Chapter 54: My Helplessness (4)
I couldn't help but say to her, "Although we haven't been together for a short time, I know that I know you, because you are a very simple person, so I can see at a glance what kind of person you are; Your nature is true and kind, and you have never wanted to be bad to others; Although you like to stick to me on weekdays, you never disturb me to do my own thing, you just watch silently from the sidelines, sitting there and giggling stupidly; You are also a person who is extremely dedicated to feelings, if you are asked to give up a relationship that you are focused on, you will definitely die as much as death, and even die to say goodbye to that boring future; It is precisely because you are such an extremely rare good woman that I can't bear to hurt you and don't want you to be disappointed; However, my conscience compels me to break your beautiful illusions, and the person you have been looking for is not me, which may be very clear to you in your heart, but you just dare not face it calmly, because you cannot bear the consequences of your illusions being shattered; Please think carefully about which choice you should make, whether to continue to cling to the fantasy of beauty, or to bravely break the illusion and face reality? Soon I will go back to Huo Village, you have a lot of time to think about it, if you want to come to me, I will not leave Huo Village in a short time. ”
Suddenly, I said a lot of things that people of this era couldn't understand, but her expression told me that she understood what I meant. At this moment, Zhang Yan on the side couldn't help but look at me silently, completely missing the domineering appearance just now.
I sighed to myself and turned away. Then I went back to my room, simply packed up my clothes and weapons, went to the stable and took Bai Ling to him, and left. At this moment, I can't help but think that there are many fantasies in people's lives, but fantasies are fantasies after all, and reality still has to be faced. And what we have to do in life is to conform to reality, or change reality. If the rules of reality are conducive to survival and development, we should obey them; If the rules of reality are distorted and wrong, then we have to change them and set things right.
When I walked to the city gate, I met Zhang Fan and Zhang Xiao, and they looked as if they had known that I would leave, and they were waiting for me here.
Zhang Pan smiled at me and said, "Brother Cheng Lian, don't say hello when you leave." ”
I couldn't help but laugh and said, "The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, I think even if we don't say hello, it shouldn't affect the friendship between us." ”
At this time, Zhang Xiao suddenly said: "Not bad." ”
I couldn't help but smile and shook my head, and said, "Feng Yu is always so concise and to the point, it's really not admirable." ”
He said again: "Pass the prize." ”
"Huh." Zhang Pan and I couldn't help but laugh.
Immediately, Zhang Pan asked again: "Brother Cheng Lian, I heard that Huo Village is developing very well under your governance, and the villagers can live and work in peace and contentment, right?" ”
I nodded and said, "Well, almost, at least not a single one under my hands has been starved or poor." ”
Zhang Pan couldn't help laughing and said: "Hehe, this is very good, I wonder if Brother Cheng Lian is willing to accept two more villagers?" ”
I couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?" ”
He said: "Ah Xiao and I both moved to Huo Village to live, I don't know if the young leader is willing to accept it?" ”
I couldn't help but smile and said, "Of course I do, you two are willing to move to Huo Village, I can't be happy, how can I not be willing; By the way, what about your family, do they agree? ”
Zhang Pan said: "I'm used to wandering, I haven't married, my father and mother have no objection to my decision, and now there is Ah Liao waiting by their two elders, I have nothing to worry about." ”
Zhang Xiao said: "Me too. ”
I thought about it for a while, and couldn't help but say: "Why don't you take the second elder to Huocun to live, now that war may break out in the border area at any time, it is really not safe; Besides, Zhang Liao is busy with military affairs on weekdays, so it must be difficult to take care of the second elder, so it is most suitable to take the second elder to live in Huo Village. ”
Zhang Pan couldn't help but smile and said: "Hehe, the young leader is really an open-minded person; Originally, I planned for the two of me to move to Huo Village first, to earn some merits in advance with my own capital, and then to move all the clansmen over; I never thought that the young leader would take the initiative to propose it, which is really flattering. ”
I smiled and said, "Look at what you said, you are just migrating all the tens of thousands of people on the border, and I am also willing; Since I now have the ability to help others, I will do my best to help, so how can I excuse myself? ”
Zhang Pan couldn't help but sigh: "The leader is really a person who has a grand duke in his heart, and Zhang Pan admires it. ”
At this time, Zhang Xiao said again: "Indeed." ”
I smiled and said, "Okay, okay, don't say so much, I'll wait here, you go back and pack your luggage, let's go back to Huo Village together." ”
Zhang Pan couldn't help but arch his hand and said: "Thank you leader, please wait here for the leader, and come when you go." ”
I said, "You're welcome, go ahead." ”
Subsequently, Zhang Pan and Zhang Xiao went back. After waiting for a while, Zhang Jing suddenly came. Suddenly, I couldn't help but wonder, I found that I seemed to have a good relationship with someone surnamed Zhang recently, and I met a few new friends with the surname Zhang. Could it be that my archery skills are so exquisite, so God sent a few people with the surname "Gong Chang Zhang" to get acquainted with me? This seems a bit unreliable.
She looked at me as if she wanted to say something. I couldn't help but ask, "What's the matter, just say anything." ”
She said, "Shall I go with you?" ”
I was suddenly a little surprised, and I couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you going to look for him?" ”
She couldn't help but sigh and said, "I've been looking for him for ten years, but he hasn't heard from him at all, if he really cared about me, he should have appeared a long time ago; At first I thought you were him, but I didn't know you were until I knew you weren't; He is not as good-looking as you, nor as smart as you, nor as understanding as you; I have been loyal to him for ten years, and I have taken the lives of my father and two uncles in order to find him, which is enough for me to owe him anything; If you are willing to take me with you, then I will go with you, if you are not willing, then I will go back with my brother-in-law. ”
I couldn't help but sigh and said, "Okay, you can go back to Huo Village with me, but you have to remember one thing, don't force me to marry you anymore, that makes me a little unbearable." ”
She couldn't help but laugh and said, "Don't worry, it won't be in the future." ”
"Ahem." At this time, Zhang Yan suddenly walked over, looked at me and said, "Brother Chenglian, my sister-in-law has been entrusted to you since then, and I hope you will treat her well in the future." ”
I couldn't help but smile a little helplessly, then nodded and said, "Okay, I will." ”
Zhang Yan said: "Okay, it's not too early, I should also go, you two cherish it." ”
Zhang Jing couldn't help but say: "Well, there will be a period in the future." ”
Zhang Yan smiled and left. Looking at the back of his departure, I couldn't help but groan to myself, if according to the original development of history, there will be two hostile forces between Fengxian and him in the future, so I will definitely be hostile to him. I hope that through Zhang Jing's relationship, the possibility of becoming an enemy in the future can be eliminated.
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