Chapter 34: True Happiness

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Du He's sudden anger made Changle and Li Xueyan, who were originally in grief, forget to cry, and it wasn't until he threw his sleeves out that the two women reacted. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Smashing her eyes, Li Xueyan said in shock: "Du Lang's appearance is so scary, what's wrong with him?" It's the first time you've lost your temper at us! I don't feel good in my heart, I feel like we're doing something wrong......"

Changle lowered her eyes, ignoring Li Xueyan's words, as if she hadn't heard them, at this time, she only had Du He's angry roar in her mind.

"You are unreasonable! I am your husband, I have been wronged, I don't say a word, I feel sorry for myself alone, what is this called, what is this, do you still regard me as your husband! ”

The heartache to the madness of the expression, the distorted face, the look of chagrin and self-blame, when I think of it at this moment, my heart is like a knife, and tears are falling again.

For a long, long time!

His eyes, which were already red and swollen, stopped his tears, and Changle muttered in despair: "Wrong, we were really wrong!" We always think that he is working outside, and we shouldn't let him worry about things at home, and we always think that the sad things are borne by ourselves, and he shouldn't be involved. But we neglect one point, the most important one. He is our husband and the master of this house. He has the right and the duty to share everything with us, and he has the obligation to share the joys and sorrows with us. And we hide our grief from him, what is the point of deception? We lied to him for three years, no wonder he went crazy about it. ”

Li Xueyan's mind is not as delicate as Changle, but she faintly realizes that she is wrong, but she can't figure out where the real fault is.

At this moment, listening to Changle's light, tears also rolled down, and he cried: "Sister Changle, what should we do now?" ”

"Find Du Lang and talk to him heart-to-heart. Otherwise, there will be a rift between us that will never be repaired, and it will be painful for a lifetime! Changle had already stood up, she didn't know where Du He would go when she was angry, but even if she was blindly searching, she had to give it a try.

"I'll go too!" Li Xueyan wiped away her tears, took Chang Lefa's hand and said, "We apologize well, Du Lang will definitely forgive us!" ”

The two looked at each other and walked straight out of the house.

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Du He dragged his feet back to Du Mansion, but he kept thinking about how to tell Changle and Li Xueyan about it.

At this moment, his heart is extremely complicated, and he has hated that Du He to the bones, but he can't scold the tragedy, and he doesn't know how to curse, so it's completely useless.

Because he is Du He, scolding Du He is equivalent to scolding himself, and as for cursing, it is even more impossible, he already regards Du Ruhui as his father and Zhang's as his mother, how can he curse them?

He found that he was destined to carry the black cauldron for Du He for the rest of his life.

That kid "messed up" his body, not to mention his own recuperation, but also to help him bear everything, this depressed feeling, I am afraid that it will haunt him for a lifetime.

But when I think about it, I feel a little relieved, if it weren't for Du He, how could I get a good father and mother, and continue to enjoy life in this different world?

Only with such comfort did Du He feel that the depression in his heart would be reduced.

Just came to the outside of the house, and was about to knock on the door, when he heard a "crunch", the door of the house was wide open, and he was taking a face with Changle and Li Xueyan.

Seeing that they looked like they were going out, Du He's heart trembled, and he said secretly: "I won't let myself be so angry that I will go back to my parents' house with a few words!" That's terrible, Snow Goose is better, if Li Shimin's daughter accused her of bullying his baby daughter, then wouldn't she be so angry that her head was on fire, and her butt was smoking, and she came to settle accounts with herself, and she could only be beaten, unable to fight back, and unable to dodge a real PK? ”

Thinking of that kind of scene, Du He's heart couldn't help but tremble, and he said with a smile: "Where are the two ladies going?" ”

Changle and Li Xueyan both glanced at Ai Lang guiltily, looked at each other, and said in unison: "Du Lang, it's our mistake, don't annoy us, okay!" ”

Seeing the pitiful appearance of the second daughter, Du He's soul was about to fly to nine days, and he showed a smile and said, "Whether it's right or wrong, let's talk about it!" ”

The two daughters had this intention and nodded happily one after another.

The three of them came to the unmanned courtyard in the west courtyard of the house, which has the style of a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, with small bridges, flowing water, pavilions, and rockeries.

They crossed the bridge and walked into the gazebo. Looking at the clear water, Du He let out a long sigh and said, "You know, before that, my heart really hurts and feels so uncomfortable. I don't understand, I don't understand, why is everything like this? You are my wife, the most important person in my life. My greatest wish is not how many great deeds I have achieved, how great an official I will be, and how much I have accomplished, but how many great things I have achieved, but you, your happiness, and your happiness. For me, any career and any fame are things outside my body, clouds in the sky, ethereal, and dreamlike. I just want you to be happy and happy with me for the rest of your life. But today, I have found that all this happiness, all happiness is an illusory thing, and you are not happy at all, not happy at all, but with endless grievances, endless pain. I can't stand it, I really can't stand it, I feel like I'm going crazy. The person I love the most, but I have suffered for so many years with me, and I have always thought that you are happy, happy, and a complete big bastard......" he roared as if to vent.

This is the word in his heart, and it is the root of everything, and it is the most important reason why he lost his mind: he made the people he loved the most suffer so much, but he didn't know it, and he always foolishly thought that they were happy.

"No, it's really not...... Changle didn't have the demeanor of a princess, she cried out, she hugged Du He's waist, put her face on his back, and sobbed: "It shouldn't be like this, our happiness is not cheating, being able to marry Du Lang and be able to enter the Du family is the happiest thing in my life." It's our fault, it's our failure to experience true happiness, our suppression of everything, our failure to explain everything frankly. It's not Du Lang's fault, it's ours. I just want you to be happy, I don't want to see you frowning, but I ignore that we are a family, a couple. ”

Li Xueyan also leaned over and said with tears: "I'm the same, I like Xianggong's smile, and I like Xianggong's smile that he can be covered when he collapses that day." We really shouldn't hide the ...... of all this."

Du He's eyes were also red, he turned around, hugged the two daughters in his arms and said, "Yes, what Changle said is right, we are husband and wife, and we are a family." But we didn't know what a couple really meant, and I didn't understand the pain until today. Couples who only laugh are not happy, because the road of life can never be smooth sailing, and no matter how lucky people are, there will be a moment of bad luck. At the bottom of life, the low tide of career, the bumpy road ahead, and under the unpredictable sorrow, couples can face it together, work together to get out of the bottom valley of life, out of the low tide of career, out of the bumpy road ahead, this is the happiest. Even if they can't turn over at the bottom of their lives, can't rise at the low tide of their careers, can't pass the bumps in the road ahead, etc., no matter how happy their smiles are, they can't compare to their heart-to-heart care and support along the way, even if they don't succeed or fail, they are happy. ”

Li Xueyan said quietly: "I also understand that as long as the husband and wife are one, even if they hug each other and cry together, it is a kind of happiness." Bearing everything alone and thinking that it is good for the other party is actually the stupidest and most foolish thing to do. It's not something couples should do, decisions to make. ”

Changle then added: "A real couple, there should be no hiding from each other, no deception, laughing together when they are happy, grieving together when they are sad, and after grief, they will spend it together." This is a real couple. We are too young to understand what it means to be a couple and a family. ”

"Not bad!" Du He was fascinated, if they could comprehend these things earlier, there would be no today's things, and then he also laughed: "It's not too late to comprehend now, the days between us are still long!" Drawing on today's lesson, how about we make a pact? Taking today's events as a lesson, from this moment on, we will share joys and sorrows with each other, and there will be no more secrets or concealments. is what Changle said, laugh together when you are happy, grieve together when you are sad, and after grief, join hands to spend time together, and be a couple who can really rely on each other. ”

Changle boldly kissed Du He's left cheek, and said shyly: "I agree!" ”

Li Xueyan also kissed her right cheek as early as she could, and said, "I also agree!" ”

Seeing that the three of them had completely solved the problem in each other's hearts, Du He was in a good mood, and laughed and said, "I naturally agree 100%!" As he spoke, he lowered his head and kissed the beautiful woman on the left and right cheeks in his arms.

Changle leaned his head on Ailang's chest and said: "Du Lang's previous words are not all right, the concubine is indeed worried about childlessness, but it does not mean that I am unhappy, with Du Lang's care, the next few years after getting married, it is my happiest days." ”

Du He knew that it was impossible for her to say perfunctory words at this moment, and she was extremely happy in her heart, and paused and said: "The fault for the childlessness is not you, but me." As he spoke, he went to see the imperial doctor, and told the second daughter about the conclusion of the imperial doctor.

"So, it's all mine, and you don't have to feel guilty! Maybe it's my ridiculous retribution before I lose my memory! He gritted his teeth and said, he was really reluctant to carry this black pot.

The second daughter also knew who Du He was before he lost his memory, and she didn't care, and she heard that she would only need more than a year to recover.

Changle even took the prescription from Du He, intending to tell his subordinates to boil it.

Family affairs are over, and the next thing is Mei Niang's business.