Chapter 811: Nine Eggs

The eldest grandson Wujian ate very sweetly, at least it seemed like this. Maybe she was a little embarrassed, so she deliberately leaned sideways when eating, so that Li Xian didn't see the expression on her face.

Li Xian carefully smeared the grilled fish with the seasoning he had prepared by himself, and carefully roasted it, as if what he was holding was not a fish, but a very precious work of art. Even today, he has the supremacy in the Central Plains, but he still shows sincerity when it comes to eating.

An attitude.

"Is it delicious?"

Li Xian asked.

The eldest grandson wiped the grease stains from his mouth and nodded.

"Actually, you don't have to embarrass yourself like that."

Li Xian suddenly put down the seasoning in his hand and threw the fish that had just been sincerely roasted into the river. Although it was not clear in the night that the grilled fish was flowing down the river, the eldest grandson's heart tightened violently. Her face turned pale, and she looked down at the half of the grilled fish in her hand and fell silent.

"Your name is Guanyin, and you have believed in Buddhism since childhood...... Don't eat meat. ”

Li Xian snatched the grilled fish from her hand and threw it into the river again. He sat down beside the eldest grandson, raised his head and looked at the stars in the night sky that were not bright, and said slowly: "I know that it is never pleasant to force myself to do something, such as me...... He began to practice at the age of four, and began to kill people at the age of six, and by now, the books he had read should be enough to fill two carriages, and he read and wrote every day in addition to practicing martial arts...... It's not something I like to do. ”

He looked at the sky and said, "If I had a choice, I would rather be coquettish in my mother's arms when I was four years old." If I could, I was still playing in the mud by the river when I was six years old. If I could, I would have been a teenager and still studying in the countryside, and I might have secretly drawn a turtle on the professor's face and secretly plucked his beard. ”

"Unfortunately, I didn't have a choice."

Li Xian glanced sideways at the eldest grandson Wuji: "I'm telling you this, I just want you to understand...... It may not be a wise choice for you to change yourself for the sake of others. ”

"Grilled fish...... I do not get used to eating, and my stomach is still churning. ”

The eldest grandson hung his head and looked at his toes.

She was silent for a while, then raised her head to look into Li Xian's eyes and said, "Sometimes it's really uncomfortable to change your habits, such as eating this grilled fish...... When I took the first bite in my mouth, I began to regurgitate, but I forced myself to press it down without spitting it out. ”

Without waiting for Li Xian to say anything, the eldest grandson Wujian smiled and said, "But after eating too much, the sweetness and deliciousness became more and more obvious." ”

"So...... Choosing can sometimes be painful because it violates your past habits, but if you choose the right one, you will gradually experience happiness. It's my choice, a willing, so it's not as painful as you said before. The things we face are different, and of course we can't generalize. ”

She said seriously: "If you didn't study hard, maybe you wouldn't be able to get out of a certain difficulty." So, that's what really forces yourself to change. And I am different, although I am also asking myself to change, but your change is to deal with the crisis, and my change is to pursue happiness. ”

"Think about it...... I don't seem to feel the pain of the kind of change you're talking about. ”

She said word by word: "Because in my opinion, change is the pursuit of happiness." ”

Li Xian was stunned, but he didn't know what to say again. He originally planned to take the opportunity of meeting tonight to persuade the eldest grandson to be innocent, maybe the happiness she thought was not happiness. And after hearing the words of the eldest grandson Wuji, he realized that it was not the eldest grandson Wujian who drilled the tip of the horns, but himself.

He shook his head, realizing that he had imposed his thoughts on her.

The eldest grandson moved his body, not caring at all about the snow-white dress on his body. She approached Li Xian and secretly took a deep breath, feeling the breath on his body. She cautiously approached, breathing carefully.

"I fantasized about it."

She looked sideways at Li Xian: "I fantasized about sitting side by side with you like today, saying something inconsequential, and then smirking, thinking too much, and this kind of thought gradually became ingrained in my heart." Maybe you'll laugh at me, maybe you'll find it a bit for me to speak so bluntly, but I do like the way I feel. ”

Li Xian turned his head, looked at the eldest grandson Wujian and said seriously: "But you should understand that there are already many women around me. They are all important to me, you can ......"

"I'm sorry."

He suddenly smiled: "That's hypocritical." ”

"When I come back from Saibei, if you haven't changed your mind and still feel that following me is a happy thing for you, then I will naturally not let this happiness disappear from you. Although I can't give you much...... Maybe it's just a shoulder to lean on when you're sleepy. ”

"Hmm"

The eldest grandson nodded without being clean, very satisfied.

She found that the original encounter was really wonderful, and she fantasized about how to meet and talk to Li Xian many times, and then sat quietly together to watch the moonlight and the scenery. But I didn't expect it to come so easily, on such a non-special night, not a special occasion.

She slowly and gently rested her head on Li Xian's shoulder.

The moment the two people came into contact, she suddenly realized that it was so simple for a woman to control the whole world. Maybe the world in the eyes of men is boundless. And the world in a woman's eyes is just the beloved man in her heart who has never changed.

"When I go back to Chang'an."

She whispered these six words, deeply imprinted into her heart.

This is a promise, and she knows that once a man like Li Xian gives a promise, there will be no change. Perhaps, marrying him will not get all of him, but what you will get is satisfaction.

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"When you were a child, you always forced yourself to practice, to read and write, was there anything that made you feel happy? Even now, every time I think about it, I can't help but smile. ”

She leaned on Li Xian's shoulder, looked at the bright moon and asked.

She was full of curiosity about everything about him, she had heard her brother tell Li Xian many times about the past when he was young, and it seemed that his childhood was full of ups and downs. While the other children were still snuggled up in their mother's arms at home, he was already pulling the hard bowstring by the river that he should not have touched at that age. While others were still playing and catching fish by the river, he kept stabbing with a dagger.

In that small village in Bazhou, I don't know how many scars he stabbed on the old locust tree at the entrance of the village. In the peach forest two miles away from the village, I don't know how many peach blossoms were shaken down by him. In the yakniu river not far from the village, I don't know how many fish and shrimp were scattered and fled by him.

At the age of six, Zhang Zhongjian punched the Assassin sent by the imperial court into the air and forced him to pull up the riding bow that even ordinary adults would stay away, Zhang Zhongjian stepped on the man's chest, he was less than a meter away from the man, and in his terrible cry of grief, the feathered arrow sent out pierced the assassin's throat. The wail was so terrible that it seemed that it was not the assassin who had been shot but himself.

From that day on, he knew that he would never be able to live an ordinary life again.

He had fantasized many times that he could find a place where no one would find him and live in seclusion. You don't have to have beautiful scenery, you don't have to have food and wine, even if you can just laze down in the afternoon sun, sleep very comfortably and steadily, and don't have to worry about being chased and killed in your sleep, that's a very happy and happy thing...... If you have a choice, bastard is willing to practice so hard every day and is willing to kill.

"Happy ......"

He was silent for a moment, then smiled: "Maybe having these experiences is a very happy and satisfying thing. ”

"I remember...... When I was a child, when my grandfather went to the toilet, I would secretly throw stones into the toilet. ”

He would curse...... What a little bastard threw a stone! ”

Li Xian smiled, and seemed to see the brothers living together in that remote village again. The burly and sturdy Fuhu slave, he once stepped on his shoulder countless times to pick wild dates.

"Old man Zhang is a drunkard?"

He ...... Maybe I don't really like to drink, but I haven't really drunk once. He probably just liked the feeling of forgetting all his worries for a while, he had lost so much for me. He used to have a very beautiful wife, and because of me, he lost his wife, and Xiao Di lost his mother. ”

"Actually, when it comes to bitterness...... The most bitter should be Xiao Di. When she left home, she was still an unswaddled baby. I now know who my mother is, there is a portrait in my big tent, I painted it myself, Lao Zhen said that I painted it with nine points of charm. But Xiao Di is even more pitiful, she doesn't know what her mother looks like, in Grandpa's words, that woman is just a few pale words. ”

"Beautiful, virtuous, elegant."

He smiled: "Grandpa tried to sketch a perfect mother's appearance for Xiao Di, but you know, Grandpa is a rough person, he can use all the words he can use, and he can't vividly depict a living person." Beautiful, virtuous, elegant...... I know that Xiao Di can't see the appearance of her mother from these words. ”

The eldest grandson Wujian tightened the big coat that Li Xian had draped on her, thought for a while and said, "But Xiao Di is happy. ”

Li Xian was stunned for a moment, then nodded with a smile: "If she is unhappy, then all the unhappiness I have experienced will be meaningless." ”

"Now I know how important Xiao Di is in your heart."

The eldest grandson nodded, and then told himself in his heart that he must not touch this bottom line. She knew that Li Xian had deliberately told her about this, and if she was stupid, she was afraid that she would not be able to guess the meaning behind Li Xian's words. Xiao Di is a person who no one can shake in Li Xian's heart, no one can.

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"I remember when I was in Bazhou, once when Brother Little Bird was taking a bath, I stole his clothes, ran to the door of the widow in the village, knocked on the door and threw the clothes in. That time, Widow Sun stood at the door and scolded the pile of clothes for a morning, so scared that Brother Xiaoniao didn't dare to leave in front of Widow Sun for half a month. ”

"I still remember Widow Sun scolding at the time...... If you have the ability to take off your clothes in the old lady's yard, you should have the ability to stand in front of the old lady! If anyone dares to stand up and admit it today, the old lady will sleep with him! ”

Hearing this, the eldest grandson's face turned red and he buried his head in the thick thick. She felt that her face was hot, but she couldn't help but want to laugh.

"I ridiculed Brother Bird, saying that you are not confident. Have the ability to overturn twenty soldiers of the Great Sui Mansion, but don't have the ability to overturn a widow? ”

"Brother Bird said, fart! My weapon can be used directly to hit dates, and I can knock down all the wild dates of a tree with a casual flick...... I said then why did you run away when you saw Widow Sun, Brother Bird laughed wryly, and then said helplessly, I can beat dates, but to provoke Widow Sun, you have to have the ability to fly kites. ”

The eldest grandson Wujian didn't laugh, because she really didn't understand the vague meaning of Li Xian's words.

Li Xian himself smiled very happily, and those days have never dispersed in his heart.

"Later, in order to take revenge on me, Brother Little Bird secretly wrote the words Wang Jiudan with a brush behind my clothes. Dese, very dese...... He made a bet with me that I would dare to walk around the village in that dress, and he gave me a short knife made of stainless steel, which I was too young to dance cross, so a short knife was very tempting to me......"

"Are you gone, then?"

"Gone."

"Huh?"

The eldest grandson Wujian whispered: "How many ...... What a shame. ”

Li Xian smiled and said: "That day, I asked Brother Xiaoniao to follow me in the village, and when someone saw it, they asked me, Little Xianzi, what is written on your clothes." I say...... King Nine Eggs! When others ask what they mean, I will point to Brother Little Bird and say, you ask him, this is what my brother wrote......"

The eldest grandson was stunned for a moment, and then burst out laughing.

She didn't understand the front, but she understood this.