he already knows where my house is, and if he comes to the door and brings someone to rob it, I'm afraid I really can't rob it......"

To be honest, she also knows that her idea is very selfish, but she really can't help it, Kuo'er is her only relative in this world, and it can be said that it is more important than her own life.

She can accept Luo Yan being with others, but she really can't accept Kuo'er leaving her, in that case, I'm afraid she won't be able to live.

Seeing Yao Yue'er's appearance, Qin Huaiyu hurriedly comforted her and said, "Don't worry, I will protect you, and the Huai'an Mansion will also be your backing, and nothing you worry about will happen." ”