Huimin River from the southwest direction, gently flow into the city of Tokyo, every day the boat comes and goes, the sail shadow is like a cloud, along the river on both sides of the eaves and arches, the Biwa Pavilion is lined up one after another, the inexhaustible Jinghua scenery, the prosperous scene.

Mochou Nunnery is also crowded by the Huimin River, covering an area of five or six acres, and the main hall of the three entrances is hidden in the shade of the ancient trees, which seems quiet and indifferent.

There are more than 50 Buddhist temples in Tokyo, such as Xiangguoji Temple and Shangji Temple, more than 20 Taoist temples such as Chaoyuan Wanshou Palace and Yousheng Temple, and more than 60 other ancestral halls, temples, nunnery, and courtyards.

Compared with the big temples like Xiangguo Temple, Mochou Nunnery is not worth mentioning at all, but the population of Tokyo City is one million, as long as you can squeeze into the city, no matter how inconspicuous the small temple is, there is no incense.

In March, the Mochou Nunnery, the safflower shines on the water, the green shadow is swaying, and the faint wooden fish is singing, which has a quiet attitude in the chaos.

The eldest princess of Qingguo came to the nunnery in a carriage, and got the car with the support of the palace maid, she was in the cardamom years, like a budding flower and bones, at this moment a pair of eyebrows but frowned lightly, as if there were infinite thoughts.

She looked at the moss marks on the eyebrows of the door, and then walked in lightly with her skirt, and the little nun who swept the courtyard saw her come in, and hurriedly retreated to the side to salute.

When the eldest princess of Qingguo came to the backyard, she saw her sister wearing a gray monk's hat and gray monk's robe, drawing water from the dew-soaked well platform; The morning breeze blew through her wide robes, making them look empty, and when viewed from the side, her pale cheeks had thinned a little.

The eldest princess of Qingguo hurriedly ordered the palace maids around her to go up to help, and her heart was sore, so she went up and hugged her sister from behind, and said with tears in her eyes: "Fourth sister...... Why are you doing this? Sixth brother, he is already sick, it's none of your business......"

When the eldest princess of Qingguo said this, she cried silently, and the eldest princess of Kangguo stiffened for a while, and finally sighed faintly, turned around and hugged her sister and asked, "Tenth sister, what are you doing again?" Didn't you tell you not to run here? ”

The eldest princess of Qingguo sobbed softly, looked at her with a pair of teary eyes and sobbed: "Fourth sister, you go back to the palace with me, Song Niangniang is sick and has been thinking about you, fourth sister, you should go back to the palace with me!" ”

"My mother is sick? Are you sure? The eldest princess of Kang Guo's expression changed, and she was about to walk outside the nunnery, but she suddenly stopped, put her hands together, and recited the Buddha's name in a low voice.

The eldest princess of Qingguo pulled her sleeve and begged: "Fourth sister, you go back to the palace with me, Niangniang, she meditates into a disease, and the medicine stone is difficult to heal, the imperial doctor said that heart disease must be cured by heart medicine, fourth sister, Niangniang, she also misses you in the morning, and she also misses you at night, if you don't go back to the palace, Niangniang's illness is afraid that it will not get better!" ”

"Tenth sister, go back! Help me take good care of my mother, and I will go to the temple to chant and pray for her. ”

Although the eyes of the eldest princess Kang were also misty, she held back, turned around and walked towards the Buddha hall, her slender body seemed to be overwhelmed by the morning breeze, and she was crumbling.

The eldest princess of Qingguo pounced on her again and hugged her from behind, crying into tears: "Fourth sister, I didn't lie to you this time, I really didn't lie to you, Niangniang, she is really sick, you go back to the palace with me!" ”

In the end, no matter how she persuaded her, the eldest princess of Kang Guo was still like a water, returned to the Buddhist hall and sat on the futon, tapped the wooden fish and recited the Buddhist scriptures, her eyes drooped, and her ears seemed to be cut off from all the sounds of the outside world.

The eldest princess of Qingguo waited for half an hour, but had no choice but to leave gloomily, walked outside the gate, and the palace maid Yan'er beside her asked worriedly: "Eldest princess, what should we do?" ”

The eldest princess of Qingguo looked back at a few big characters on the door, how can she not worry?

All methods have been exhausted, but it is difficult to persuade her sister to change her mind, she frowned, and whispered to Yan'er: "Let's go, let's go to Yang's house." ”

"The Yang family?"

"Song Niangniang said that heart disease still needs to be cured by heart medicine, maybe only that person can persuade her to change her mind."

After the eldest princess of Qingguo finished speaking, she took the two palace maids to the car and drove towards Jingmingfang.

In the Buddhist hall, when the footsteps gradually faded away, the eldest princess of Kang suddenly seemed to collapse, fell on the futon and cried mournfully, her thin shoulders shrugged gently, and tears splashed on the purple wooden fish one by one.

She didn't know if her mother was really sick or fake, but she knew that for herself, her mother was much older and haggard.

But will you be able to go back? Can't go back, can't go back, she faintly heard that her sixth brother fell ill because of her anger, and the guilt in her heart made her seek death several times, and she couldn't forgive herself.

Now only in front of the Buddha chanting for her brother to pray for a moment, in order to seek a moment of peace of mind, that palace, she did not dare to go back, seeing everything that was familiar, she couldn't help but think of her brother's voice and smile...... The eldest princess of Kang Guo cried so much that she collapsed to the ground, and at this time a soft sigh came from the door, and the abbot of Mochou Nunnery, Master Huiqing, walked up slowly; She recited a Buddha name and said: "My Buddha is compassionate, this compassion is not only for others, but also for herself, the eldest princess can't even forgive herself, how can she learn to forgive others?" ”

"Mrs. Shi! But I just can't let it go, I killed my sixth brother, I killed him......" Princess Kang Guo hugged Muyu, still crying, and the poignant look on her thin face made people feel distressed.

Master Huiqing calmly walked to the Buddha and put on a pillar of incense, then turned around and sat opposite the eldest princess of Kang Guo, and said in a harmonious voice: "The things in this world, the cycle of cause and effect, everything has a fixed number, the past is not necessarily the fault of the eldest princess, the eldest princess only forgets the past, in order to return herself to the great freedom, with a comfortable heart, you can distinguish the good and evil around you, cherish what you should cherish, and give up what you should give up." ”

"No, Shitai, I can't forgive myself, I can't ......"

The eldest princess of Qingguo found the Yang family, Yang Yi was teasing her son at home, the little guy was only more than two months old, and he already knew how to recognize people, and the thirteen mothers giggled when they hugged him, and when they reached his hand, he opened his mouth and cried, so angry that he almost announced that he had severed the father-son relationship with this unfilial son.

Hearing that the family reported that the eldest princess of Qingguo was coming to find her, Yang Yi hurriedly threw down her son and went out to greet her, but the eldest princess of Qingguo did not enter the house, but only talked to Yang Yi by the car for a while, and then went back to the palace.

Yang Yi went home and changed his clothes, and rode to Mochou Nunnery alone.

The spring sun in the afternoon shines quietly on the steps of Mochou Nunnery, a gust of wind comes, and the peach blossoms in the corner of the courtyard fall with the wind petals, float over the courtyard wall, and fall to the Huimin River outside; Yang Yi led the horse into the front yard, his heart was full of mixed feelings, and he suddenly remembered that year on the wind pool, the lotus leaves were in the sky, the painting boat rowed across the smooth mirror-like lake, and the boat was full of youth and a brutal and willful figure.

She pulled the fishing rod on the painting boat and smiled proudly: "Okay, Yang Yi, since you hit the hook of this princess yourself, you can't blame me!" Come and see! Come and see! Princess Ben caught a big fish! ”

"Don't, don't! The eldest princess spares her life......"

"Hurry, hurry! This fish is too big, let's help me pull it up. ”

…… A string of youthful laughter floated across the lake, when the lotus leaves were blue, the lotus flowers were red, and the days were so bright.

And now, looking at the quiet nunnery under the smoke of the cigarette, looking at the scattered petals, I can't help but sigh faintly: the spring heart is full of flowers, and every inch of acacia is gray.

Yang Yi asked the little nun to go in and report, and he waited patiently in the front yard, but the result was: Donor, please come back!

Yang Yi didn't say a word, tied the horse, and walked to the back hall, the little nun hurriedly came to stop: "Donor, please stay, the back hall is a place for me to wait for monks to retreat, male guests will not be accepted, donor, please go back!" ”

Yang Yi flicked his sleeves, sped up his pace and walked to the back hall, the little nun dissuaded all the way, Yang Yi glared angrily, and the awe-inspiring aura frightened the little nun to take a big step back.

"Amitabha! Mingxin doesn't have to stop it, stand down! Master Huiqing came out of the hall, and Heshi gave Yang Yi a salute and retreated with the little nun.

Yang Yi walked into the Buddhist hall and saw the eldest princess of Kang sitting alone in front of the Buddha statue, closing her eyes and reciting Buddhist scriptures, monk clothes and hats, as thin as yellow flowers, as if she was unaware of Yang Yi's arrival.

Yang Yi stepped forward and snatched the wooden stick in her hand at once, knocked it heavily on the wooden fish, and the wooden stick broke into two with a snap!

This was still angry, and slapped the Buddhist scriptures in her hand again, and roared in a deep voice: "Have you made enough trouble?" What the hell do you look like now? Why was the first emperor angry? Why? You say! ”

The eldest princess of Kang Guo's body trembled slightly, two tears slipped from her closed eyes, and Yang Yi then roared: "It's not that the first emperor doesn't want to see you like this!" You're good, you've gotten harder, become a monk! Who taught you this, can being a monk solve the problem? The first emperor saw this in the spirit of heaven, how did you let him rest in peace? ”

The eldest princess of Kang Guo couldn't hold back any longer, threw herself on the ground and cried bitterly, shouting hysterically: "You go!" There you go! I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you! Let's go......."

"You go back to the palace for me immediately!"

"I don't! Who are you? Why do you care about me? Get out! Get out of here! ”

"Eldest princess, you can't go on like this, no matter what, we can solve it slowly, you can't solve any problems if you escape, the matter of the first emperor can't be blamed entirely on you, besides, everyone makes mistakes, it's good to be able to change them......"

"I don't want to listen! I don't want to listen, you get out of ......," the princess cried and pushed him; Yang Yi grabbed her arms at once, and roared again: "Okay, even if you make trouble, it's not enough to be angry with the first emperor, and then you are willing to make your mother angry, aren't you?" Zhao Qian, I really didn't expect you to be such a person! No matter how brutal and willful you were, at least you still have a kind heart, do you know how cruel you are now?

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world! Your mother is depressed and sick for you, you can turn a blind eye to what Buddha you pretend to recite here, and if the living don't go to filial piety, no matter how much Buddha you recite, it's useless! You have atoned for your sins like this, and your sins will only get worse and worse! ”

"I don't want you to take care of my business, why should you care about me? You bastard! It's all because of you, it's all because of your ......"

The eldest princess of Kang Guo cried to death, and Yang Yi's words stung her deeply; And her words also made Yang Yi stunned; She is right, she has to bear a lot of responsibility for all this today, how can she put the responsibility on her alone? If it weren't for herself, she might still be the rude and happy princess of Kang Guo.

I don't kill Beren, but Beren will die because of me.

Yang Yi sighed and said, "Eldest princess, it's me who is not ......."

"It's just that you're not good! I don't want to see you, you! ”

(To be continued)