Chapter 788 Caifeng's heart
Qu Caifeng sighed faintly: "Sister, thank you for your good thanks, but I actually know very well that for so many years, Cangxing has only you in his heart, and I couldn't combine with him when I had a lot of misunderstandings with you before, let alone now that you are back." Don't mention this matter in the future, I have no fate with him in this life. With that, a crystal teardrop rolled down from her phoenix eyes and dripped into the basin.
Mu Lanxiang stretched out his hand and gently supported Qu Caifeng's fragrant shoulder: "Sister, I think people's hearts are long, if you really can't let go of your senior brother in your heart, I will try to help persuade my senior brother, my heart is actually very soft, I don't want to see a lover who can't become a family member." ”
Qu Caifeng wiped his tears, raised his head, and squeezed out a smile: "Okay, sister, don't talk about it, in fact, I'm also thinking these days, Lin Zong's dedication to me is no less than that of Cangxing to you, he has also been guarding me for so many years, but I betrayed him emotionally, I still have Lin Zong in my heart, and I have been dreaming of him recently, but, it's just that I can't forgive myself for having liked someone else." So, so I really don't know how to face Lin Zong. ”
Mu Lanxiang's beautiful eyes revealed a complicated look: "Sister Qu, I think that as a woman, you must be loyal to your heart, I may have loved Senior Brother Xu at first, but when I found out that Senior Brother is the one who has really guarded me all along and is willing to pay for me, I realized that what I really can't do without is Senior Brother is, me; I regret that I didn't treat my brother well before, so I don't want to be separated from him for a while, and finally I can finally move God and get my love. And Sister Qu, you should also figure it out. Now in your heart, who is it pretending? ”
Qu Caifeng's lips moved. A hint of panic flashed in his eyes: "I, who do I like now?" She lowered her body and buried her head deep below the surface of the water, Mu Lanxiang could clearly feel Qu Caifeng's inner excitement through the constantly shaking water surface and the bubbles that surged up like beads, and the pair of proud twin peaks like ripe peaches were also rising and falling violently, and every qiē could reflect the struggle and fierce struggle in the heart of this heroine at this time.
Long. Qu Caifeng surfaced, the frosty white hair was already wet, the crystal water beads hung on the silk silver thread, reflected by the candlelight in this room, conjuring up colorful light, Qu Caifeng at this moment was so beautiful that Mu Lanxiang couldn't help but be stunned.
Qu Caifeng brushed the drops of water from her hair and breathed a long sigh of relief: "Sister Mu." You're right, I really should think about this issue clearly, not going to Wudang is just to escape from my inner emotions, just now underwater. I thought carefully about all the entanglements between me and Lin Zong, and now I have thought it through. The one I love the most in my heart is Lin Zong. ”
Mu Lanxiang was about to speak. Qu Caifeng raised her hand and stopped her words: "Sister." After listening to me, I didn't say this because I wanted to express my refusal to Cangxing in front of you, I Qu Caifeng dared to love and hate, the grievances were clear, like is like, there is nothing bad to admit, so I don't hide in front of you that I have a good impression of Cangxing, and even for a while, I am willing to be his woman and accompany him for a lifetime, sister, don't be angry when you hear it, even before this Southern Shaolin Conference, I still think like this. ”
Mu Lanxiang blinked her big beautiful eyes: "So, can Sister Qu completely let go of my senior brother now?" Just because I know now that Senior Brother Xu has always had you in my heart? ”
Qu Caifeng said calmly: "No, I thought about it carefully just now, I and Cangxing are actually not true love, at best, just two people who were tortured to despair in love, in the most lonely and lonely time, they met together, sister, don't be afraid of your jokes, don't look at me all day long, majestic, but I Qu Caifeng is a woman after all, when I am lonely and helpless, when I feel hurt, I still hope that there is a man in my heart who can tolerate me, warm me, give me strength and support, and Cangxing, It's that power. ”
"When my feelings fell into a desperate situation, I misunderstood Lin Zong and even died, and even went astray, helping Yan Shifan and the Demon Sect to do so many evil things, my heart also began to become self-defeating, and even like colluding with corrupt officials and corrupt officials, trading with Mongolia, I actually did it without asking, maybe in another three or two years, I will also become like Leng Tianxiong, completely ignoring right and wrong, completely degenerating, contrary to the original intention of the master to establish the Wushan faction to help the poor people in the world, and become a complete female devil."
Mu Lanxiang said excitedly: "No, Sister Qu, you won't be this kind of person, you have a good nature and a bright heart, I believe that even if there is no senior brother, you can come out by yourself." ”
Qu Caifeng smiled bitterly: "It's not easy to talk about. I knew that I was doing bad things, but I just couldn't extricate myself, at that time I was poisoned by the Cold Heart Pill, and I didn't know when I would die, just wishful thinking about protecting Wushan, at least I couldn't let the Wushan faction passed down by the master be destroyed in my hands, so I didn't ask right or wrong, and fought with your Demon Alliance with one mind, and the more the enemy knotted and fought, I became more and more inseparable from Leng Tianxiong and Yan Shifan, if it wasn't for Li Cangxing who gave me a clear way, I was only afraid that I would have been full of evil and could not redeem myself. ”
Mu Lanxiang smiled slightly: "No, Sister Qu, in the end, it is yourself who can decide anything, not an outsider, if it is not for your good nature, then no matter how my senior brother persuades you, you will not be able to turn back, just like the evil thief of Yan Shifan, I am afraid that even the Emperor Zhenwu, if the Buddha comes to persuade him to be good, he will not be able to be a good person." ”
Qu Caifeng was amused and laughed, and his suppressed heart became active again: "But anyway, in the darkest moment of my life, I encountered Cangxing, he was like a bright light, illuminating the direction of my life, letting me see hope, pulling me back to the right path, when I needed help the most, he was always by my side, and I saw him hurt by love, that painful appearance, my heart was like being pierced by thousands of knives, I feel sorry for him, a strong one." Excellent, iron-clad man. But I was so pitifully tormented by fate, I. I don't know what I can do, I just want to be there for him all the time, I don't want him to leave me for a moment, I want him to be by my side forever. Sister, I look like this, can you say it's love? ”
Mu Lanxiang frowned, and said thoughtfully: "Actually, I can't say that I understand love very well. When I was a teenager, I practiced sword with Senior Brother Xu every day, and I knew that Wudang would be in charge of him in the future, so I pestered him every day. Therefore, I don't know now that the kind of attachment I had to Senior Brother Xu was love. It's just the beginning of girlhood. ”
Qu Caifeng smiled and stroked Mu Lanxiang's hair: "You must be a girl's worship, not love, my master told me." She was the same with Ducklin at the beginning, and the two didn't really have much to do with. It's just destined to get married, that's a baby kiss. But Daklin was strong in martial arts at that time, and he immediately attracted the master. In your case, it should be the same, it can be regarded as the little junior sister's appreciation of the senior brother who is strong in martial arts. ”
Mu Lanxiang nodded: "I also figured out these later, at that time, because Senior Brother would play with me every day after I finished practicing, make me happy, and help me find delicious food, so I think this qiē is a matter of course, it is a matter of course, I have always had two shadows in my heart, one is Senior Brother Xu, but it is out of reach, and the other is Senior Brother, but I always feel that there is something separated." However, when it came to the Battle of the Falling Moon Gorge, I realized that what I really had in my heart, and what I really couldn't lack, was Senior Brother. ”
"Although Senior Brother Xu will also protect me, it is only the obligation to do the same, not the feeling that you can give up your life to protect me like Senior Brother. In the first time I killed someone, when we failed miserably, when I watched my father almost be killed in front of me, it was the senior brother, only the senior brother was still with me, life and death, from that moment on, I knew that in this life I would not marry him, and the object of love that I had been vague in my heart was finally determined, it was him. ”
Qu Caifeng smiled slightly: "I can't imagine that my sister has such a relationship experience, so after you return to Wudang, will you become a couple?" ”
Mu Lanxiang shook his head: "At that time, my brain was very messy, the master suffered a tragedy, my father was bedridden again, so many uncles and uncles were all killed in battle, I and the senior brother actually became the eldest second-generation disciples of Wudang, and we had to support the entire Wudang, I used to be able to shrink in the back, like a little daughter to enjoy the favor and protection of my father and uncle, but all of a sudden I found that I was actually going to provoke the big beam of Wudang, I was scared and helpless, the senior brother also newly lost his master, we, we didn't think about it." ”
Qu Caifeng nodded: "This is also human nature, after I lost my new master, the whole person was almost collapsed for a while, and he was completely forced to take care of the gang's affairs, that day when I was in the Falling Moon Gorge, I saw Lin Zong in the melee, I, I really didn't want to care about anything at once, I just wanted to kill him and stay away from the disputes in the rivers and lakes." ”
Mu Lanxiang sighed: "Actually, in fact, I was with Senior Brother Xu that time, but after he saw you, he immediately fought with you, and I couldn't intervene, and later, it was my father who forcibly pulled me away, and from that time on, I was completely dead to Senior Brother Xu, even in this case, he was still the only one in his heart." ”
Qu Caifeng said faintly: "After I came out with Lin Zong, I wanted him to go away with me, but he refused to live or die, I had no choice but to go back to Wudang with him, but I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to be the last time I saw him as a couple." ”
Mu Lanxiang thought of these past events, and his expression became gloomy: "Actually, now that I think about it, it was the terrible and hateful mastermind behind the scenes, who single-handedly planned the battle of Luoyue Gorge, so that we turned against each other and killed each other, even if we have lovers, we can't be together, after you left, this inner ghost actually put incense in my room in order to frame the senior brother, causing the senior brother to be driven down the mountain, but in fact, in fact, I would rather that the senior brother could really want me that night, even if there is no incense, I am actually, in fact, I am also willing." ”
Qu Caifeng laughed and touched Mu Lanxiang's delicate face: "I didn't expect that the Mu Woman of Wudang would be so bold and open." ”
Mu Lanxiang's pretty face flushed slightly: "Sister, this is a private conversation between our sisters, don't tell anyone." ”
Qu Caifeng said with a smile: "How can it be, in fact, you dare to love and hate the character, I really like it, I used to look down on your famous and decent people the most, it is the kind of sanctimonious hypocrisy, Lin Zong is also a little pedantic, everything suffers from gains and losses, looking forward and backward, there is no manly courage at all, the night I wanted me, I woke up and actually thought about committing suicide, I was really angry with my mother." ”
Mu Lanxiang laughed and said: "There is such a thing, this is in line with Senior Brother Xu's character." ”
When Qu Caifeng thought of this, his face couldn't help but blush slightly: "But Lin Zong is still responsible after all, not from the beginning to the end, in fact, our sons and daughters of the rivers and lakes are in love with each other, and they are together, and they are together, what do you want to do with so much red tape, it is boring." ”
Mu Lanxiang blinked: "Then, don't you tell your master about this?" ”
Qu Caifeng said proudly: "My master doesn't care about these things, but she reminded me, saying that men are all unfortunate people, and I should not be fooled, otherwise I will regret it in the future, but her old man has never stopped me and Lin Zong from beginning to end, and after knowing what happened to me and Lin Zong, she also allowed Lin Zong to walk around with me in the cottage, which is much more enlightened than your Wudang bull-nosed old way." ”
Mu Lanxiang hooked the corners of his mouth: "But, but that wedding is always an occasion for colleagues from all over the world to come and bless you, and it is also a ceremony to announce to everyone in the world that you and your lover are officially together, how can you not have it?" ”
Qu Caifeng shook his head: "Sister, I think differently from you, love is a matter of two people, there is no need to deliberately make it for others to see, and I and Lin Zong were not incompatible with good and evil at that time, even if the Wushan faction did not officially start a war with the Wudang faction at that time, it was also regarded as an outlier for the righteous sects, judging from the attitude of your Wudang Ziguang Dao Elder and others later, this marriage could not be concluded, so I could only be privately engaged with Lin Zong for life." (To be continued......) R1292