Chapter 39: The lights go out
Masao Iwasato was taken aback by Tang Ning's drink, and was stunned for a moment before he reacted, and exclaimed, "You, how do you know my name?" No wonder he was not surprised, because after he arrived in Japan, he almost never mentioned his Chinese name to anyone, so logically speaking, not to mention Tang Ning, an American, even the Japanese should not know that his name is Li Denggray.
Tang Ning snorted coldly: "Hmph, I not only know that your name is Li Dengshen, I also know your past, I know that your hometown is in Sanzhi, I know that you have an elder brother named Li Dengqin, a younger brother named Li Bingnan, and even I know your future." ”
At this time, Li Denghui was even more surprised, not only because Tang Ning mentioned the absolute privacy of his brother and brother, but also because Tang Ning was actually speaking Chinese with a straight and round tone at the moment, and it was a Northeast dialect with a heavy accent, which was simply incredible, how could an American speak Northeast dialect!
So Li Dengshen couldn't help but ask in surprise: "You, who are you?" Why are you investigating me? Why did you arrest me here? ”
Tang Ning moved a chair and sat down for a long time and said: "It doesn't matter who I am, there is naturally a reason to arrest you, and there is naturally a reason to kill you." ”
Li Deng said angrily: "I didn't kill anyone, I didn't break the law, why did you kill me?" ”
Tang Ning continued to say slowly: "You haven't broken the law now, but you may not be in the future, in fact, you also had the opportunity to be a good person, it seems that you will be able to join the Communist Party in another year or two, but unfortunately your path after that is getting more and more deviated, and finally went to the opposite side of everyone, if I let you go now, it will be a problem to raise tigers, so it is better to destroy you before you become the second Wang Jingwei!" (Before Wang Jingwei defected to Japan, he was also a revolutionary fighter, once assassinated the regent Zaifeng, and wrote the poem "Draw the knife into a fast, live up to the head of the youth", life is really ups and downs, and it is impermanent!) )
Li Dengshen sneered and said, "Because I may do something wrong in the future, you want to kill me now?" What kind of reasoning are you? How do you know that I will do what you say I will do in the future? Yes, I do know a group of people who believe in Marx, who have read Das Kapital, and who have the idea of joining the Communist Party, but on what basis do you conclude that I will definitely go against them in the future? Will he definitely become the second Wang Jingwei? ”
Tang Ning smiled: "That's right, I can't be 100% sure of the future, but since I know, then there is no need to take this risk, just be willful today, Mr. Li, I'm sorry, your luck today is very bad." After speaking, Tang Ning picked up the sharp M1** on the table, compared it for a long time, and in Li Dengshen's continuous scolding, miserable howling, and begging for mercy, it slowly but firmly pierced his heart, until he stopped shouting and struggling.
And at this moment, Tang Ning also fell softly on the chair, his face was pale, gasping for breath, weakness, and abnormal chest tightness, although he also shot a young spy last time, but the feeling of killing people with a gun and killing people with a knife is completely different, after a long time, Tang Ning slowly eased up, slowly walked out of the room, beckoned Endo, who was on duty at the door, to come in and carry the body out and bury it, and let Mitsuhiko come in and clean the study thoroughly, and then walked into the bedroom, driving away Hengshan Miyuki and Li Xianglan, Alone in bed (Aralei is now in Switzerland!). )
This incident touched Tang Ning a lot, not only for the first time to kill people at close range, but more importantly, this time he didn't know whether what he did was right or wrong, he was at ease when he killed those traitors the day before yesterday, because he felt that these people should have died a long time ago, and their behavior was even more hateful than those brutal Japanese soldiers. When facing Wu Qingyuan and Li Xianglan, he could also teach them a lesson with righteous words, because they did what they shouldn't have done. But today's Li Dengshen is different, and to be honest, he has not done anything wrong now, and can barely say that as a Chinese, he should not take a Japanese name and should not join the anti-aircraft artillery unit of the Japanese army, but his crime will not lead to death.
But if Tang Ning watched such a person slip back to Taiwan and develop according to the established track of history, then he felt that his crossing seemed to be meaningless. What exactly should you do as a traverser? Tang Ning also thought about this problem when he read the time-traveling novel, but his idea at that time was very simple, that is, the family has a lot of money and beautiful women like clouds.
Now it seems that this wish is easy to achieve, so after achieving this wish, should there be a little higher pursuit? Although his body is now an American, his mind and heart are still a Chinese, there is no contradiction in this, nearly thirty years of lifestyle and thinking habits, not just half a year can be changed, unless encountered a great change, the three views have been greatly impacted, otherwise there will not be much change. In the same way, even if a Japanese person crosses over to the Chinese, his thinking and value orientation must be centered on Japan, not for the sake of China.
Of course, this is not to say that Downing intends to be a virgin, for the development of the country, regardless of material discussions, at the expense of blood to support the country, this is not realistic, sometimes, even if you want to send, people are not necessarily willing to want it, and even wonder if you have ulterior motives, no way, who let yourself be a set of white skin.
Therefore, Tang Ning's current idea is to use Japan's resources and manpower to build a force of his own through his own efforts, with the help of his understanding of the future situation, so as to make his life more nourishing on the one hand, and undermine Japan's right-wing forces on the other hand, and contribute a little to the development of the country at the right opportunity. If you can really become a prince one day in the future and have your own voice in the world, then you can do some big things that change the world pattern, but now you can only do what you can.
PS: In view of the recent discussions, I took this opportunity to explain the protagonist's current thoughts again. I think this is a normal person's cognitive process after crossing, I absolutely do not believe that a person travels to a completely unfamiliar place, it only takes a few days or a few months to completely subvert the original three views, and immediately become scheming and ruthless, that is not crossing, that is a different person.
A person's change in thinking needs a process or some major events to promote, although the protagonist is now white-skinned, but his heart still belongs to China, so it is normal to have the idea of returning to the country, as long as what he does is logical, but so far there should be no brainless or harmful behavior to their own interests, if it appears in the future, everyone is welcome to correct at any time.