Tang An was very depressed, very depressed.

Is there anyone who does this? Is there such an insult? It's just too much!

"Tang Gongzi? You don't seem to be happy. Liu Tingge asked weakly, "Did Tingge say the wrong thing?" ”

Tang An naturally wanted to show his generosity, squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, and said, "How can I be unhappy? I couldn't be happier. ”

"Why is Childe happy?"

Damn, it's not okay to be happy, it's not okay to be unhappy, what do you want!

Complaining is complaining, and being able to say a few words in the same room with this strange woman who shook the capital is something that many people can't look forward to. Tang An collected his emotions and said with a smile: "Talk to the world-famous Miss Liu, talk to your heart, I don't think anyone will be unhappy." ”

Liu Qingge sighed and said, "Childe is hiding from me." Qingge has grown gray hair again, and others have always regarded me as a monster, and no one has been willing to pay attention to me since I was a child. ”

"Miss Liu, that's wrong." Tang An said, "In this world, superficial people will always be in the majority, and many people like to judge people by their appearance, which is human nature. For example, when you see a person with a face full of flesh, you think that you are a bad person, and when you see a person with triangular eyes, you think that your heart is not right, which is blinded by your eyes. In fact, as long as you are patient, you may find that these people may be very kind? Whether a person is beautiful or not depends not only on the appearance, but also on the soul. ”

Liu Tingge asked, "Is this really the case?" ”

"That's true." Tang An thought for a while and said, "I know a place where people feel that hair of the same color is too mediocre, and everyone likes to pursue unconventionality, so they dye their hair yellow and red, etc., to make it beautiful." ”

"Is there such a place?" Liu Qinge's eyes showed yearning, and said, "Where is this place that Childe said?" ”

"Uh... It's a far, far place. Tang An said in a hesitant manner. This woman is so curious, she can't tell her that it was thousands of years later, right? In that case, Liu Tingge doesn't know if he will find someone to throw him out, after all, autism is better than being crazy.

Liu Tingge looked puzzled and said: "Childe won't be lying to me, my Tang Dynasty and even Daxia and Great Qi Kingdom, everyone's hair is black, where can there be such a place as Gongzi said?" ”

"The world is big, bigger than you can imagine." "All the way west, over Everest, the highest peak in our west, across thousands of miles, the people there have high hooked noses and yellow hair, and not only that, but their eyes are not all black like us, but blue and blue. ”

Liu Qinge's big eyes showed surprise, and said, "Will there be such a person?" ”

"Yes, I must have been there in Datang, if there is a chance to meet it, the girl can ask to see if I am lying." Tang An said.

"No need, I believe Childe." Liu Tingge smiled indifferently, "I know that Childe's original intention was to comfort Tingge, even if it is not true, but let me hear such a beautiful story, Tingge is also very grateful." ”

This little girl is very kind, and she doesn't have the intrigues of the legendary Oiran at all, which is rare. Tang An said: "Let's talk far away, let's talk about you, Miss Liu." In fact, I feel that other people's eyes can never control your life, you are you, and no one in this world can replace you. Everyone has their own value in life, and Miss Liu's life value, I think you have found it. ”

Liu Qingge blinked and asked, "What is my worth?" ”

"Isn't it just dancing?" Tang An laughed and said, "Miss Liu danced in the city, and she was fascinated by watching it below. It's no exaggeration to say that this is the best dance I've ever seen in my life. Miss Liu was focused on the stage, full of intoxication, and must have been deeply intoxicated by the dance. Being able to find something you like and persistently carry it forward is your value. ”

Liu Tingge lowered his head and thought for a while, and said, "What Childe said is really good, Tingge really likes to dance." I feel that dancing is my only friend, and it is only when I dance that I feel alive. ”

Liu Qingge said very calmly, with a touch of joy, but Tang An felt extremely bitter.

Just imagine, a little girl, who has never experienced the warmth of her friends, can only hold all the words in her heart by herself, and the thin figure can only have the feeling of being fully engaged when dancing, what a pitiful thing.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is a peerless dancing girl who wants to be windy and rainy, but behind the glamour, she is just a poor person who holds all her worries and pressures in her heart.

Tang An smiled and said: "Although Tang's status is low, and he has no advantages, if Miss Liu is willing, she can treat Tang as a friend." ”

Friend, just two words, but Liu Tingge was a little stunned.

She has been alone since she was a child, and other children will run away when they see her from afar, and some of the more daring boys will shout "white-haired monster" while throwing stones at her. Every time I try to get close to someone, I will end up with a scar, and then walk away with a heart full of loss amid the ridicule of others.

In her childhood, she quietly lay on the edge of the window, watching other children laugh and play with sandbags and pile clay figurines together, only when the children are tired of playing and walk away, they dare to go out secretly and touch the clay figurines piled up by others, with a look of envy. At night, I can only hide under the quilt and cry alone.

She hated her white hair, it was this strand of silver that cut herself off. I don't know how many times, she picked up scissors in tears and cut off her hair, but after cutting, it will grow back and forever.

Such a past is so cruel to a child who wants to play with others.

The only thing that can make her feel warm is Feng Zhilan. The woman who was proud enough to dominate the world gave her unprecedented care and granted him unparalleled skills.

But what Feng Zhilan gave her was motherly love, and the other women of Feixue Yue Lan Pavilion were all arrogant, polite to her on the surface, but behind the scenes, they were thinking about how to overshadow her name and become the first official in the capital.

Not to mention those guests, they were nothing more than coveting her beauty, and I don't know how many high-ranking and powerful people came to ask for marriage, wanting to include themselves in the concubine room, but they were all rejected by Feng Zhilan one by one.

The word friend is just a few strokes, but it weighs more than a thousand catties for Liu Tingge. More than ten years of hope and more than ten years of disappointment have made Liu Tingge's heart almost cold. She didn't dare to ask for anything more, the only thing that supported her to survive was singing and dancing and repaying her kindness.

Feng Zhilan's selflessness let her know that there were still people in this world who cared about her. She Zhilan had never asked for anything from herself, but Liu Tingge knew that she had to defeat Feng Zhiyao, and if it weren't for this belief to support herself, she didn't know if she would have turned into a lifeless corpse.

Grief is greater than death.

Therefore, when Tang An told her with a serious face that she was willing to be her friend, the touch on Liu Tingge was indescribable. These two strange and familiar words, these two words that have always been unforgettable in her heart, appeared in her ears again. It's not your own plea to others, it's what others say to yourself.

Two lines of clear tears unconsciously crawled into the corners of his eyes, and Liu Qinge's shoulders trembled slightly, and he actually began to cry.

I... Can I have friends?