I want to talk to you.

After the update just now, this book has achieved new achievements, updating at least 3000 words for 30 consecutive days, I believe that friends who have invested in this book have received investment returns. It doesn't matter if you don't get it, it's still too late to invest, and you can continue to pay dividends when it is put on the shelf.

The new book was opened exactly 30 days ago, and before I knew it, a month had passed since the new book period. If you use one word to describe the mood, it should be like a person drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing. However, I would like to share it with you as much as possible, and think of it as a friendship between friends.

From the first day of the book, it was extremely uncomfortable, and it can no longer be described as a setback, it was simply a disaster, which I had never experienced since I wrote the article.

On the day of the book's opening, I sent three chapters with excitement and anxiety, and told the old readers after waiting for the background to approve it. As a result, the review was not approved, saying that there was prohibited content. In view of the turmoil in the online literature industry in the past six months, I believe that I don't need to complain, everyone understands, right?

I'm an old author, I have a better mentality, since it's forbidden, then let's change it honestly, who made the environment like this? But I never dreamed that it was rectified six times, and the beginning was changed beyond recognition, and I applied for it four times, and all of them were rejected by the editor!

People are worried that the new book will not be able to sign the contract, I am good, I submitted the manuscript through the email in advance, and the editors have agreed to sign the contract, but the book cannot be sent.

The hardships of changing the text in the middle, I will skip it, it's boring, it's all tears.

It was with despair that I applied for the fifth time and finally got through. I thought that was the ultimate in luck, but the reality was that I was overestimating my luck and that it was only the beginning of the disaster.

Before opening the book, I submitted the manuscript to the mailbox as editor A, who had never dealt with me before, and people were also busy, and I asked for advice several times about the problem of not being able to send a book, but he didn't like me, and I completely understood. As a direct result, after the book was issued, the contract was signed for several days. In my previous experience, I was able to sign a contract on the same day......

A few days later, I finally waited for the signing information, opened it, and assigned me to another editor, B. At that time, I was still a little excited, great, since A doesn't want to see me, I'll go to B's subordinate, it won't be so bad, right?

The truth is that bad. Again, I understand the attitude and work of the editors very well, they are very busy, and I have a good mentality and don't want to care about this.

Just when I thought that I was an LV3 veteran author after all, a little better than a pure newcomer, the editor told me with practical actions that I had no face at all. Under normal circumstances, 60,000 or 70,000 words can be pushed on the test water, but as a result, I dragged it until last week, and it was 100,000 words before I started to test the water.

Well, if you don't have face, you don't have face, who made me not get results, I didn't become popular? Writing this book is the third one, and I have a good attitude and can understand the cruelty of this industry. Even after the previous setbacks, I will continue to update steadily, otherwise I will not be able to complete that achievement.

Stable updates are king, and there's nothing wrong with that.

Just last week's weekend, the book ushered in a turning point, with the emergence of the Silver Alliance, which is a big reason why you can discover this book. What followed was a brief spike in the data, followed by a continuous decline.

For this situation, I am mentally prepared, the old book is not without the Silver Alliance, so I am not panicked at all, and my mentality is very stable.

You don't have to think about it to know, the Silver League can increase real readers, no matter how much it can be increased, at least compared with the books that don't have the Silver League and haven't been recommended, I have made some progress, I think it won't start from scratch, right?

But reality tells me that I am zero. This Friday, in fact, yesterday, announced the recommendation news, and the result was that I was eliminated, eliminated...... Since writing the book, I really never thought that I would be eliminated if I was testing the waters, and it was still with the Silver Alliance......

I wonder if there are any other books that have experienced a similar tragedy?

At that time, my mentality exploded, and I joked in the group last night that I suddenly wanted to take a break and rest. The group didn't know what was going on, and I was actually bleeding from my heart when I said this. Tested the water push and was eliminated, I was disgusted by reality.

But I have to say that I know how the editors rank the recommendations, and they try to be impartial and divide the recommendations according to the ranking of the data, which is no problem, and I respect them. I just can't figure out how miserable my real data really is, so much so that I suffer the greatest shame since I wrote the book!

So, I sincerely ask you to raise your hand, and in this paragraph, let me see if this book really has no readers and deserves to be eliminated, or if there is some other reason that I don't know. Hands up, please!

Last night's mentality collapsed, but the final result is known to everyone, I still updated the code word as usual and did not give up. As for today, my mentality has obviously improved a lot, and it is naturally stable and renewed.

Even after all the setbacks above, please believe that I will not give up until the last reader gives up on this book. It's not about grades and gains, the last book had to be given up because of a difficult life, and this time I can't give up again.

This is my last dignity.

I didn't want to say these sad things, for fear that readers would misunderstand that I wanted to be a eunuch, so I started to retreat in advance. But after thinking about it, fans who run away so easily think that they are very predictable, and they will run sooner or later, so why should I care too much?

So I wrote this article to talk to you.

In a way, it's more like leaving a footprint and showing yourself: Dark Form, you are more down-and-out than ever, but you are also stronger than ever, because you have learned not to be discouraged and not to give up.

Before writing this, I was joking in the group, the old book was opened on New Year's Day last year, and it wasn't until December that the achievement of the change was achieved, and the old readers were cheated for a whole year. It was a ...... One shift a day, and two stops in three days, there are some irons to carry over, although there are very few.

(Just now an old reader said, the sad thing is that when the update is stable, it is better to be a pigeon, this is really heart-wrenching, the old book is updated like that, and Sanjiang pushes a dragon, and the new book ...... ）

The old book got off to a very good start, but I was too fragile and easily broke down, resulting in a very chaotic update cadence. In contrast, what about now? New books have suffered disasters one after another, but they have been updated and stabilized, and they are sticking to the bottom line in their hearts.

I feel like I've improved a lot. Although others may not think so.

A few days ago, a reader urged me to update, thinking that the update was too slow, and I laughed after seeing the comments, and I was not angry and angry. Brother dei, I have been trying to improve and surpass myself.

Rest assured, it will get better and better in the future.

Because it couldn't be worse.

CTM in September.