Outside, it was like ink splashing.

The moon climbed to the top of the wall and hung high in the starry evening sky.

In the ward, Gu Xi stayed by Gu Yanxi's side.

Just now, the child's body temperature burned again, and Gu Xi helped him do physical cooling and acupuncture from time to time.

I took out the thermometer and saw that the temperature had dropped.

She breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mommy ......"

The child who was drowsy after taking the medicine suddenly woke up and called her in his soft and slightly weak little milk voice.

Gu Xi hurriedly shook his little hand: "Well, Mommy is here, do you feel uncomfortable now?" Tell Mommy. ”

Gu Yanxi shook his head: "Xixi thinks it's okay." ”

"Is Heehi thirsty? Mommy will pour you some water to drink. ”

After drinking the water, the little guy blinked his tired and relaxed starry eyes, and looked well-behaved: "Xixi has made Mommy work and worry again." ”

Gu Xi chuckled and touched his head: "Mommy is not hard, as long as Xixi can get better soon, it will be worth it for Mommy." ”

Gu Yanxi turned her eyes and looked at the empty room behind her.

"Your daddy was still there just now, and Mommy persuaded him for a long time before he was willing to go home and rest first."

Gu Xi deliberately explained that he wanted his son to know that his father loved him.

Even if she and Huo Chenye can't be together in the future, this fact will not change.

Gu Yanxi nodded: "Then Mommy also comes up, is it okay to sleep with Xixi?" ”

Gu Xi smiled and half-lay on the bed.

Gu Yanxi lifted the quilt and helped put it on Gu Xi's body: "Mommy, don't catch a cold." ”

Gu Xi's heart was warm, her son was sick herself, and she didn't forget to worry about her.

She hugged the little one: "Xixi is so good." ”

Gu Yanxi nestled in her arms and suddenly asked, "Mommy, did Xixi make you embarrassed?" ”

Gu Xi: "How come?" Why did Hee-ki ask? ”

"Mommy doesn't like Daddy, but Hei wants Daddy."

It seems that the little guy didn't believe the sentence that Huo Chenye helped her answer today.

Gu Xi was silent for a few seconds, and wanted to say something, Gu Yanxi said: "If Mommy really doesn't want to be with Daddy, then don't be together, Xixi doesn't matter, as long as Mommy is happy, Xixi will be happy." ”

The child tried to say in a relaxed tone.

Gu Xi's eyes suddenly entered the sand.

Not because of relief, but because of the child's self-sacrifice.

She hugged Gu Yanxi tightly: "Can Xixi tell Mommy, when did she start longing for a daddy?" ”

When Huo Chenye didn't appear in Lujiang Town, Gu Yanxi never said in front of her, he wanted daddy.

Gu Xi always thought that she alone could give the children the love of their father and mother.

But after these things happened, Gu Xi realized how much failure he deserved as a mother.

She didn't even perceive the deepest desires of her sons.

Gu Yanxi's little face was buried in Gu Xi's arms, a little nasal, and she said eloquently: "When Xixi and An An were ridiculed by their neighbors and classmates for not having a father; When Xixi knew that Mommy was desperately going to the doctor every day so that we could be fed and clothed; And when Hei Xi watched Mommy do all the heavy work at home by herself......"

"Many times, Xixi will question why Xixi and An An are so cute and smart, but our daddy doesn't want us and doesn't look for us."

When Gu Yanxi said this, tears snapped down again.

Gu Xi's heart was as soft as a cotton flower, and the guilt and self-blame were like blocking the passage for breathing, making it difficult for her to breathe.

She hugged the little guy hard: "I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"